P.S The beach we are walking down in this fan fiction are Hilton Village and Fort de Russy Beach.
Don't worry, we both may be healthy though we wanted to make sure everybody is staying safe, being healthy plus keeping themselves fit as well.
Stay tuned plus thank you additionally mahalo for reading the two parts I posted . . .
Part 1
Part 2
*Paula's P.O.V [*Narrator's]
Just when we are still walking down together on the beach, we also see something unexpected. It is the newly renovated swimming pool area at one of the hotel. "Wow!" I said under the breath while we are walking past by a hotel.
"What is it, Paula?"
"Isn't that the Hale Koa newly renovated swimming pool area?" I replied to Chaz while I am now starring at the new area.
I am surprised plus so is he; both of us are surprised about how they renovated the swimming pool area into something new, amazing yet fun and cool as well plus we are sure one day people would love to go to Hawaii; go to the hotel based on where they booked it in six months advance before the trip additionally I am sure everyone would go crazy especially families with kids.
"Yes, how do you know?"
"It does look like it."
Chaz's P.O.V
I got to stand up next to her and she is right--it does look like a newly renovated area plus I have to say . . . I'm speechless.
"You are right, it's amazing how they renovated it plus all I got to say is . . . 'Wow'."
"I'm sure everybody would go excited especially the families with kids; they would love this definitely."
"I know, would they?"
"Definitely."
After that; we continue walking on past by the surfboard, stand up paddle boards and other beach items rental: chatting about many kind of different topics.
*Paula's P.O.V [*Narrator]
For Chaz, he loves sharing stories about his family mostly because he told me about he used to grow up with American Football plus he used to think volleyball is mainly a girls sport as he got introduce to it by his older sister Cambria while preferring playing Pop Warner Football until his mom has told him four concussions are enough which leads to the point where he decided to play volleyball at a volleyball club called Wave Volleyball Club back in San Diego.
I wish I can share my stories about my family especially on the memories I have with my dad back when we used to live in Honolulu for years plus I'd think he already heard the story of how when I am just a little toddler; I walked [And fell down a couple of times] towards the waves with so much courage and patience which reminds me of how I had established a relationship between me and the sea.
However we also tried to steer clear of any conversation on people plus anything with gossip thus we prefer chatting away on our lives, random topics: fun facts about so many different topics [It didn't have to be anything relevant to science; it can be others as well like beauty as well as history on earth as well as different countries as well.] and even we chat about books, music and so much more.
Except sometimes Chaz did tend to get shy about himself thus he either give me a real shy smile on his face while his cheeks are turning different shades of maroon or he turns away to look at the waves--feeling nervous.
Chaz's P.O.V
I tend to get nervous at times mostly because sometimes she makes me feel shy yet I felt like my stomach suddenly have butterflies; thus I had to look elsewhere or give her a smile with my cheeks burning from a shade of a Ruby Woo red lipstick to deeper shades of maroon and burgundy.
"You okay?" She ask me, sounding nervous while she is starring at me with a truthfully worried face instantly when she started to feel as there is something makes me feeling shy or feeling flustered.
"Huh? Oh . . . I . . .I'm sorry; I didn't mean to . . . " I tried to say something except all of the sudden; my voice fades just as if I felt afraid to speak or to say something on just about anything.
"Oh Chaz." She moans, feeling truthfully guilty about something just as when I am scared to tell her about being a mixed person plus I felt as if someone choked me then she wanted the person who is choking me to stop doing it and when I felt her hand on my left shoulder; it felt warm just as when she is my heater.
Plus I hear the words I never expected to hear her saying it however she is feeling truthfully really sorry for what she has done--even though the situation sometimes is rather not her fault although she did apologise instantly on how there is the time when the guys are arguing about which beach they wanted to go in Maui: whether is it Ho'okipa Beach Park or Kanaha Beach Park on windsurfing--she along with Eleu and Shea are the ones who hardly ever argue or even participate in an argument thus they decided to stay out of the argument, minding their own business additionally doing their own thing without getting falling in a black hole of judgements and gossips.
However for Paula, it is hard for her not to feel guilty just as when she did something wrong plus she felt as if she didn't mean to do it by accident as it is hard for her to break the vicious cycle of blaming herself or even playing the victim however it turns out mostly it is her past with her mom does affected her life so greatly which is the reason why sometimes she is back in the mainland in Washington State at Seattle on a daily therapy session on unraveling how her mom has passed it down to her daughter ever since she [Her mom] has been ganged up at times by her own mother as well as her siblings; it still happens as well just before her father's death as her father [Paula's late grandfather] is the only one who stand by her side to be anything successful yet hardworking as well.
It's hard but sometimes you never know what your parents go through just when they are at your age as their story is very different to your life story.
"I'm sorry for . . . everything."
I look at her: she looks truthfully guilty about what is going on between us. Suddenly I felt sorry for her just as when she told me about her horrifying past with her mom back when she in New York as she is the scrape goat to her mom.
I give her a long, sad yet comforting hug: understanding she may felt really guilty about her own life plus the way she blames herself on every negative situation on knowing it may not be her fault however it is difficult to break the cycle of blaming herself.
And hugs would normally help to give the other person the feeling of warmth, comfort and sympathy as well as empathy as well.
I whisper to her: "It's okay, sweetie: I know you may think it is your fault on a situation which is the other person's fault plus it may be hard for you to blame yourself though everybody has been going through the same cycle additionally you are not the first person nor you are the only person who felt apologetic yet blaming yourself on a situation you may not get involved however even everybody else has gone through the same thing, sweetie."
I don't know why I called her 'Sweetie' however I don't think people ask the other person on their life story thus they didn't want to pry on just about anything however sadly people think it is okay to judge their life story and gossip about it? That's crazy, I mean I didn't ask her anything about her life story however she is willing to share her past with me as long as I keep it as a safe yet genuine secret story away from everybody thus mostly I don't think anyone or anybody want to hear their life story.
Plus calling her 'Sweetie' gives me the sensation of warmth, comfort; sympathy plus the feeling of true love.
*Paula's P.O.V [*Narrator]
When Chaz called me 'Sweetie'; it felt truthfully comforting. Just as when someone is coming home from a long; hard yet busy day of work; you feel like you wanted a real hug and a real kiss from your partner plus this feels like it. I mean I never expected Chaz to be a hugger though he did hug me to give me the comfort I never had.
Plus I now know why I truly hug him yet I truthfully love him with all my mind, all my heart and all of my soul.
He is just someone I never have in my life--the closest person I have in my life reminds me of Mathieu Richard; my uncle from Nantes, France as a sailor and a coach on sailing as well.
Even though we are miles and miles away from each other; I needed to contact uncle Mat thus I can have someone who is there for me spiritually while we do the video chat on each other.
"I love you, Chaz." I said as those words felt real additionally very soon--we have to go back home to our respective state just before the countdown begins.
Plus that means we couldn't go back to Hawaii unless if there is something urgent.
"I love you too." He whispered back to me while he still hugs me.
A lot of passerby are looking confused however they remember very soon the final countdown will begin thus they understand why are we hugging each other--we are very soon going to be separated plus we don't know when are we going back to Hawaii however once the madness is truthfully completely over--we can go back to each other for good.
Chaz's P.O.V
I'm sad that I know we are going to be separated while we both need to focus on our assignment as well as work as well thus ever since classes have to be moved online plus I felt deeply hurt and upset just when my senior friends aren't going to be able to have a senior night in April plus this is going to be a very difficult time for everybody including for the both of us.
After we pack our luggage and bags, a taxi is waiting for us to go back to the airport plus none of us felt like talking because I felt scared about upsetting her and vice versa. For now all we can do is go is give each other one last hug before parting ways with our lives.
However before we head to our gates to board our airplanes; (Mine is going back to San Diego, she is going back to Seattle.) we give each other one last hug just before we part ways with our lives.
People may think we might forget each other however with all works and assignments as well as studies are moving online on video calls, we may forget each other however we promise we'll make the time to contact each other.
Author's note: Okay, so I know the ending is going to be very different . . . however I felt like this time I'd think with the countdown begin: I'd think this is time for us to stay safe and be safe at home for now additionally we all needed to make sure everybody is stay focused on their work, assignment and school work as well as studies plus I don't know am I going to write some more or not however the answer is 'Maybe . . .' Thus I'll try to update with more writing projects.
Oh and I'll be writing a part 4 very soon ever since yesterday I am working on Part 4 as well as miscellaneous writing as well.
