Trigger warning: Mentions of Alex's intense accident back on the first free practice session back in this year's of the Australian's Grand Prix and James Vowles too as well if this does truthfully count as well. (Proceed with warning then when you are reading this first and particular chapter)
Author's note: I managed to complete and did the very long writing of my very first Lolex Fan Fiction which I did truthfully felt as if it is one of the most challenging Fan Fictions I ever did in my very own life and honestly: I'd think I might want to take a super duper long break from doing all of the writing not only I did felt as if this is the longest writing I ever did in my very own life but also at the same time I did truthfully felt as if I did have to take ages to do this writing however I do truthfully wish everyone well in general plus if you do truthfully enjoy this Fan fiction then thank you very much and if you didn't then I am so sorry for that.
However because this is my own personal blog on Blogspot here; I can pretty much write whatever I do want to write and post whatever I want to realistically post on here obviously therefore I'm going truthfully leave this at here anyway.
Also, because this is one of those writing projects which does feels truthfully draining and yet it has taken so much energy out of me as usually these days; writing can be as complex as you think especially when we are talking about the reality of being (Both) an actual writer (And a Fan Fiction writer too as well) therefore let's just say this is one of the hardest writing project I had to truly undertake therefore I'll see you very soon as I may not know on whether is this is going to be last writing project or not ever since I did felt as if this writing project does take me a very long time to truthfully do the whole writing despite how I may have either started it on Tuesday or Wednesday but either way; enjoy this Fan Fiction from me to you all noticeably.
Plus on another serious note; screw both J*m*s V*wl*s and W*ll**ms R*c*ng T**m for having to truthfully micromanage Logan's career at the beginning of this year; having to hand the car off to Alex and yet letting him (Alex) to be the one who does all of the driving on this year's Australian Grand Prix then having to simply carry on sabotaging Logan's racing career and to add the insult into the wound; signing Carlos so quickly for the next season (And also the rest of the season as well; UGH.) And bringing more bad news to truthfully and instantly just rub it into Logan's F1 racing Career.
Plus no 'true' offense to Alex and Carlos obviously since I do have nothing against them but . . . I'm going to consider myself as an 'Anti Carlos' fan very soon unfortunately after hearing the bad news and Alex, I am so sad that you'll have to say goodbye to Logan after this current season comes to an end; but I do hope you can do well; Alex.
Also, about Logan and to Logan; I don't know if I am going to follow him to Indycar ever since I might assume in Hawaii it might be all too easy to follow Indycar however in other countries especially outside the North American Region; it might be challenging ever since I am still currently in Malaysia obviously therefore I am not exactly sure if it is easy for me to follow Indycar.
Plus speaking of Indycar; I also didn't feel easy about following Logan to Indycar apart from how it might be difficult to follow it all the way from Malaysia to simply watch all of it though; it might be J**m* Ch*dw*ck is also another reason why I don't feel easy about her but I truthfully don't know why. but either way; both J**m* and L** Bl*ck does makes me feeling truthfully tense in general as perhaps maybe it is my personal experience in school wwhere I had gotten bullied before by girls as well emotionally thus this is the reason why i did felt as if I didn't felt easy about both L** and J**m* as both drivers and people as well.
Anyway; enjoy this is the first chapter of my very first Lolex Fanfiction.
Written from Logan's P.O.V alone a.k.a Logan's point of view alone.
Disclaimers: I don't own any of the pictures and none of the pictures are respectively mine.
Credits goes to Alex Albon; Logan Sargeant; P*ntr*st and also to everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both online and in person obviously.
X: @GoAllisha
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Logan's P.O.V
While I am truthfully minding my own business as usual by having to truly listen to V-Cha's 'Girls of the year' through my pair of Space Grey Airpod Max Headphones: I am also singing along to the song very quietly and waiting for my turn on my practice session all at the same time plus I am also now watching the Free Practice session on the screen while I am listening to my music through my pair of Airpod Max space grey headphones.
And then all of the sudden; just as when I looked up at the screen; this is when the screen shows the part where Alex had gotten into a very heavy crash, I did ended up turning my head away from seeing that crash from Alex ever since not only it does looks truthfully super intense for a crash but also at the same time by the when I take look up at the screen after I shield myself from looking at the screen: I did remembered there are commotions of how the first free practice session had to be cancelled with a red flag session while the commentators had mentioned that the car had been severely damaged plus this really makes me turn to the thought of Alex who is my current team mate as although he is five years older than me and yet he also had experience as well during his time in F1; my heart suddenly plummet out of nowhere just as I am now feeling worried about my current team mate whom he and I--we both are the opposite attracts personality wise.
Not to mention that I sometimes didn't realize how both F1 and other motorsports are both equally and genuinely scary and perilous plus although many people would have the expectations of how they wanted me to do either a normal 9 to 5 job; a tough but a steady retail or perhaps to become an influencer as well however for me; becoming a professional race car driver has always been a dream for me which very few can turn it into a reality however I am feeling both thankfully and lucky that I am one of the very few drivers who did managed to achieve both by making my dream come true despite facing loads of setbacks both in my past and present plus having to turn into a 'dreams come true' type of Cinderella moment and experience in my very life as well.
Plus onto my team mate; both Alex and I--we both have a different personalities just as he is a Thai-British driver whom he does have an outspoken personality while I on the other hand, am more of a reserved and an introverted person.
While Alex is very outspoken with his wicked sense of humor; meanwhile I am more of the soft-spoken and reserved type of person; whereas although many would wonder why I am very reserved nowadays however once you get to know me on both the deeper and also on the side where you usually don't hear the vulnerable and the realistic side of me; myself and I plus other people as well when you get to know them until later on when they are truthfully willing to truly open themselves by revealing both the vulnerable and yet the underrated side of them by knowing the toughest chapters of their life stories they did have to truthfully experienced it in their very own life except the one dejecting part is we can only open ourselves up once they are truthfully willing to open themselves up by having to be both realistic and vulnerable to truly open up the lesser known side of them. (And that includes; me; myself and I as well.)
In addition to how I am usually the driver whom he has a more reserved and the more quiet personality wise: I would also ended up sometimes thinking too much to the breaking point where I did ended up overthinking too much about the little things that I shouldn't be worrying about as well; I felt as if sometimes I kept having the thoughts of the performance which I did truthfully have on me: myself and I plus yet, I didn't truthfully realize that there are certain times when I had placed too much high expectations on myself to the point where I had became a people pleaser thus . . . this is where music does came into the picture and usually it does truthfully helps me to truthfully focus on whatever I can truthfully control in my very own life instead of focusing on what I couldn't even control in my very own life obviously.
Also this where both Alex who is my current team mate and Ben Jacobs who is my current trainer had been the two people whom they did supported me the best at heart unconditionally apart from both my family and god while James too did the same after what had happened to me back in Qatar 2023 based on how I am feeling unwell and this is where he wanted me to get inside thus the team can look after me however I told him I had made a promise that I can truthfully do this however my body couldn't take the heat anymore as well as the exhaustion; then this is where I ended up abandoning the whole race due to both my health concern and also how my life is way much more important than having to continuing race on with both the exhaustion and also the sickness I am experiencing it too as well.
Just as I am about to exit out of the garage; I did bumped into Gaetan Jego who is my current race engineer and the first thing I did spoke to him are those words:
"Hey, is he okay? Is Alex okay?" I asked him breathlessly while I press the button on the right side of my Air pod Max to go from 'noise cancellation' mode to 'transparent' mode while I am asking him the question about Alex's status of his health condition.
"Yes, he seems to be okay; no serious injuries on him despite how he had survive a heavy crash; Logan." He replied to me he looks at me ominously just as I am feeling truthfully worried about my outspoken team mate.
I let out a gasp before I replied to my race engineer with a set of distressing words which I did truthfully said it all in one sentence just before I take off into a sprint: "No, I got to check up on him."
"Wait, are you sure: Logan? Don't you think you should be preparing for the second practice session?" He ask me before I can response to Gaetan's question while running into a sprint where I went to Alex's garage where now his car does looks extremely demolished just as when it does feels as if they are remains of shipwrecks you can truthfully find it under the sea these days if you ever go scuba diving.
As I frantically search for Alex; I did finally found him at the hospitality building where he is now sitting down on a couch with *his pair of long sleeve blue fireproof shirts which create a contrast between the outer layer of the white racing suits which we are now sporting as part of our 2024 Livery as he had his head down with a dejected look on his face.
"Alex, are you okay?" I asked him while I enter the motorhome without even knocking on the door but because of what had happened earlier on how intense the crash is earlier that Alex had experienced it earlier and oh boy, it was so scary to the point where I did felt as if I wanted to truthfully check on him despite how I did have to truly go out later on the second free practice session.
"Huh? What? Logan?" He ask me while he is feeling truly dazed from what had happened earlier.
"Yeah; it's me, what on earth had happened to you?!" I ask; sounding both shock and surprised while I place my headphone around my neck after I paused the song.
"I am feeling okay but I truly don't know if I can probably race again; bud."
"What do you mean you don't know if you can truthfully race any more; bud?" I ask, now feeling truthfully confused.
"I really don't know, man: it is just way too much for me to handle especially how intense it was earlier despite how I am feeling thankful that it is a miracle I did managed to both survive and escape from that harmful crash unscathed."
"I know but you can't let that discourage you." I protest, now sounding equally both genuinely distressed and scared at the same time just as I am feeling stressed out all because of a crash must had given him a scare and yet; when I spoke to him in this way: I did felt as there is a waves of protection washes over me mentally and spiritually just if someone tries to hurt Alex in every step of the way just as the same as how Alex would do as an older brother if they did the same with me.
Although I may be younger than either Alex or my older brother Dalton but I am not letting anyone or anybody simply just speak about them especially in a very toxic way.
"I know but . . ."
"Listen to me, Alex: i know you may not have a car to drive and I knew you experience a scary accident but it doesn't mean you can truly let it deter you from having to continue on with Formula 1 career and you knew how far you had made it obviously and I'm serious; man." I said while placing both pair of my hands onto Alex's shoulder as I felt as if I did truly wanted to shake him so hard to give him a well-deserved wake up call from having to truly criticize himself just as when he did went into an unexpected downward spiral from both the self hate and self harm by having to simply destruct him as a form of self abuse.
"Logan; I don't think I truly can do this and all and . . ."
"Just listen to me, would you; Alex?!" I protested; now sounding equally distressed; shocked, hurt: angered and scared about what exactly he is truthfully experiencing now in his very own life.
I know I maybe years younger than him however I am not going to let him became deterred by the waves of both the self destruction and the self abuse to simply destroy him out of nowhere.
"Logan?" He ask me after waking up from the hazy feeling of the numbness he had to truthfully experience in his very own life.
"Alex . . ." I moan while I had mentioned his name out of instant concern plus my pair of Pacific eyes sparkles with nothing but concern and sadness.
"Look man, I know it is too much to ask however . . . can you give the space? I mean . . . right now; i do need the space to truthfully take the time to think." He ask me tiredly while heaving a deep and an equally heavy sigh just as when he tries to wake up very early in the morning,
"Wait; what?" I ask him softly to match his current voice which my present team mate is talking towards me despite how he is now staring down on the floor; wishing the floor can open up a huge hole where it could swallow him out of nowhere then he would instantly disappear out of nowhere.
"I mean I would like to truly get the space and time I do truthfully needed, Logan." He replied to me very softly.
*Author's note: Or you can definitely think of the white fireproof undershirt with the contrast of the Indigo bluish black racing suit as well with the light blue accent as in the contrast of the pair of blue fireproof undershirt with the white racing suits with the blue accents matching the pair of blue fireproof shirts they have worn underneath the white racing suits.
On another note: I have decided to choose Ben Jacobs as Logan's trainer as he is a trainer which I can very much visualize him having to be the 'uncle' figure of Logan's social circle ever since there is a 'Found family' trope I did sense it and found it whenever I am seeing pictures of both Logan and Ben as well as sensing how they both have a strong uncle and nephew bond or perhaps even a master and sensei turned into brothers plus an uncle and nephew type of bond between each other as well as a 'Found father and son' type of relationship and bond obviously.
No 'true' offense to anyone or anybody who prefers Elias who is Logan's current trainer as he is now truthfully working with him as his current trainer but I do much preferred Ben Jacobs and I am not exactly what does makes me feeling doubtful about Elias however I am not going any further into this type of topic as this all can be revealed in another post and another time obviously.
Plus I'll be also uploading pictures of both the 2023 and 2024 Lolex as well for visual references based on how do you truthfully wanted to see them and anyway; if you enjoyed this Lolex Fan Fiction then yay! Thank you so much for enjoying it.
And if you didn't then I am so sorry for that obviously.
Anyway; there'll be more posts on here coming in the way on my personal blog via Blogspot therefore watch this space and I'll see you all on the other side.
