Songs to be played {This is an optional type of thing since this is one of those particular writing projects where you can skip the playlist that I had written it on here to be honest though):
-As I am- Jeremiah Paltan
-You show me love- Eris Ford
-Found me- Jeremiah Paltan featuring Amanda Perez and Odane Whilby
-Salvation- Isaiah
-Poetry- Danity Kane
Disclaimer: This writing project are entirely based on the author's own thoughts and the way she had reflected her own thoughts through this particular writing project where she does it on her own personal blog on here.
Plus none of the pictures and I don't truthfully own any of them as well.
Credits goes to Mattel; Barbie and My Scene as well as everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online for all of the pictures as well.
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Author's note: I tried to keep it gender neutral which includes you ever since this does suddenly pops up out of nowhere as this does came from how I am usually the biggest fans of diaries especially when it comes to writing in diaries physically by using the traditional paper and pen to do all of my diary entries in a physical notebook thus no 'true' offense to those who prefers doing it digitally however I do truthfully preferred doing it physically by having to use the traditional paper and pen into a physical notebook as a personal preference as i would say it is definitely easier than having to do it digitally in my own opinion thus no 'true' offense to the people whom they would preferred doing it digitally as their own personal preference in their own opinion that is.
Also I do have to admit; it does sound like my OCs coded like to be honest especially when we are truthfully talking about those kanes and wahines on here:
-Paula Leah Thompson (Official face claim- Allisha Gray= For easy pronunciation of her name: just go for the universal 'Uh-lee-shah Grey' name)
-Eliza Jackson (Official face claim- Bella Alarie)
-Mano Kaelani Thompson (Official face claim- Kanoa Goo)
-Alison 'Allie' Ford (Official face claim- Alyssa Ustby)
- Kina (Edwards/ Walker ?- Allegedly since I am not usually the best OC surnames sometimes) (Official face claim- Liatu King)
-Jessica 'Jessie' (Williams? -Allegedly since I have no idea what type of surname I would choose for my OCs sometimes) (Official face claim- Sarah Ashlee Barker)
"Diaries are . . . magical; they are one of the best things and the most magical things anyone who could truthfully ask for."
-Unknown (But I can truthfully think of my OC; particularly Paula would said that quote out loud from somewhere--particularly from her own imagination)
Additional author's note: Sad news, Liatu got w**v*d off from the L.A Sparks just one day before the official game on retiring Candace Parker's jersey which does truthfully takes place on Sunday and honestly; this does truthfully pissed me off especially with the return of Odyssey Sims which I am feeling truthfully happy to hear the news about it but I am feeling truthfully; equally and gravely saddened; angered and hurt by how they did have to actually w**v* off my wahine for the second time in a row and honestly; I am getting truthfully; gravely and also equally sick and tired of how Cathy doesn't even truthfully care about improving the WNBA from having adding a few more permanent team roster spots (Ideally from 3 more team roster spots which makes the total of 15 more permanent team which I could say it might be the ideal minimum permanent team roster spot to about 18 more permanent team roster spot if they did wanted to add 6 more permanent team roster spot otherwise if they wanted to expand it longer then the only option is to add on 8 more team roster spot to be about 20 more permanent team or otherwise it might be 10 more which makes it 22 more permanent team roster; as I do surely think a permanent team roster expansion would definitely be a small step to definitely step up in the WNBA League on all of the 13 active teams along with the change of the game schedule as well by having to separate the games onto different days rather than having to truthfully cram all of the games into a day with about 2-5+ games in total however it may take a long while since C*thy doesn't even want to truthfully listen to our feedbacks as a 'true' narcissist of a similarity to Snake Liely whom we all know about the case of how she thinks 'It ends with us' is only a 'Feel good rom com summer chick flick' type of movie just as when it is the opposite as many of C*ll**n H**v*r's books she had written are entirely based on DV and abuse so heavily to the point whereas as someone whom she does truthfully experienced both abuse and DV in general plus also as someone who does watches 'Rom-com' and 'Chick flicks' movies both online and on DVDs as well; I truthfully think Snake Liely is just truthfully wrong about how both DV and abuse are a really serious topic which aren't implied to actually be joked all about it in general and whoever does truthfully experienced both DV and also abuse in all different forms then I am sending you all of my equally unconditional and sincere prayers; hugs and support towards you for how you had managed to survive through DV and abuse in general plus honestly; I do truthfully think both Snake Liely and also her icky husband Ry*n R*yn*lds should have been gone permanently in my own opinion.
Also, I am still team Justin Baldoni forever and always if you did truthfully ask me in general that is: not even joking here that is.
Plus apart from Snake Liely: Desiree is also another narcissistic woman who is the woman as the CEO of ROC Nation whom she worked alongside Jay-Z [Ugh.] Whom she had manipulated her own daughter Demoree just as when she (Demoree) had called out her own mother for what she had done towards her and honestly; it does truthfully made feeling truthfully sick and traumatized about how she had treated her own birth daughter and her partner as honestly; it does truthfully hits me really close to home whenever a person would definitely experience both abuse and DV in their very own life in general that is.
Anyway, onto a different note: I do truthfully wish Liatu all the very best wherever she goes and honestly; with her (my wahine Liatu King that is) is no longer in the WNBA: I'd think there is a really long post I did posted it on my Bluesky since I have so much to truthfully say all about it however if you do preferred to read it on here then I may have to truthfully do a separate post on here as well therefore please consider to be patient with me since I truthfully don't always post on my personal blog every single day however if you do wanted to keep up with me based on what I am posting on daily then please; feel free to check out my Bluesky ever since I do truthfully post there whenever I did truthfully go online on there that is.
Also, please take really great care of yourself if you can do it so and when you can take a break then please do listen to yourself and please let yourself know it is truthfully okay to choose what do you really want based on your own choice plus it is truthfully okay to take really good care of yourself; it is truthfully okay to learn how to say 'No' without even having to experience all three of the dreadful feelings of guilt; embarrassment and shame equally altogether and it is truthfully okay to also set boundaries too between you and the other person as well if anyone of you hadn't told you about how it is truthfully okay to prioritize yourself first, learning how to say "No" without even being guilty all about it and also how it is truthfully okay to set boundaries too as well in your very own life just as when you wanted to sincerely take the time to step away from something or someone without experiencing the equally 'true' and pressuring feelings of guilt; fear and also the embarrassment and shame as well towards other people as well as the interests as well.
Anyway, I do truthfully apologize if I did went into the details about what is going on here and so on and so forth but I do truthfully miss writing in a diary especially when we are truthfully talking about the part where you can sincerely get the chance to truthfully write in your very own diary by using the traditional paper and pen as usually I do preferred using the traditional paper and pen for most of my diary entries in the comparison to doing it digitally since I do preferred having to do it in the more old school traditional way of using a paper and pen type of method as my personal preference of having to write in an actual diary entry based on how I have been a long time diary entry writer that is.
Anyway, I'll see you all on the other side and please take really great care of yourself if you can truthfully do it by the way.
Also for the reference on the 'Aleph' book by Paolo Coelho is a book where I did owned a physical copy of it and it does have a similar story to the best seller book of 'The alchemist' which I hadn't read it before however there are going to be really heavy topics being mentioned in the book therefore I would say proceed with caution when you are truthfully reading that book in particular that is.
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