Monday, 30 June 2025

Mel/ Paula's original writing project- Diaries and diary entries

 Songs to be played {This is an optional type of thing since this is one of those particular writing projects where you can skip the playlist that I had written it on here to be honest though): 

-As I am- Jeremiah Paltan

-You show me love- Eris Ford


-Found me- Jeremiah Paltan featuring Amanda Perez and Odane Whilby


-Salvation- Isaiah


-Poetry- Danity Kane 


Disclaimer: This writing project are entirely based on the author's own thoughts and the way she had reflected her own thoughts through this particular writing project where she does it on her own personal blog on here.


Plus none of the pictures and I don't truthfully own any of them as well.


Credits goes to Mattel; Barbie and My Scene as well as everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online for all of the pictures as well.


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Author's note: I tried to keep it gender neutral which includes you ever since this does suddenly pops up out of nowhere as this does came from how I am usually the biggest fans of diaries especially when it comes to writing in diaries physically by using the traditional paper and pen to do all of my diary entries in a physical notebook thus no 'true' offense to those who prefers doing it digitally however I do truthfully preferred doing it physically by having to use the traditional paper and pen into a physical notebook as a personal preference as i would say it is definitely easier than having to do it digitally in my own opinion thus no 'true' offense to the people whom they would preferred doing it digitally as their own personal preference in their own opinion that is.


Also I do have to admit; it does sound like my OCs coded like to be honest especially when we are truthfully talking about those kanes and wahines on here:


-Paula Leah Thompson (Official face claim- Allisha Gray= For easy pronunciation of her name: just go for the universal 'Uh-lee-shah Grey' name)


-Eliza Jackson (Official face claim- Bella Alarie)


-Mano Kaelani Thompson (Official face claim- Kanoa Goo)


-Alison 'Allie' Ford (Official face claim- Alyssa Ustby)


- Kina (Edwards/ Walker ?- Allegedly since I am not usually the best OC surnames sometimes) (Official face claim- Liatu King)


-Jessica 'Jessie' (Williams? -Allegedly since I have no idea what type of surname I would choose for my OCs sometimes)  (Official face claim- Sarah Ashlee Barker)


"Diaries are . . . magical; they are one of the best things and the most magical things anyone who could truthfully ask for."


-Unknown  (But I can truthfully think of my OC; particularly Paula would said that quote out loud from somewhere--particularly from her own imagination)


Additional author's note: Sad news, Liatu got w**v*d off from the L.A Sparks just one day before the official game on retiring Candace Parker's jersey which does truthfully takes place on Sunday and honestly; this does truthfully pissed me off especially with the return of Odyssey Sims which I am feeling truthfully happy to hear the news about it but I am feeling truthfully; equally and gravely saddened; angered and hurt by how they did have to actually w**v* off my wahine for the second time in a row and honestly; I am getting truthfully; gravely and also equally sick and tired of how Cathy doesn't even truthfully care about improving the WNBA from having adding a few more permanent team roster spots (Ideally from 3 more team roster spots which makes the total of 15 more permanent team which I could say it might be the ideal minimum permanent team roster spot to about 18 more permanent team roster spot if they did wanted to add 6 more permanent team roster spot otherwise if they wanted to expand it longer then the only option is to add on 8 more team roster spot to be about 20 more permanent team or otherwise it might be 10 more which makes it 22 more permanent team roster; as I do surely think a permanent team roster expansion would definitely be a small step to definitely step up in the WNBA League on all of the 13 active teams along with the change of the game schedule as well by having to separate the games onto different days rather than having to truthfully cram all of the games into a day with about 2-5+ games in total however it may take a long while since C*thy doesn't even want to truthfully listen to our feedbacks as a 'true' narcissist of a similarity to Snake Liely whom we all know about the case of how she thinks 'It ends with us' is only a 'Feel good rom com summer chick flick' type of movie just as when it is the opposite as many of C*ll**n H**v*r's books she had written are entirely based on DV and abuse so heavily to the point whereas as someone whom she does truthfully experienced both abuse and DV in general plus also as someone who does watches 'Rom-com' and 'Chick flicks' movies both online and on DVDs as well; I truthfully think Snake Liely is just truthfully wrong about how both DV and abuse are a really serious topic which aren't implied to actually be joked all about it in general and whoever does truthfully experienced both DV and also abuse in all different forms then I am sending you all of my equally unconditional and sincere prayers; hugs and support towards you for how you had managed to survive through DV and abuse in general plus honestly; I do truthfully think both Snake Liely and also her icky husband Ry*n R*yn*lds should have been gone permanently in my own opinion.


Also, I am still team Justin Baldoni forever and always if you did truthfully ask me in general that is: not even joking here that is.


Plus apart from Snake Liely: Desiree is also another narcissistic woman who is the woman as the CEO of ROC Nation whom she worked alongside Jay-Z [Ugh.] Whom she had manipulated her own daughter Demoree just as when she (Demoree) had called out her own mother for what she had done towards her and honestly; it does truthfully made feeling truthfully sick and traumatized about how she had treated her own birth daughter and her partner as honestly; it does truthfully hits me really close to home whenever a person would definitely experience both abuse and DV in their very own life in general that is.


Anyway, onto a different note: I do truthfully wish Liatu all the very best wherever she goes and honestly; with her (my wahine Liatu King that is) is no longer in the WNBA: I'd think there is a really long post I did posted it on my Bluesky since I have so much to truthfully say all about it however if you do preferred to read it on here then I may have to truthfully do a separate post on here as well therefore please consider to be patient with me since I truthfully don't always post on my personal blog every single day however if you do wanted to keep up with me based on what I am posting on daily then please; feel free to check out my Bluesky ever since I do truthfully post there whenever I did truthfully go online on there that is.


Also, please take really great care of yourself if you can do it so and when you can take a break then please do listen to yourself and please let yourself know it is truthfully okay to choose what do you really want based on your own choice plus it is truthfully okay to take really good care of yourself; it is truthfully okay to learn how to say 'No' without even having to experience all three of the dreadful feelings of guilt; embarrassment and shame equally altogether and it is truthfully okay to also set boundaries too between you and the other person as well if anyone of you hadn't told you about how it is truthfully okay to prioritize yourself first, learning how to say "No" without even being guilty all about it and also how it is truthfully okay to set boundaries too as well in your very own life just as when you wanted to sincerely take the time to step away from something or someone without experiencing the equally 'true' and pressuring feelings of guilt; fear and also the embarrassment and shame as well towards other people as well as the interests as well.


Anyway, I do truthfully apologize if I did went into the details about what is going on here and so on and so forth but I do truthfully miss writing in a diary especially when we are truthfully talking about the part where you can sincerely get the chance to truthfully write in your very own diary by using the traditional paper and pen as usually I do preferred using the traditional paper and pen for most of my diary entries in the comparison to doing it digitally since I do preferred having to do it in the more old school traditional way of using a paper and pen type of method as my personal preference of having to write in an actual diary entry based on how I have been a long time diary entry writer that is.


Anyway, I'll see you all on the other side and please take really great care of yourself if you can truthfully do it by the way. 


Also for the reference on the 'Aleph' book by Paolo Coelho is a book where I did owned a physical copy of it and it does have a similar story to the best seller book of 'The alchemist' which I hadn't read it before however there are going to be really heavy topics being mentioned in the book therefore I would say proceed with caution when you are truthfully reading that book in particular that is.


 



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Friday, 27 June 2025

Photo post series- Chapter 2- Liatu King edition-Re-uploaded version

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Credits goes to Liatu king, The Sporting Tribune; L.A Sparks via YT; YT and everyone else whom they worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well. 

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Photo post series- Chapter 1- Liatu King edition

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Credits goes to Liatu king, Sarah Ashlee Barker (8th Picture): ACC Network via YT: YT, L.A Sparks: WNBA via YT and everyone whom they did their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.

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Thursday, 26 June 2025

Taking care of you-PMS Edition-Master List

 Author's note: This is only the master list of the 'taking care of you-PMS Edition'.


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-Chapter 1


-Chapter 2


-Chapter 3


-Chapter 4- Part 1


-Chapter 4-Part 2


-Chapter 4- Part 3


-Chapter 5-Part 1


-Chapter 5- Part 2


-Chapter 5-Part 3


-Chapter 6-Part 1


-Chapter 6-Part 2


-Chapter 6-Part 3


George Russell


-Stand alone

Taking care of you-PMS Edition- Chapter 4- A Logan Sargeant and a wahine reader- Part 3

 Author's note: The third part of the forth chapter of 'taking care of you-PMS Edition' with our main protagonists as usual.


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Also, please don't copy; re-publish or translate this particular fan fiction of mine without my permission on other platforms especially either AO3 or T*mblr that is; thank you.


Trigger warnings- Mentioned in Part 1 of chapter 4 for the actual trigger warnings.


All full-on details of the fan fiction are mentioned in part 1 of the forth chapter of 'TCOFU-PMS Edition- A LS(2) and a wahine reader' Fan Fiction.

Taking care of you-PMS Edition- A Logan Sargeant and a wahine reader fan fiction- part 2

 Author's note; Have to made changes to the chapter since it is very long so I do truthfully apologize thus it didn't really matter therefore consider this to be as my 'comeback post' on my personal blog here.


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Trigger warning: Check part 1 for the trigger warnings for this particular fan fiction of mine.


Disclaimer: All of the settings and events mentioned in here and all of my fan fictions plus original writing are entirely fictional therefore please don't take this seriously as if this does truthfully happens in real life obviously.


Plus I don't own any of the pictures and they aren't mine in general.


Credits goes to Liatu King, ND WBB via YT: YT and Logan Sargeant for the pictures.


Also, don't copy; re-publish this particular fan fiction or translate it to other platforms on either AO3 or T*mblr.


 



Taking care of you-PMS Edition- Chapter 4- A Logan Sargeant & wahine reader-Part 1

 Author's notes: Aloha, sorry: long time no post here ever since my life got truthfully hectic in all different directions ever since the last time I did posted it on my personal blog here unfortunately.


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Also, I am so sorry if I have been M.I.A lately ever since I have been busy with my very own life lately and honestly; this isn't a post I do wanted to truthfully do it on here however with how people are only genuinely interested in only my F1 Fan Fictions only; unfortunately I may have to stop posting it on T*mblr due to a number of reasons plus I know it does feels sincerely irritating; hurtful and upsetting that things don't really and always plus generally go in the directions based on how do we truthfully expected it to be in our very own respective lives to be honest based on what exactly are we expecting and unfortunately; this does truthfully happens to all of us out of nowhere including me, myself and I as well in general thus I would no longer be posting any more F1 Fan Fictions and the last one I did on the 'Taking care of you-PMS Edition- George Russell and a wahine reader' may consider to be more of a 'One shot F1 Fan Fiction type of work' ever since I did felt as when I had became really daunting for me to sincerely just do all just F1 Fan Fictions and I know this does instantly anger everyone based on whoever is reading this particular post on my personal blog from me to everyone else ever since it does felt as if you all have gotten a 'real' tight slap in the face by me definitely so if I did truthfully upset you or hurt you emotionally then I am so sorry if I didn't meant to do it so however because of my shifting priority personally: I would be no longer be doing F1 Fan fictions due to the change of genuine interest from my very own bottom of my very own heart and I know it does truthfully angers everyone else to definitely hear that I won't be doing F1 Fan Fictions permanently for good but if you don't want to keep on following me then; that's fine: you can truthfully go then since I am not going to put the pressure on you to keep on following me for certain topics based on whatever you do truthfully liked from me to you thus honestly; it does feels daunting too for me to definitely force people to let them know to truthfully follow me back as it does sounds truthfully manipulative and emotionally abusive if you did truthfully ask me all about it though.


Look, I know I can't always make other happy and all but neither can you; as sometimes when we got older; our interests had started to change little by little and I know I couldn't always please other people every now and then thus if you are feeling truthfully unhappy with the change of direction I am now currently as well as everyone else then feel free to truthfully leave me alone as I am not going to sincerely chase you out of nowhere and simply try to make you feeling even more unhappy especially with the change of direction I am currently taking.


Plus if you do truthfully hated the change of direction I am currently taking yet you do wanted me to continue doing F1 Fan Fictions in general then I am so sorry to say this but I won't be doing any more F1 Fan Fictions permanently either perhaps after this one particular chapter or series would be finished; or otherwise when I would complete the rest of the writing projects which normally they are aligned with F1 Fan Fictions to be honest.


Also, it does truthfully feels discouraging for many of you to truthfully read this particular author's note from me to you all but unfortunately with me not having any more actual interest in F1 anymore; unfortunately this is the best I can truthfully do it so but if you are willing to truthfully leave me then feel free to do it so since I am not going to truthfully chase after you to suddenly manipulate you into following me back and so on and so forth as it does feels truthfully disrespectful of me to definitely overstep their boundaries and your boundaries too as well to be honest.


Also, on a different note on why I hadn't been posting on here lately; one of my family member had to undergo surgery on the current month of June as now he is on the long road to recovery for about 6 months time or so realistically just so in case if you are wondering why I had been 'Missing in action'; everyone just in case if you are truthfully reading this particular post from me to you all.


Plus on an irrelevant note; consider me as an 'Anti C*m*r*n Br*nk'; '*anti C**tl*n Cl*rk': 'Anti S*ph** C*nn*ngh*m' and even 'Anti 'Ind**n* F*v*r' ever since they had been the villainous team in my own opinion along with the Las Vegas Aces whom I do always consider them to be a long time villainous team for a really long time.


Also; sorry if you are feeling truthfully pissed off about how I won't be posting any more F1 Fan fictions after that as honestly; I can't always please other people all the time but if you are feeling truthfully interested in my other writing projects then you may have to consider here is going to be my writing platform ever since T*mblr had made changes over there and also it does made people feeling truthfully sad to see the changes from everyone in general but unfortunately; I couldn't always please everyone though so if you think you are only here for the f1 Fan fictions then that is totally fine but if you are more interested in my original projects then that's also fine at the same time as well as many of the other interests too I have in my very own life as well to be honest.


Plus speaking of other interests I do genuinely have in my very own life; I would definitely start posting about my own thoughts about both the L.A Sparks and also my own thoughts about the current WNBA season based on how there should be countless improvements from how the scheduling needed to be improved (C*thy--what on earth are you exactly think; Miss C*thy.); in the WNBA League; how there should be more permanent team roster on all 13 active teams in general as well as the additional 2 teams in Toronto, Canada plus the Portland Team too as well to be honest.


Now shifting gears onto something else; I do wanted to truthfully send my prayers to the USA along with Ukraine, Palestine and other countries where they had been suffering a lot lately; now I know many of you are wondering why I am sending my prayers towards the USA too as well thus it does truthfully saddens me to see how so many innocent people had been kidnapped by the ICE agents (Ugh, fuck the ICE agents) plus the current stupid angry president whom I couldn't even tolerate him in general had also made such moves where suddenly people felt scared that the USA might undergo several changes but not in a really good way that is and it does truthfully saddens me as well thus I may have to let the trip to Oahu, Hawaii to realistically let it wait until it is truthfully safe enough to truthfully head over there thus honestly I highly doubt it might be really safe to travel to there now but I am praying that one day it might be truly safe enough for the foreigners to get the chance to travel there including both the state of Alaska and the islands of Hawaii too as well on all of them since Hawaii is the 50th State of the USA as well.


Although I didn't have the actual superpowers to truthfully change the world instantly in a heartbeat as an instant overnight change but what I can truthfully do is to definitely give you all the online refuge to definitely either read any of the Fan Fictions on both my personal blog here as well as my T*mblr blogs as well ever since nowadays it does feels really hard to even think about the news without even having the tough feeling of becoming daunted; numb; de-motivated; discouraged and depressed all at the same time thus I also would definitely post online on Bluesky where yes, you can truthfully find me over there as I do post my own thoughts about certain things over there as well especially when it comes to both the WNBA and the L.A Sparks as well as my wahine and other things in between too as well on there.


Anyway, if you are truthfully reading this particular post from me to you all then please consider this post to be a 'Gap filler' ever since I have been feeling really busy in my very own life lately therefore I am so sorry if I had gone missing lately and also consider this particular blog of mine to now also be a full on free online library archive of my very own fan fictions and all of my original writing projects and posts in general if you do truthfully wanted to find all of my full-length body of work which combines my own personal posts as well as all of my Fan fictions as well as my original writing projects too as well as my own life personal posts; personal thoughts about something and so on and so forth on here therefore please forgive me if I couldn't truthfully please you in general that is.


Also if you are feeling sincerely unhappy with the change of direction I have been taking from my T*mblr as well as not writing any more F1 Fan Fiction projects then feel free to leave me by having to unfollow me as well as scroll by me online and blocking me too as well plus I can't always please people everyone and then in my very own life which includes you as when you are reading this particular Fan fiction from me to you thus I know it does saddens many people that I won't be on T*mblr anymore ever since they had made the changes as well as not posting any more F1 Fan Fictions allegedly thus we'll have to truthfully see what is going happen up ahead for the up and coming months that is.


Anyway, consider this post to be a 'huge gap filler' from me to you all whom you are reading this particular post from me to you all; everyone.


See you on the other side then.


(*Author plays 'As I am' by Jeremiah Paltan from her imaginary music CD player in her very own imaginary Waikiki apartment where it is located in the shadows of the Diamond Head Crater on the same lane where it is the same location with the Waikiki Aquarium and San Souci Beach*)


Also made major changes on this particular chapter ever since I did posted this while I am on my period and there are major changes happening in my very own life after my dad had a surgery and now he is now on a long road to recovery from the surgery that is.


Plus although it may not be the same as the last three chapters I did it on my personal blog here and also on my main T*mblr blog as well but please consider this is a 'comeback' chapter from me to everyone whom you all are reading this particular post and chapter from me to you all that is.


Trigger warning: Mentions of misogyny, menstrual period; abuse, trauma: mental illness; estranged family relationships [Particularly between Logan's dad and his estranged uncle as I won't go into details that is.]: Logan's short-lived F1 Career: heated argument; menstrual period cramp: injuries; R*l*y Wh*tt*ll as his ex-girlfriend, heavy usage of the same words and also intense usage of Y/N being frequently mentioned in this particular Fan Fiction.


Disclaimers: All of the events and settings mentioned in both my fan fictions and also my original projects are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to truthfully take this really seriously as if it does truthfully happens in real life.


Also, none of the pictures are mine and no, I don't truthfully own any of them in general as usual; literally.


Credits goes to Liatu King and Logan Sargeant for the pictures.


Also, all events and settings mentioned in all of my fan fictions and my original projects are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to truthfully take it seriously as if it does happens in real life.


Don't republish, copy or translate this to other platforms especially AO3 or T*mblr; thank you.


Plus all of the settings in this particular fan fiction as well as my other fan fictions as well as my original writing have been setting on the same theme so there isn't any particular changes unless if it is stated by the author herself. 


Songs to be listened in this particular fan fiction:

-OTW (On the work)- Evan and Eris


-Me without you- Jasmine Villegas 


-Walk away- Jasmine Villegas


-The business- Yung Berg featuring Casha 


-I bet- Ciara


-Sorry- Justin Bieber (Ayden's acoustic cover is truthfully recommended for this particular fan fiction)


-Collide- Justin Skye featuring Tyga (Author's note: Sorry though . . .)


-Paint the sky- Eris Ford (Bonus track-To wrap up this particular chapter of 'taking care of you-PMS Edition- A Logan Sargeant and a wahine reader fan fiction)


-No man is an island- The Script


-Let it rain- Jojo


-Like that- Jojo


-This time- Jojo


Austin Matautia- UH and UCLA Alumni- Surname is pronounced as 'Ma-tao-tee-ah'


Anyway, consider this post to be my 'Comeback post' from me to you all on my personal blog ever since I have been feeling way too busy in my very own life to be honest; everyone.


Plus if you spot any references then shout out to Tina Tran a.k.a Imawonder; and those interests I had mentioned it in this particular chapter of my fan fiction: NWSL, Bay FC: Washington Spirit: WNBA, New York Liberty, L.A Sparks, University of Hawaii plus UH Volleyball team; Golden State Valkyries and also WSL too as well in my own opinion.


The idea of Ina is inspired by the actress named Olivia d'Abo whom she does the voice acting of Luminara in the 'Clone Wars' series {The one where Dave F. did it.} And I do truthfully love her now ever since I did remembered my Clone Wars days of how I used to watch them every now and then religiously in my own opinion back in those days. (This does actually came in the next part of the same chapter as I do have to made the personal changes to the chapter though.)


As for Adam; I am not exactly sure how on earth does it came to me but perhaps I would say it just mysteriously came to me out of nowhere that is.


Anyway, I'll see you all on the other side.