Songs to be played {This is an optional type of thing since this is one of those particular writing projects where you can skip the playlist that I had written it on here to be honest though):
-As I am- Jeremiah Paltan
-You show me love- Eris Ford
-Found me- Jeremiah Paltan featuring Amanda Perez and Odane Whilby
-Salvation- Isaiah
-Poetry- Danity Kane
Disclaimer: This writing project are entirely based on the author's own thoughts and the way she had reflected her own thoughts through this particular writing project where she does it on her own personal blog on here.
Plus none of the pictures and I don't truthfully own any of them as well.
Credits goes to Mattel; Barbie and My Scene as well as everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online for all of the pictures as well.
Also, please don't re-upload this particular writing project to either AO3 or T*mblr; don't copy; plagiarize; translate or use ** for any of my writing projects from any of my platforms.
Author's note: I tried to keep it gender neutral which includes you ever since this does suddenly pops up out of nowhere as this does came from how I am usually the biggest fans of diaries especially when it comes to writing in diaries physically by using the traditional paper and pen to do all of my diary entries in a physical notebook thus no 'true' offense to those who prefers doing it digitally however I do truthfully preferred doing it physically by having to use the traditional paper and pen into a physical notebook as a personal preference as i would say it is definitely easier than having to do it digitally in my own opinion thus no 'true' offense to the people whom they would preferred doing it digitally as their own personal preference in their own opinion that is.
Also I do have to admit; it does sound like my OCs coded like to be honest especially when we are truthfully talking about those kanes and wahines on here:
-Paula Leah Thompson (Official face claim- Allisha Gray= For easy pronunciation of her name: just go for the universal 'Uh-lee-shah Grey' name)
-Eliza Jackson (Official face claim- Bella Alarie)
-Mano Kaelani Thompson (Official face claim- Kanoa Goo)
-Alison 'Allie' Ford (Official face claim- Alyssa Ustby)
- Kina (Edwards/ Walker ?- Allegedly since I am not usually the best OC surnames sometimes) (Official face claim- Liatu King)
-Jessica 'Jessie' (Williams? -Allegedly since I have no idea what type of surname I would choose for my OCs sometimes) (Official face claim- Sarah Ashlee Barker)
"Diaries are . . . magical; they are one of the best things and the most magical things anyone who could truthfully ask for."
-Unknown (But I can truthfully think of my OC; particularly Paula would said that quote out loud from somewhere--particularly from her own imagination)
Additional author's note: Sad news, Liatu got w**v*d off from the L.A Sparks just one day before the official game on retiring Candace Parker's jersey which does truthfully takes place on Sunday and honestly; this does truthfully pissed me off especially with the return of Odyssey Sims which I am feeling truthfully happy to hear the news about it but I am feeling truthfully; equally and gravely saddened; angered and hurt by how they did have to actually w**v* off my wahine for the second time in a row and honestly; I am getting truthfully; gravely and also equally sick and tired of how Cathy doesn't even truthfully care about improving the WNBA from having adding a few more permanent team roster spots (Ideally from 3 more team roster spots which makes the total of 15 more permanent team which I could say it might be the ideal minimum permanent team roster spot to about 18 more permanent team roster spot if they did wanted to add 6 more permanent team roster spot otherwise if they wanted to expand it longer then the only option is to add on 8 more team roster spot to be about 20 more permanent team or otherwise it might be 10 more which makes it 22 more permanent team roster; as I do surely think a permanent team roster expansion would definitely be a small step to definitely step up in the WNBA League on all of the 13 active teams along with the change of the game schedule as well by having to separate the games onto different days rather than having to truthfully cram all of the games into a day with about 2-5+ games in total however it may take a long while since C*thy doesn't even want to truthfully listen to our feedbacks as a 'true' narcissist of a similarity to Snake Liely whom we all know about the case of how she thinks 'It ends with us' is only a 'Feel good rom com summer chick flick' type of movie just as when it is the opposite as many of C*ll**n H**v*r's books she had written are entirely based on DV and abuse so heavily to the point whereas as someone whom she does truthfully experienced both abuse and DV in general plus also as someone who does watches 'Rom-com' and 'Chick flicks' movies both online and on DVDs as well; I truthfully think Snake Liely is just truthfully wrong about how both DV and abuse are a really serious topic which aren't implied to actually be joked all about it in general and whoever does truthfully experienced both DV and also abuse in all different forms then I am sending you all of my equally unconditional and sincere prayers; hugs and support towards you for how you had managed to survive through DV and abuse in general plus honestly; I do truthfully think both Snake Liely and also her icky husband Ry*n R*yn*lds should have been gone permanently in my own opinion.
Also, I am still team Justin Baldoni forever and always if you did truthfully ask me in general that is: not even joking here that is.
Plus apart from Snake Liely: Desiree is also another narcissistic woman who is the woman as the CEO of ROC Nation whom she worked alongside Jay-Z [Ugh.] Whom she had manipulated her own daughter Demoree just as when she (Demoree) had called out her own mother for what she had done towards her and honestly; it does truthfully made feeling truthfully sick and traumatized about how she had treated her own birth daughter and her partner as honestly; it does truthfully hits me really close to home whenever a person would definitely experience both abuse and DV in their very own life in general that is.
Anyway, onto a different note: I do truthfully wish Liatu all the very best wherever she goes and honestly; with her (my wahine Liatu King that is) is no longer in the WNBA: I'd think there is a really long post I did posted it on my Bluesky since I have so much to truthfully say all about it however if you do preferred to read it on here then I may have to truthfully do a separate post on here as well therefore please consider to be patient with me since I truthfully don't always post on my personal blog every single day however if you do wanted to keep up with me based on what I am posting on daily then please; feel free to check out my Bluesky ever since I do truthfully post there whenever I did truthfully go online on there that is.
Also, please take really great care of yourself if you can do it so and when you can take a break then please do listen to yourself and please let yourself know it is truthfully okay to choose what do you really want based on your own choice plus it is truthfully okay to take really good care of yourself; it is truthfully okay to learn how to say 'No' without even having to experience all three of the dreadful feelings of guilt; embarrassment and shame equally altogether and it is truthfully okay to also set boundaries too between you and the other person as well if anyone of you hadn't told you about how it is truthfully okay to prioritize yourself first, learning how to say "No" without even being guilty all about it and also how it is truthfully okay to set boundaries too as well in your very own life just as when you wanted to sincerely take the time to step away from something or someone without experiencing the equally 'true' and pressuring feelings of guilt; fear and also the embarrassment and shame as well towards other people as well as the interests as well.
Anyway, I do truthfully apologize if I did went into the details about what is going on here and so on and so forth but I do truthfully miss writing in a diary especially when we are truthfully talking about the part where you can sincerely get the chance to truthfully write in your very own diary by using the traditional paper and pen as usually I do preferred using the traditional paper and pen for most of my diary entries in the comparison to doing it digitally since I do preferred having to do it in the more old school traditional way of using a paper and pen type of method as my personal preference of having to write in an actual diary entry based on how I have been a long time diary entry writer that is.
Anyway, I'll see you all on the other side and please take really great care of yourself if you can truthfully do it by the way.
Also for the reference on the 'Aleph' book by Paolo Coelho is a book where I did owned a physical copy of it and it does have a similar story to the best seller book of 'The alchemist' which I hadn't read it before however there are going to be really heavy topics being mentioned in the book therefore I would say proceed with caution when you are truthfully reading that book in particular that is.
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Diaries. Diaries are always something you do always enjoyed writing in there physically especially when you did wrote it physically in a physical notebook with a pen in your right hand where it's tip touches the pages of your diary as you did start writing both the current date of your diary entry and also a pair of words you do always started as the intro opening of your very own daily diary entries:
'Dear diary . . .'
Although there are certain people would assume that you are truthfully crazy for having to surely choose the decision of having to do the diary entries physically in a physical diary more so than having to truthfully do it digitally however when you did it digitally; you didn't felt the same magic as how you would actually write all of your own diary entries physically just as when you are truthfully having a one on one private conversation between you and the other person both privately and also discreetly at the same time while having the genuine feeling where you can truthfully confide in them without experiencing the 'true' feelings of guilt; shame; embarrassment altogether plus invalidation too as well just as when you are truthfully confiding in them while having to sincerely socialize with them and vice versa too when they are socializing with you as well.
Meanwhile doing all of your diary entries digitally as being told by certain people whom they did wanted to let you know how it does feels beneficial in their own ways for example; accessibility by doing it online via either your smart phone; computer; laptop or even your own tablet does feels easier while organization also does feel easy too as well when people are truthfully doing their digital diary entries plus they can also share pictures, videos and audios based on whatever interests they did truthfully have the best at heart and also; they even had mentioned to you about how sharing your very own digital diary entry online can also be beneficial as well in their own opinion; however you truthfully didn't enjoy doing your own diary entries digitally especially when it comes to the part where you do usually do your art as art is one of your strongest skills and yet doing the diary entries online does feels constricting at times especially you did felt as when you couldn't have the free space to definitely do both the art and the writing altogether and yet you felt it does feels extremely restricting at certain times especially it does feels truthfully challenging to not only get used to the idea of having to truthfully do all of it altogether digitally especially when there aren't any free space from you to not only getting the actual chance to do both your art and your writing altogether but also at the same time; it does feels really complex to learn how to get the hang of using the tools online which may requires both the time and the full-on effort to truthfully get the hang of it but also at the same time; you did felt as if doing your diary entries digitally does feels sincerely hard and frustrating from how you are presently unable to have the free space to actually do all of your drawings; art work and all of your doodles altogether but also at the same time; it does also feels as when you do have to share all of your own personal business with everyone else in the world more so than having to truthfully share with one person whom you can genuinely confide in them in both a private and an equally secretive type of way where you relaxed for a long while unconditionally right after the both of you did confide in each other and vice versa when you did most of your own diary entry physically but digitally; you did truthfully felt as when you are sharing with the public all about your very own private life to be honest and you aren't feeling too comfortable all about it.
Plus having to do all of the digital diary entries does also feels noisy at the same time where you did felt less productive after a really long while but also at the same time it brought less focus on doing the diary entry and more of the side tasks based on how all too often it can be easy to sidelined at certain times.
Apart from that; it also does requires using a full on battery life when you are truthfully using your technology devices to not only do most of your diary entries but also at the same time; you also needed to truthfully need to charge it especially when it is a device where they requires charging the most at certain times; leading to a distressful time where they can ended up panicking if they didn't get to truthfully do their diary entry.
Meanwhile; with your preference on how you choose the traditional paper and pen method; you not only felt as when you are speaking to a single person whom you not only can truthfully confide in them but also at the same time it also does feels as when you can get the freedom of space where you not only can get the room to do your art work; drawings plus doodles as well in addition to having to take more time to put more focus on a current diary entry where you are currently writing at there in addition to how it does truly help your memory retention and also the process of how you are generally and undeniably doing in your very own life except you also find it easier to put in more focus by having to do a whole diary entry without having to become sidelined by the irrelevant tasks you didn't want to truthfully do it at all in general.
Plus this is what you are sincerely doing it now on a daily basis in your very own every day life ever since you did felt as when you are having a private one on one conversation between you and them based on what exactly you both are speaking about as a one on one private type of conversation between you and the other person just as when they confide in you and you confide in them.
As you are writing in today's diary entry based on what exactly you are going through; you are imagining you are now having a conversation with both God and also the people whom you can truthfully confide in them and vice versa when they can genuinely confide in you on just about anything in general.
As you put your main focus on your current diary entry where you are now writing it in a physical notebook where you have consider it to be your very own diary but you also added a front page of disclaimers and guidelines where not only you wanted to let people know what are the rules and disclaimers of what do they needed to know when they had found your diary being left at somewhere but also at the same time; you wanted to make sure to let people know that the diary actually belongs to you and only you as the actual owner of a diary entry.
By the time when you did truthfully finished your current diary entry which does takes place today; you not only give a huge sigh of relief not only you felt sincerely feeling grateful for how you not only completed today's diary entry except it also feels when you are exchanging 'mahalos' and 'alohas' between all three of you (Three including God himself whom he is with the both of you as a mediator) however it also does feels as when you are having a long conversation between you and them just having to catch up on the day but also at the same time; confessing the 'true' feelings based on what exactly you are truthfully going through in your very own life but also at the same time; you felt as when you are having a conversation where the three wishes it does continues on and on every now and then between the both of you just as when you did physically write in your very own diary on today's diary entry based on how are truthfully feeling; how is your day is doing; what are the ideas you do wanted to truthfully share it with them as well as the dreams too plus the 'To-do' tasks you needed to truthfully do it for today as well as an anytime type of tasks too as well in addition to also the doodles where you have let yourself wander off into your very own world where you can imagine yourself that you are freeing the actual ideas from your very own mind especially when they are the more visual type of ideas you do truthfully have from your mind as well as the quotes you have truthfully found it from movies, books and everywhere else too as well based on where do you did found the original quote from somewhere.
Plus you also sometimes decorate it too with your favorite pictures of your favorite items too as well as favorite people and random pictures where you have found it either online or from offline sources such as old magazines and newspaper too as well as the photocopied version of a source from both a fiction book and a non-fiction book in total.
From the physical copy of your very own own Holy Bible where you did truthfully highlighted all of the original bible verses based on what are the current feelings you are currently experiencing it both the good and the bad; to also books like 'The monk who sold his Ferrari' series plus 'Tuesdays with Morrie'; 'Aleph' which is does have a similar storyline with 'The alchemist' by Paolo Coelho in addition to countless different books you did read it and owned it plus lyrics from songs where you are currently listening to it as well as movies too where you are currently watching it online or on the DVD plus Blu-Ray Disc player where you are currently playing it in the background then this is where you did also wrote all of the quotes too as well as the more private information where you decided to write it just in case if you do truthfully needed to remember something you do forget at certain times in addition to the 'to-do' list of tasks where you now couldn't live without it too as well as decorating the pages too with photographs of your favorite items and all of the things you do have the genuine interest into as well as the Washi Tapes where you also decorate your pages of your own diary too as well in addition to also the drawings you have did it from your own imagination too apart from all of the written diary entries where you did it every single day in your very own life whether is it either an incomplete diary entry or is it a complete diary entry on certain days when you did get the time to truthfully did your diary entry altogether.
