Author's note: Wasn't expecting this to be an on-going chapter series of mine on here however I did truthfully noticed that I do actually get more creative freedom when I have decided to put my focus on here ever since I have decided to move all my writing projects on here permanently from T*mblr to here ever since I did felt as when T*mblr does truthfully restricting if you did managed ask me about T*mblr that is.
Plus yes, this the first time when we get to see Coco who is Logan's actual pet rescue dog getting the chance to become instant friends with the wahine reader and we get to read the part where we can imagine them they both have a strong bond between each other.
Also, yes the part where the iMac is fully repaired is inspired by the real life story of how my 6 year old Macbook Pro from 2019 had gotten truthfully repaired and stabilized in it's full on glory thanks to a technician whom my dad knew him for a while plus yes, you can imagine this is the same with the iMac which is the inspired by the latest iMac we do truthfully have it today in the story here plus another good news is yes, I did rediscovered the movie 'Old fashioned' which is a Christian Clean Romance Drama you can truthfully find it online as this is one of my favorite all time movies apart from My Scene goes Hollywood and also anything non-Disney and non-Hallmark movies too as well and countless other movies I had been watching it lately online as well.
Plus yes, my OCs whom they are inspired by Liatu King and Alyssa Ustby as Kina and Allie are also big fans of the 'Old Fashioned' movie as well as the songs from the movie itself as well if you did truthfully ask me about the information as well.
Trigger warning; Mentions of menstrual period cramp; coughing; pregnancy: jealousy, mood swings; mentions of dog p**p; crying; erratic behavior and also heavy usage of Y/N as well as mention of SA as well.
Disclaimers: I don't own any of the pictures or the songs which they are mentioned in here nor I own all of the songs mentioned in this particular chapter of the 'Taking care of you-PMS Edition' chapter series on here and all of the pictures I had uploaded them on here.
Plus all of the settings and events I had mentioned it both in this particular chapter of 'Taking care of you-PMS Edition- A Logan Sargeant and a wahine reader' are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to truthfully take it very seriously as if it does truthfully happens in real life obviously.
Also credits to Liatu King; ND WBB; Logan Sargeant and also to everyone else whom they had worked their magic behind the scenes on both the music where I had mentioned it on here and also on the pictures as well behind the scenes both in person and online as well to be honest.
Plus don't copy; re-publish or translate it on other platforms especially to either T*mblr or AO3 plus don't re-upload any of the pictures to P*nt*r*st.
Songs mentioned in this particular chapter of this series:
-Better- Alia Lara
-Actions- Alia Lara
-As I am- Jeremiah Paltan
-You show me love- Eris Ford
-Almost doesn't count- Brandy
-Mood- Natalie de La Rose
-Higher than the clouds- Anuhea
-Confident- Cass
-I'm in love with you- Roz Bell
-While the days are young -Scott Krippayne
-Hands- Aaron Cole
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Hawaiian words mentioned in this particular chapter:
Wahine- Woman in Hawaiian (Pronounced as 'Wha-hee-nay')
Makua- Inland in Hawaiian (Pronounced as 'Ma-koo-ah' or 'Ma-koo-wah' otherwise it can pronounced as 'Mao-kah' but usually I do pronounced as either 'Ma-koo-ah' or 'Ma-koo-wah')
Kane- Man in Hawaiian (Pronounced as 'Ka-nay')
Ala Moana- A location located at Honolulu which is the capital of the island of Oahu, Hawaii (Pronounced as 'Ah-la Mo-wen-na' or 'Ah-la Mo-wah-na' or 'Ah-la Mo-ah-na' depends on the pronunciations you would preferred based on which one did you felt the most comfortable pronouncing it)
Waikiki- A really popular location where it is a neighboring area of Honolulu which is just next door to Honolulu plus it is located in the Southern part of Oahu, Hawaii along with Honolulu (Pronounced as 'Why-kee-kee' or 'Why-key-key')
Honolulu- Capital of Hawaii (Pronounced as 'Ho-no-loo-loo')
Kalakaua- One of the legendary kings of the royal family of Hawaii and has a lane in Waikiki named after him (Pronounced as 'Ka-la-koo-ah')
Pronunciation of names:
Liatu- Pronounced as 'Lee-uh-too'
Anuhea- Pronounced as 'Ah-ne(w)-hey-ah'
The next day; while Logan had left for work quietly and discreetly without saying a word to you; meanwhile you did truthfully ended up sleeping from your time off due to your menstrual period and one of your co-workers Nathan had taken over your work shift while you are stepping away from work for a period of time plus he also told you he is truthfully willing to take your shift over until you are feeling sincerely recovered from your menstrual period; meanwhile you woke up: you did truthfully felt really tense and exhausted from how your menstrual period had taken over you; making your feeling even more truthfully sluggish and depleted than how you usually are before.
You sighed; you did felt as when you felt as when you wanted to stay in your bedroom and sleep in all day every day however instead; you do needed to get up; do the house chores to clean up the apartment; run your usual errands and turn up for your job when they do needed you urgently.
So you get up; feeling a mix of dejection; tension; pain and hurt based on how you did felt isolated; betrayed and hurt by how Logan had treated you yesterday at the Ala Moana Beach Park and you wanted to simply just cry out of nowhere to release all of the pain you are now sincerely experiencing it.
And there it is; you did undeniably cried while kneeling down on both of your knees onto the cold; wooden floor where you suddenly just cried out of nowhere instantly and you started placing your head onto the edge of your bed as you instantly cried out of nowhere just as when started sobbing noisily as well.
While you cried; you had even heard God's voice just as when he said "It's okay, my child: it's okay: my child. I know you and Logan had fought with each other but life didn't always go in the way everyone wanted it to be--just as when they are truthfully expecting life would go in the way they wanted it to be including you and me; my dear. Plus sure, we can definitely give up altogether based on what are the challenges everyone are facing including you yourself however we can only have once choice; we can either give up on life; wallow in self-pity and stay miserable all the time but if you wanted to make a change; turn to me and together; we'll take one small single steps at a time to learn how to convert those steps from the prayers; the calls and the cries of distress towards God as a cry for help into one where you can definitely thank me every single day on both the little things and the big things in life plus also on the setbacks and also the failures; the obstacles and the challenges you do have to truthfully face it from life however you can face a choice in life; you can either give up in life altogether and wallow in self-pity or otherwise you can use your prayers to definitely turn towards me and start building your life with me all the way from scratch and the very beginning of the relationship between you and me; wahine."
"I know, I am feeling truthfully afraid that I did truthfully mess everything between me and Logan; God." You whispered to him quietly.
"I know, sweetie. I'm listening and I won't leave you thus I, Jesus and God would promise you that I will always stand by everyone's side no matter how different or imperfect they are."
"You sure?"
"Absolutely, my dear; how about maybe you can turn on your favorite music on your CD player and maybe see if it does truthfully help you to truthfully get up in the morning? Maybe when you are feeling truthfully free; you can always write in your diary based on what exactly you are truthfully experiencing in your very own life; sweetie."
As your tears had finally dried up; you stared around your very own bedroom where you did felt as when it is a safe refuge and a safe space where you can definitely feel safe and be safe from both the world and also from the people whom although they did wanted to befriends with you; to genuinely support you by giving you an endless amount of sincere support that you do truthfully needed it the most and having to be the person whom they can truthfully stand by you and by your side and vice versa however it doesn't mean it always ideally perfect at certain times.
Because if there is one thing no one does truthfully realize about relationships; it is about how relationships and friendships does always take an unexpected turn in your very own life especially when it is a relationship where it does truthfully take an unexpected turn and this does truthfully happened between you and Logan countless times.
Including the recent event where you had an argument between you and Logan at the Ala Moana Beach Park yesterday evening where the both of you had fought with each other and the neither of you had spoke with each other from this morning.
Plus taking the spiritual words from how God had spoken to you really softly of how you can start your day by having to put on a music CD into your prized music CD player where it is located in your living room at a bookshelf where you decided to pull out your favorite music CD on a compilation of Christian R and B where you did hear the comforting words of the lyrics from Cejae's 'Fill me up' just as when you entered into the bathroom where you did your usual morning routine and while you did managed to do your morning routine just as 'Actions' by Alia Lara started playing in the background; you decided to enter into the shower and start taking a morning shower where you felt a huge sigh of relief while letting the water from the shower faucet wash away all of your own pain from both the period you are currently going through and also the pain plus the mental scars you did have to actually to truthfully experience it from the relationship where you did experience it from the heated argument between both you and Logan that is.
And it does truthfully hurts you just as when you start listening to 'As I am' by Jeremiah Paltan while it is now playing on your music CD player where you now apply your shower gel all over your naked body with both pair of your hands; then you let the water run onto your body just as when you imagined that you are taking a shower under an imaginary waterfall where you can shower it outdoor freely without any particular concerns.
By the time when 'hands' by Aaron Cole started playing in the background; you have already exited the shower just as when you are now drying up with your own bath towel where sometimes you convert it from a beach towel to a bath towel where sometimes your dry your own dreadlocks whenever you can get the chance to do it so.
After 'hands'; you heard 'better' by Alia Lara just as when you arrived to the chest of your drawers where you picked out a clean pair of inner top which it is a clean pair of sports bra as well as wearing a pair of clean sanitary panties as well before you ended up wearing a clean set of clothing starting off with a clean pair of bright pastel yellow/ dark warm-based purple camisole with thin straps along with an equally pair of your favorite off shoulder navy blue/ dark warm based purple surf tee shirt with it's bright turquoise accent where you got it from Ross as it is from a surf company where they used to do it before they had decided to discontinue the clothing business run they use to do it along with a pair of stretchy surf short which they are the high waist blue/ black floral surf shorts where you usually wear them whenever you are either only heading to somewhere in Waikiki or even when you are staying in your very own apartment; you took off your bun you had tied it up and shake your dreadlocks off just to give it a breathing room for your scalp to breathe plus while preparing for the day then this is where Coco who is Logan's pet rescue dog enters into your room as you greeted in a high sing-song voice: "Hi, how are you: Coco?"
Coco just sits down happily while tilting her head towards the right side then the left side then back to the right side while she tilts her head carefully.
After you prepare for the day then suddenly; you did noticed that your pair of glasses are missing then you did remembered how they aren't with you ever since you remembered how Logan had taken them off from you while you are in a deep slumber where you had fallen fast asleep due to how your menstrual period had made you feeling even more drained and drowsy than usual then this is where you did remembered how he had taken off your pair of glasses without even asking you to take off your glasses however you decided to let him do it anyway since he does it so many times to make sure that you had been truthfully been taken care of while you had fallen asleep or whenever you are truthfully busy with your own work.
"Maybe I should check the living room . . ." You thought quietly while you walked into the living room where you did truthfully found out there is a pair of glasses with a piece of paper which means Logan must have left you a hand-written note to let you know that he had washed the lens of your glasses and left it on the coffee table at your living room where you did managed to truthfully read the note based on what it says from Logan's hand-writing:
"Dear Y/N,
I have managed to clean your pair of glasses while you had fell asleep last night. I truthfully don't know how long you'll be away from your own respective job (Or jobs I should say? Maybe if you are currently working at 2 jobs but I know you are currently working at one job that is.) However I do wanted to truthfully give you the well-deserved space and time based on the argument between the both of us yesterday except I am still wondering if you do want to truthfully go on a date with me if you are willing to truthfully do it so or something like that. Plus if you aren't feeling up for it then it's okay, I am not going to put any amount of pressure on you or anything like that since I know you are feeling truthfully upset at me or something like that for how we have gotten into an argument yesterday but I do wanted to truthfully let you know that I am sincerely sorry for how I had treated you yesterday evening at the Ala Moana Beach Park and I do have to truly admit; this is one of the most foolish things I ever done in my very own life to sincerely argue with you over the way you had laughed at me for having to truthfully call 'Lanikai' and also how I had asked you about whether there is a problem calling you 'Lanikai' or not except I did truthfully felt guilty for not having to truthfully respect you in every steps of the way when we both have a conversation between each other especially on the evening conversation between the both of us yesterday and honestly; I am still feeling truthfully guilty for having to truthfully disrespect you in every steps of the way therefore I do truthfully hope you can actually forgive me for how I didn't meant to sincerely disrespect you indeed; my dearest wahine.
To make up for what I had done towards you, I had noticed the lens of your glasses are truthfully dirty thus while you are actually still sleeping; I didn't want to actually disrespect you in any steps of the way any further between the both of us: I quietly decided to clean your glasses; place it on the coffee table of yours at the living room of your apartment and also at the same time to let you know that I am feeling truthfully sorry for my own actions not only for having to truthfully disrespect you but also at the same time; to make you feeling even much worse than you could possibly think; wahine.
"To let you know about how I am feeling genuinely sorry for how I had treated you from last evening: I would consider this hand-written letter from me to you as a way of how I am going to truthfully apologize to you, Y/N.
And in other words . . . I do always love you forever and always, Y/N.
Forever and always, Logan"
After you did read the hand-written letter from Logan himself, you didn't know you truthfully react thus you did felt truthfully heartbroken and sad when you did read his hand written letter where he did realistically apologize to you not only for how he had treated you in a way you didn't wanted to be treated by him and everyone else and vice versa however you did felt emotionally sad and heart-broken about the part where he didn't want to truthfully made you feeling genuinely even more unhappy by having to truthfully overstep your boundaries then this is where held your pair of glasses with both of your hands onto the handles of your glasses where you did noticed how Logan had cleaned up your glasses while you are truthfully asleep at your very own bedroom and by the time when you had woken up from your sleep; then you did noticed how he had cleared up the lens of your glasses and nevertheless, needless to say: you silently thank both him and God for having to truthfully clear it up while you are truthfully asleep in your very own bedroom.
By the time when you did truthfully woke up to make brunch on a hot cup of latte and also your signature sardine sandwich; meanwhile Coco follows you to the kitchen and you ask her: "Coco, you really wanted to become my friend; are you?"
She said nothing but to tilt her head again however this time it is to both the right and the left side again as usual since she does follows you whenever you are going from your bedroom to the kitchen where you did thought this is one of Coco's favorite hangout spot with you.
"Don't worry, I'll bring you for a walk after breakfast then I promise you, we can have fun together at a park I promise." You said to her; noticing how you are feeling truthfully worried that maybe he hadn't brought her out on a walk or perhaps he had to truly rush off in the morning without bringing her for their usual morning walk as they usually do since Coco always get excited for walkies just like every other dogs whenever they hear the word 'Walkies' just as when you hear Cass's 'Confident' is now playing on your music CD player.
Coco tilts her head again then whines a bit while heading back to her dog bed where she had another one in the living room where this time; it is more a comfortable beige color dog bed just for her instantly where she is heading towards there while placing her head onto the edge of her bed with an innocent look where she is giving you the pleading feeling with her big pair of innocent eyes where she wanted you to definitely let you know about something--but what is then is she trying to truthfully say something towards you?
While you just carry on doing your own things by having to make your late brunch as usual; you know that you do have a really long and a big day ahead of you since you do possibly needed to truthfully clean up your own apartment after bringing Coco on her walk but also at the same time; you also wanted to check in with both your boss and your co-worker on how is work is currently doing while you are taking your time to truthfully make every single moment of your time being away from work to truthfully be counted every now and then and most of all; you also wanted to truthfully return back to work just in case if they do needed the extra helping hand from you however because you are feeling truthfully busy with your own tasks from your own home then this is where you had written it on your whiteboard onto 'Today's to do list' by writing it with an orange whiteboard marker from the Pilot Stationary company; "send an email/ call them/ text message them to let them know if they do needed an extra helping hand from you".
After writing it on the white board just as when you are waiting for the signature fish sandwich to be heated up in the microwave oven where you had managed to clean up the metal tray before you place a plate of the fish sandwich you made it earlier; you stare at Coco whom she is now fast asleep as usual; you stare out at the scenery where it is the usual sunny clear blue skies with sun is shining as usual; you quietly prayed for rain despite how sometimes you hated how the rain does cause an alter or a detour in your original plans at certain times however there are certain days where you would rather have rain anyway and any day over the sunshine weather to truthfully wash away the pain and the sadness you did have to truthfully experience it in your very own life and while you stared towards the scenery at the lanai where you usually sometimes went there whenever you wanted to sit outside but not feeling as whenever you did wanted to head outside then this is where you normally sit down at the lanai of your very own apartment building however instead you did noticed how you did instantly shed a tear just as when Erin Ford's "You show me love" plays in the background; you ended up started crying again just as when she titled her head towards you except you endlessly started crying all of the sudden endlessly just as when she started walking towards you and rest on your ankles while you started crying all over again endlessly and God who has been with you all this time endlessly had whispered to you into your ear spiritually "My dear, are you feeling truthfully okay, wahine?"
You replied spiritually "I don't know, God; I really don't know; but all I know is that I have been crying again lately and I am not sure why I have been crying lately; I'd think people kept on saying it might be the hormones but some said it might have something to do with my menstrual period and not everyone does truthfully understood what exactly I am going through in my very own life; God. Listen: I know you are a man and a spiritual figure but . . ."
"What is it, my love?" He ask you; sounding as when he is an actual surrogate father towards everyone including you just as when you started to shed crocodile tears again.
"I just . . . I just felt as if I am not feeling good enough for anyone or anybody that is: God. Do you truthfully think I would be good enough for anyone or anybody that is?"
"I'd think you are; my dear and now, I am not exactly sure what exactly you are speaking about your menstrual period based on what exactly you are currently experiencing but I do know that you are going through in your very own life; my dear. Because I do truthfully wanted to let you know that when you give all of your burdens to me then I'll give you a well-deserved rest; my dear as you and your body plus your mind deserved a well-earned rest; my dear and it's okay for you to shed your own tears; my dear; think of you have been feeling truthfully overwhelmed by the pain you had to truthfully experience it and sometimes; life does have unexpected plans just as when it does threw you the obstacles; the misadventures; the curveballs and also the growing pains everyone had to went through in our very own lives including us thus it does feels really hard to sincerely experience the pain but dejectedly; there are certain times we do have to truthfully experience the growing pains which can be realistically discouraging for many of us to carry on with our very own respective lives including mine however instead of having to think of it as a disadvantage where you felt as if you couldn't do just about anything in life in general however again, instead of thinking of it as a disadvantage where it does held you back from having to truthfully do what do you really wanted to do in your very own life; maybe it is best for you to think about how sometimes when you did truthfully experience both the pain and the fear plus the failures that you do have to truthfully experience it in your very own life does perhaps give you the opportunity to truthfully grow from there onwards but also at the same time; to let yourself know you do truthfully deserved the world but also at the same time; you and I--we both knew that the world does feels cruel and scary yet it also does feels menacing but also at the same time; it also does feels like an actual blessing since you may never know the world does have something good at the same time for example hadn't we remembered how there are people whom they had taken the proper time to volunteer to give their contributions towards other people? Perhaps they also rescue animals too as well as having to appreciate mother nature too as well as appreciating the little things we all do truthfully have it in our very own life thus why not we can start thinking about how we also can grow from all of the pains we do have to truthfully experience it in our very own lives but also at the same time how can we learn how to truthfully look at it may be not as a disadvantage but more so as a set of stepping stones where we can truthfully re-build ourselves for good by having to take one small single steps at a a time when we are talking about how sometimes our disadvantages can actually help to take us one small step ahead of ourselves just as when we can see out setbacks as an advantage just for us from me to you and everyone else in life in general because you may never know; my dear, sometimes when you turn towards me for help then this is where I can truthfully take you on the path where you hadn't be there before and together; this is where we can take the leap of faith towards new heights where you hadn't been there before but I know, we both can get there together: I promise you; wahine." He replied to you while he gives you a hug where you did felt as when you did hugged yourself out of nowhere but you can truthfully imagine that you are hugging God just as when he gave you the actual comfort that you did actually deserved it in your very own life.
By the time when you finally stop shedding your own tears; you not only had forgotten your brunch all of the sudden but also at the same time: you had forgotten all about your cup of latte and also your sardine sandwich just as when you suddenly shed your tears earlier out of nowhere.
Plus by the time when you had check your sardine sandwich; it had suddenly gotten cold instantly however you decided to truthfully re-heat the sandwich and dump the now room temperature cup of latte into the sink and wash the cup at the same time while you wait for the re-heating of your very own sardine sandwich and by the time when it had been re-heated; it does truthfully have the burnt marks at the certain areas of the sardine sandwich you had made it earlier but you didn't truthfully care all about it at all anyway ever since you have been feeling emotionally exhausted from how you had fought against your period; all of the emotions you have to truthfully fought against it every now and then and most of all; you did truthfully fought Logan too as well more recently.
After you polished off your sardine sandwich you made it earlier and re-heat it earlier as well; you had decided to take Coco for her walk ever since you did felt as when she want to be come your best friend as Logan's rescue dog; you decided to bring her for a walk however before you can do that; you bring the essential item you needed to bring it for Coco Sargeant ever since she is patiently waiting for you to bring both her leash and harness; the biodegradable bags for her feces: a few of her dog toys just for her and also a pack of her favorite dog treats just for her to snack on plus you brought your cards; the amount of budget you do needed it for your lunch and your own essential items on your phone; your passport holder where you turn it into a wallet and a phone holder as a double duty holder plus your pair of wired headphones; your iPod; diary and pencil case--all check--done.
You got everything you do needed and what does she needed as well ever since the both of you needed to get outside for a ray of sunshine and fresh air you both truthfully deserved it from having to sincerely stay in the apartment all day long.
"Come on, Coco cutie." You coo to her while her head perks up and the both of you walk out together and suddenly; you forgot the menstrual period medicine for your menstrual period cramp where Carrie who is one of the nurses whom she had a bit of an interaction with Logan from yesterday afternoon plus although she may had given you the medicine and the antibiotic medicines you needed to truthfully take it when your period cramp had suddenly became intense all of the sudden; you couldn't help but feeling an actual waves of pain and a waves of anger mentally; spiritually and internally wash all over you based on how you do truthfully hated how Logan had been interacting with Carrie and honestly; you did felt as when she is prettier than you; mostly for the reason that she does have everything that makes you feel deeply jealous and enraged about her.
Not to mention that you did remembered how your dad who sometimes is the sound board for your birth mum; Leilani who is your birth younger sister and also your god mum Kailani who is commonly known as Lani just as your younger sister however you decided to call your god mum 'Kai' as in the Hawaiian word for 'Sea' had told you about they loved your chocolate brown skin; your long black dread locks; your pair of big; sparkling and dark chocolate brown eyes and your athletically lean body you did have from all of the surfing; the swimming; scuba diving and also from all of the hiking, jogging and also from the workouts you did at different local gyms where both you and Logan are working at despite how you are only standing about 6 inches tall from Logan.
Plus the hip-hop dance classes you took up with Allie does help you too as well.
