Author's note: This is it. The fifth and perhaps the final chapter of 'The Australian Grand Prix- A Lolex Fan Fiction' is finally here.
Have to re-edit this since the original version is way too long thus . . . also please bear in mind since the internet at work is so terrible. (Also, I am using Unifi at work by the way in case if you are wondering on the internet line I am using at work and no, I don't truthfully recommend using it as now I know the reason why it does feels truthfully all too similar to Sp*ctr*m Network despite how I am neither from the USA not I did used Spectrum Network before.)
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the pictures and none of the pictures are respectively mine.
Credits goes to Alex Albon, Logan Sargeant; P*ntr*st and also to everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.
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Race day
This is it. Today is the day of the race.
I am feeling truthfully both nervous and excited at the same time based on how challenging today's race is going to be especially when we are truly talking about the part where I did only managed to qualify P19 on the first qualification yesterday and I am feeling truthfully disappointed; hurt and angered by the qualifying results yesterday apart from the feeling of denial of how I kept rejecting the part on how I can only qualify in p19 despite how I tried so hard to pass through the first qualifying round thus I can enter into the second qualifying round and perhaps I can to enter the third qualifying round to get a position in either the top 10 or if I am truthfully lucky then I'll be in the top 5 or otherwise I could be in the top 3 for the very first time in my very own F1 career.
Plus although I do love how the fans are feeling truthfully supportive of me based on how I am going to drive on my own for the team for the very first time; however I am feeling indisputably nervous and scared especially when we are talking about how there are going to people who are going to truly say something nasty; hurtful and upsetting yet it sometimes does feels both cruel and abusive all at the same time which does feels truthfully upsetting as well ever since I am not one of the drivers who are very well-loved by the public especially it is truthfully sad to truly say this there are always going to be people who may loads of free time in their own pair of hands however all they would do is nothing but to leave such spiteful, insulting and harsh yet cruel comments on how you aren't going to truthfully be good enough and yet they would always say something which does feels truthfully hurtful, cruel; upsetting and yet insulting too as well despite how they don't realize how bullying not only does hurts people but unfortunately; it also drove people to either disappear for good or otherwise; it is much more dejecting for me to truly think of this but . . . sometimes it is even sadder to see how they would anything to truly just drove the person mercilessly towards the breaking point where they would have the thoughts of having to take their very own life and worse; they would also experience of how they did shown early signs of depression; wanting to become someone else whom they did wanted to be noticed by other people but dejectedly; sometimes it too drove people to take their very own life too and it does truthfully hurt me intensely as I do truthfully hated the way people would want to make fun of me by having to either create memes of 'What the heck is kilometer'; making a mockery of how I am a guy who politically wanted a terrible president to run for USA and worse; they would criticize for me for my driving and yet wanting me to be replaced by either Carlos, Checo; Drugo or worse; waiving me off and replacing me with either Lia or Jaime which the thought of it does truthfully makes me feeling deeply sick to the point where I did ended up remembering how I did woke up at 2 a.m where I went to the bathroom and threw up into the toilet seat and having to write out all of my personal feelings I am truthfully experiencing into my very own diary out of anger; fear, sadness; hurt and betrayal as well as denial on how I kept on thinking about how am I feeling as if I am the terrible one and yet not having to be feeling as if I am 'good enough' for everyone obviously.
While I am preparing to head out; I also say a prayer out loud to make sure I can let god hear me out loud:
"Dear god, can you hear me? I need your help and support today and every day. I know I hadn't done well yesterday however you did told me to be patient though however I do really need both your unconditional encouragement and support from you endlessly; all day and every day; god.
"Please help me, god. Also thank you god for everything; thank you god for giving me the endless support I have given from the people whom I am now truthfully surrounded myself with and thank you; god for letting me having this opportunity which many can only truthfully dream about it but . . . thank you for making my dreams come true and also thank you for both the little things and the big things in my very own every day life in general; god and thank you, also for everything else in general god.
"All in the name of god; amen."
After that, I did a cross silently from my forehead to my chest then my both of shoulders as well before I pray in front of my own reflection in front of the bathroom mirror where I am now standing with nothing but the waves of nervousness and comfort had washed over me.
I am not so sure where does the waves of comfort came from but I would say it does truthfully came from god as well as the universe; perhaps maybe I had say a prayer out loud and yet I did a deep breath too as well in my very own life.
Ben who knocks on my hotel room door called to me: "Logan? Are you ready?"
"Huh?" I ask while I went to my hotel bedroom where I did double checking my bag to make sure I have everything I needed before heading off to the race as well as what are the other essentials I alos do need to bring it with me as well.
"Logs?" Ben ask me again while I zipped up my bag.
"Huh? Yep, coming!" I called out to him while I got up to the hotel room door.
As I head out to the door, I also need to remember to grab my key card as well before I can simply out to get breakfast with Ben then we both head off to the race circuit as well.
~
As we both head to the hospitality building; I did ended up bumping to both Oscar who is one of my long time best friend ever since our karting days and Charles whom I am starting to warm up to him just when we start interacting with each other then we both now became a pair whom we both are in good company with apart from my social circle whom I mostly interacted with Oscar, Alex and Ben too despite how he (Ben) is only my trainer however since the both of us had been working with each other for a very long time then this is where we both have became very close with each other.
"Hi guys." I said while I am making my way to the hospitality building.
"Hey mate; how are you?" Ask Oscar as a response to my question.
"Hi mate; how are you doing?" Charles added as a follow-up response to Oscar's sentence.
"Oh, I am feeling truthfully nervous; guys."
"Why?" Oscar ask me while Charles looking at me with a perplexed facial expression on his face.
"I truly don't know how am I going to truly do in today's race; guys." I replied while feeling the color drained from my face plus being hit by the waves of anxiety washes all over me at the same time.
When they didn't response; this is where I spoke to them by confessing about how am I truthfully feeling now just as I am now becoming flustered by the way the tension had hit me out of nowhere mentally, emotionally and spiritually all at the same time:
"Oh; this is because I am racing alone for very first time in my F1 racing career plus Alex had to be sidelined by how he has an intense crash from Friday's first free practice and yet I am trying to put my focus on today instead of dwelling on yesterday with the poor result I did on the qualification and . . ."
"And what?" Ask Oscar while Charles added "Hey, I better leave the conversation to you guys since you are talking about something personal; Logan."
To Charles; I said: "Oh please do, I know you do look truly uninterested in the conversation between me and Osc."
To Oscar; I replied: "Yeah and honestly; I didn't meant to go so personal with what I had spoke to you earlier about what I had said and . . . and . . . I am so sorry about what I-i . . . I said earlier and . . ."
"Whoa there; hold your surfboard: Logs. Why would you want to truly apologize for what you had said earlier about what had happened to him (Alex) on Friday and yet; I know it is truly hard for you not let it all out but you got to take it easy mate."
"Wait, what: Oscar?"
"You got to learn how to take it easy and honestly; you're just going as fast as how you are driving the car around the race circuit; buddy. Thus you got to take it easy, mate! You got to take it easy and learn how to stop truthfully apologizing for so many of the little things you do truthfully experienced it in your very own life; mate."
When I didn't response; he continue speaking to me:
"Thus; Logs, if you kept on apologizing for so many different things you done in your very own life and yet you truly forget to simply learn how to live your very own life by having to listen to the people who would say nothing but really nasty things about you and yet having to pretend to be someone whom you are not truthfully comfortable with; you got to stop apologizing for either who you truly are nor you have to apologize for having to truly be the type of person who you truly are; Logs.
"Remember; you got to stop apologizing for what you are doing nor having the rights to apologize for who you truly are; bud."
"Well, that's easy for you for to say; Oscar."
"I know, bud but I don't want you to simply become the type of person who simply apologizes for who he truly is and yet having to truly live the dream that so many people can only dream of; Logan and only very few can reach those type of dreams, Logan."
"Oh."
"Now, I want you to go out there and prove to those people that you can do just about anything and let the people who would criticize you and those people who spoke about your own personal business in a trashy way just simply watch you do your own art and having to simply watch you on as you are definitely doing your own thing; buddy." He replied to me with both an equally and truthfully confident wink and smile on his face to let me know that I can let them know that I can pretty much do on just about anything without even having to either truly apologize or even having to truly ask them any more questions about how would they feel whenever I am racing on the race track.
"Oh okay, you got it; Oscar. Thank you, bud; I have to admit; i did felt truthfully anxious about how am i going to perform today ever since I know it is so hard for me to truthfully do this on my own without the lead and the help from Alex and all but . . ."
"Oh come on; buddy--I know you wanted to be there for you to lead the way however you can't simply just be the person who would heavily reply on the other person on so many different things unless if this is something new and yet you hadn't done it before so . . . sometimes all you got to do is to lead the way all by yourself and I know it is going to be both deeply and realistically tough for you to realistically do this all byu yourself without the both the help and the support from someone like Alex so . . ."
"That means I have to learn to step up to be a 'true' leader by having to truly learn how to do it myself and yet learning how to truthfully do it all by myself by both words and actions; Oscar."
"Exactly; bud. Sometimes all you got to do is just learn how to do it by yourself and keep trying while trusting the process; Logan."
"Oh wow, thank you for the wise words; Osc."
"No problem, I'd think we both better get going to our race; Logs."
"Do you want me to walk you there?"
"Nah, I got this myself. You got this, Logs?" He ask me while he is walking towards the direction of the Mclaren Hospitality building.
"Yeah . . . I got this; buddy!" I called to him while trying to truly sound truly both in the equal balance of both the enthusiasm and the excitement feeling I am trying to channel those feelings while internally; I am feeling more of the opposite of excited and enthusiastic at the same time.
It is actually more fear and more anxiousness which does truly builds up inside me.
"No, I truthfully don't think I got this; buddy. And I don't think I can probably take your words of advice; Oscar yet having to follow and take my own words of advice; buddy." I thought dejectedly as fear, tension and nervousness all build up inside me internally just as they did wanted to see me fail and fell into the rabbit hole of self-sabotage as well.
But then again, I had heard the deep; soft whispering towards me from god who whispered to me internally:
"Listen to me, Logan. I know you are feeling truly scared about how you can prove yourself to everyone to let them know you can do on just about anything but sometimes you may never know; today is the day you are not only going to shine brightly but also I am going to help you to lead the way and turn you into the type of leader whom not only you can let others look up to you but to also let you become the type of leader you hadn't truly experienced it before; my son."
I nodded while I am making my way to the both the motorhome and the hospitality building I do needed to head there for the preparation of the race day.
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"Hey man, I didn't expect you are going to sincerely be this late clearly; Logan." Alex said while I place my bag onto the couch.
While we both have shared the same civilian attire; Alex still have to remain in his civilian attire for the featured race as he had to sit out for the events while I do need to gear up for the featured race today.
"I know but I do wanted to let you know that I might have to do this all by myself ever since it does sucks when you aren't racing; bud."
"Sorry, man; I know it does sucks when I am not racing but it is even more fun to see you doing it alone."
"And Oscar told me that I too can learn to truly be leader as well which I hadn't expected him to told me that."
"I know but I promise that you are going to do well both as a driver and as a leader as well."
"But I don't know if I can truly do it on my own without you leading the way or even having both the support and the leadership you have had paved for the other drivers along the way."
"I know, buddy. I know racing isn't the same without me especially how I do give you the support with both my leadership and also my experience of being an F1 driver thus I'd think it is time you can learn how to shine in your very own terms; Logan."
"You sure?"
"Absolutely; man. The race may be different without both my presence and my leadership plus the support as well however I do want to truly let you understand that if anyone can do it; it is all on you, Logs.
"And it is all up to you as well; Logan." He added when I didn't response.
"Oh, okay. I just felt as if you are truthfully here with me' bud."
"I know, me too; buddy. But I want to truly let you know that you are going to do well; buddy."
"You think so?" I ask him.
"I know so." Is all he can response to my question.
Then before we both can prepare for the race; we both hugged each other; saying a silent quick prayer then he said "You are going to do great; buddy."
"Mm-hmm." I replied.
"I mean it; Logs. I mean you are going to get it; buddy." He added while I nodded again.
"Okay." I replied then we both exchange out secret handshake before we both part aways from each other.
"Atta boy." Whispered Alex while I am heading off to the direction of my room at the motorhome to change into my racing suit.
~
While I did managed to head to the grid just in time for both the Australian national anthem and also the drivers parade as well; I did manage to spoke with Oscar most of the time and also to the public announcer Rosanna who is also a TV presenter; by the time when the cameras are focused onto me as well as how she is focusing on me: I did spoke about how tough the race is going to be without Alex's help and support plus yet having to let everyone know on how am I going to realistically do this on my own without the help from Alex and also how do I need to truly learn to be leader of my own as well with me taking the driver's seat from Alex not only for the team but also for the sake of Alex and also learning how can i learn how truthfully came out from very own comfort sea shell/ bubble especially without the presence of Alex on the grid therefore I do have to truly do this all by myself without the extra helping hand from Alex himself.
After the drivers parade; this is where we all part ways to our respective garages to truly prepare ourselves for the featured race and yet while we prepare for the race; Ben and I do our usual preparation for the race before we do our usual motivation hugs for both the motivation and courage on today's race and then after entering into the car; the next thing all I know is now I am heading off in my own way to the race track.
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While I am putting my own full-on level of focus onto my driving; during the formation: I tried to carefully overtake some of the drivers whom they are in front of me, all of the sudden; K-Mag is defending his current position and I am feeling truthfully annoyed by what he is truthfully doing and although I did my best stay calm however I do wanted to truthfully overtake him but I guess we'll have to see how long does it truly happens.
Plus by the time when we get to our respective positions; I stay focused on the racing and then after the five red lights go out; and then . . . here we go.
"Now this is my time to shine on." I thought quietly before I shut off my mind to put more focus on the racing.
~
As I quietly moved up from P19 to P16 after overtaking Valtteri; Nyck: Yuki and Zhou, I did carefully focus on retaining my position until all of there is a something going on with two of the drivers in the top position where I'd think they might bumped into each other and I'd think it is Checo whom he needed to get a pit stop after both he and Charles bumped into each other; then the both went in for a pit stop then after that: I quietly moved up to p14 plus I can't simply just rely on the other drivers' mistake so I do need to learn how to truthfully step up for the team as well as having to become more aggressive and to be more of a leader therefore I do needed to step up.
"Pierre Gasly; you're next." I thought quietly; while I creeping up behind the Alpine's car of Pierre.
~
Alex's P.O.V
Back at the Williams Garage; I am now patiently watching Logan racing those experienced guys now just as when I am a 'found family member' big brother whom he is truly watching his 'found family member' younger brother racing against those guys; it does feels truthfully tricky especially without my presence on the race track and honestly; I am feeling so proud of how he had been performing plus honestly; it does feels hard for me not to be on the track to be with Logan however I do want to let him know that if he can truthfully do this on his own then he'll definitely do this on his own both as a leader, a warrior and also as a driver who is truly the force to be reckon with ever since he had prove himself that he can be the type of driver who is truly the force to be reckon with.
And despite how the both of us are the opposite however it doesn't mean we can't be friends with each other after all; he and I--we became very close with other to the point where we both now became brothers and honestly; I did felt as if Logan and I--we both have the opposite personalities however it doesn't mean we do clash with each other.
Although we both do clash with each other however it is more so on the side where we both are bickering about something just as how normal family members would always bicker between each other about something but nothing too heated about the particular topic we are currently talking between the both of us.
However despite how I am not currently racing on the race track; however the team ask me if I can join in the team radio just in case if Logan needed both a word of encouragement based on how well is he performing or perhaps if he truly needed the waves of encouragement if he is truly struggling in the race plus despite how he is performing well; I'm always there for him just in case if he ever does needed the extra mile of encouragement from me to him.
Despite how I do have assumptions of how he is going to be in the top 5 or the top 10, I tried to truly to think less of the assumption of where he is going to truly finish and more so of how he is going to truthfully perform based on how is he currently doing in the race though.
With very few laps to go then I guess all I can do is to pray for Logan just to make sure he can finish in any different position as long as he can truthfully avoid any trouble by getting a 'Did not finish' result at the race.
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Logan's P.O.V
Despite how I am now in P13; I felt as if I do needed to go for a pit stop because not only I need a set of fresh tyres to definitely carry on racing but also it has been a while since I did have a pit stop.
Plus this is where I did entered into the pit lane to get a pit stop for a fresh set of tyres; then after that I head off to the race track very carefully and honestly: I am feeling truthfully worried about how I might drop from p13 to the very bottom of the list however thus right now I am battling against a very rapid Carlos whom he and I--we both have been in a hard fought battle against each other and already I am feeling exhausted; scared and irritated by the way he had tried to defend his position and already; I have an urge to overtake him however I suddenly became hesitant about overtaking him and knowing the are the clear and the all too common signs of how the fate had been already sealed despite how we are only halfway through the race obviously.
Just as when I am about to truly accept the part where the fate has been indisputably sealed; all of the sudden: I didn't truthfully expect that someone had spoke over the team radio and said:
"Hey; are you okay in there? You're okay? You seems to became scared."
"Wait: what?" I thought while I am quietly focusing on the racing.
"Logan, can you hear me? It's me; Alex." The voice finally adds a layer of familiarity to the team radio.
"Alex?" I thought again just as when I did heard his name.
"Alex, is that you?" I ask him, finally snapping out of my own thoughts.
"Yes, it is me; your best bud Alex. Are you feeling okay?" He replied; now sounding more concerned than annoyed at me.
"I'm okay in general but otherwise I am feeling very hesitant right now."
"Why?"
"Because Carlos is right in front of me and I didn't meant to sound as if I am telling a tattle tale towards you and honestly . . . I am feeling so scared as if I couldn't overtake him or worse; I might let the car bump into him even if this is a minor touch."
"I know but all you got to do is to take a deep breath; let it go and just focus on how you can overtake him."
"But what if I couldn't overtake him?"
"Yes, you can; Logan; yes; you can: I truthfully believe in you, Logan. Even if you said you couldn't overtake anybody and yet I am not racing with you on the track: I do want to let you know that you can truthfully do this; Logan."
"Really? Are you really sure?"
"I'm positive; Logan and now, I am going to leave it you; Logie Bear--good luck on the rest of the race!"
"Wait, Alex--I--" I protested but to no avail; Alex had left the team radio and now I am pretty much on my own ever since Alex had told me that I can pretty much do this on my own and if I can overtake Carlos and then after I can overtake everyone else too as well.
"You know what, Carlos? Two can definitely play a game; if you want to take my seat and also my car as well then we'll pretty much play in this game obviously." I thought with nothing but agitation while I am doing my very best to truly overtake Carlos as well.
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Alex's P.O.V
"Whoa, did you see that? Logan managed to overtake Carlos and holy moly; everyone!" I announced to everyone but they aren't listening to me as Gaetan told me to shush while we are still halfway through the race.
"Sorry." I apologized to Gaetan as everyone else is too busy focusing on how Logan is now in a battle between Gasly and himself on the screen while I'd think I had gotten too excited obviously.
So I did shut up and stay in my lane for the rest of the race.
~
Logan's P.O.V
By the time when we are only have three laps left; I am now in a hard-fought battle with Gasly.
Seriously; I am doing my hardest and best to truly fought back against him and any of the other drivers despite how I had battled out against them and honestly; with Oscar is now in the top 5; having to battle against Max; Charles and Lando for the podium finishes then there are Checo, Hamilton, Russel who has been my mentor driver ever since I had first met him; Carlos; Ocon; Gasly and me; myself and I whom we all are battling for the top 10 positions however it does feels truthfully complex to go through a hard fought battle and honestly; it also does feels truthfully exhausting as well ever since I felt as if I am surviving a very long hours of battling against those drivers are a huge challenge not only for me but also for the other drivers too as well.
I have to admit; by the time when it is lap 49; Gasly and I--we both are in hard fought battle for P10 and honestly; I did felt as if this is the hard fought battle I have to truly tried my very best to overtake him however he did ended up going off the track as he tries to truly defend his position and I am feeling truthfully annoyed by the way he had pushed me off track and it does feels annoying to see how he tried to run me wide and yet it really does truly annoys me to the point where I did ended up overtaking him however in reality he did ended getting back the position and ugh, all I want to do is to simply confront him despite how I am generally a very nice guy.
Unexpectedly after having to truthfully be pushed off the track by him and yet being drove into the gravel by him; he unexpectedly got a 5 second penalty for having to push me off track and yet I am feeling sincerely shocked by how he had been handed a five second penalty and I am like "What for?" But I did focused on the race anyway.
By the time when the race is on a final lap; I did tried my best retain the 10th position however I am just feeling worried that I might drop my current position however I did ended up managed to cross the line in P10 by the time I did see the flag checkered flag at the crossing line then this is where I did managed to finished in P10 with an unexpected finish in the 49th lap.
And I did it.
I did it.
I still managed to get P10 but dropped to P11 then after that I ended up going back P10 and I finally did it.
Also; I had gotten P10 in an unexpected way which I hadn't expected it to happen especially when we are talking about the part where while I am either P11 or P12; then all of the sudden there are chaos at the back of the grid and then after that; there are both the yellow flag and the safety car as well therefore this is where I have to be patient and then after the chaos; the yellow flag being waved and also the safety car is going back to the pit lane then this is where I did battled against Gasly then when I did finally got into P11 then before I had gotten P10; oof; another unexpected yellow flag to be waved then I ended up making a mistake on going across off the track then I did managed to get back on track which thankfully I did managed to get p10 by the end of the race therefore let's just say it is an unexpected race I didn't expected it to happen in my very own opinion however I guess it is safe to say; I am very thankful that I did managed to have a good race after going through an up and downs of either a roller coaster ride or a surf ride where I have to experience surf wipe outs; surf bumps; drop ins from other surfers and missing out the waves before I did truthfully managed to catch a couple of decent waves I can truthfully ride on them.
I have to admit; that was the toughest race I ever went through in my second year of my F1 career however thankfully I did managed to truly get P10 despite how I did have an assumption of how I can only finish outside of the top 10 and even having to truly finish at the last position however with so much chaos happening while I am still in a hard fought battle with some of the drivers I am fighting against them on the race track then after that in what feels like a few laps left before the final lap this is where I did ended up making a minor mistake of having to go off track on one of the turns then I did managed to get back on track then all of the sudden; we got into a hard-fought battle where during the last minute I have decided to focus on accepting p11; however Gasly got a 5 second penalty for pushing me off the track at one of the turns therefore this is where I did ended up getting p10 despite how I originally finished p11 as well.
Just as when I am walking back to my garage with my helmet on; Alex is the first one who did finally notice how I unexpectedly getting the tenth position a.k.a P10 in the Final results after what feels like a long race but not a very long race since there are only 50 laps.
"Logan!" He calls me while I looked up at him as he and Ben are walking up to me obviously.
As he hug me; Ben ended up chuckling and said "Okay, you know what kids? This actually calls for a group hug to this kiddo; everyone!" Then he gives me another hug where suddenly I protest "Guys, I can't breathe." Through my helmet while everyone is cheering for me.
"Oh; sorry, kiddo." Ben said with a chuckle while giving me a pat on my back to let me know he is feeling truthfully proud of what I am truthfully doing to get P10 obviously.
"It's okay." I replied while I give him a single arm hug before I can truly head back to my garage where I took off everything from my head and take deep breath of exhale and honestly; it is just way too much for me to handle both the intense amount of energy plus also the long hours of racing as well ever since we do race for about 50 laps and hours in addition to how I did actually felt gravely drained from all of the hours I did on the racing and yet I did felt as if I already used my whole energy for the whole day which does truthfully worn me out as well ever since I am feeling deeply exhausted by the way I had used up all of my very own energy from hours of racing to also using most of my energy for the whole day too as well and now all I wanted to truthfully do is to definitely take the time to truthfully step away from all of the racing and focus on what I can truthfully do is truthfully de-compress; de-stress and relax plus also to step away from all of the racing too in order to relax while celebrating the 10th position I did managed to finish it on this particular race and then after that; Japan is going to be next race on this particular list.
Anyway; if I can truthfully get the chance to truthfully go somewhere just as if the break does feels like a mixture between the well-deserved summer breaks as well as the non-race race weekends combined with the winter breaks minus the winter testing; apparently I would definitely do anything to sincerely book a long flight towards the island of Oahu, Hawaii despite how the security check ins as well as the part where your flight either had gotten delayed or cancelled isn't the fun part of traveling moreover on the checking in too as well however on a lighter note; the good news is after a long process of the security check in as well as claiming your bags and luggage as well then this is where you finally had reached the next chapter of your very own trip undeniably.
However with the up and coming Japanese race; this is where I too have to put in more focus on the next race except thankfully Ben did understood me when my body now bending towards the floor and realistically: I am feeling worn out from all of the intense amount of the energy isn't something new to me as I did experienced those type of experience before.
As I let out a heavy moan; a mechanic staff patted on my back just before Ben walks over me and when I heard his voice; all I heard is that he said: "I am really proud of you, my buddy--I am proud of you; kiddo."
"Thank you." I replied while he patted on my back too as well.
