Author's note; Have to made changes to the chapter since it is very long so I do truthfully apologize thus it didn't really matter therefore consider this to be as my 'comeback post' on my personal blog here.
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As the both of you head to Nordstrom where usually the both of you would steer clear of those stores such as Nordstrom since there wasn't anything for the both of you from there however today is one of those days where the both of you wanted to definitely get the gelatos ever since this is originally your idea to head to Gelato Bar then this is where you did cover the expansion for the both of you.
"Don't worry, Logan: I got this." You replied to him with a playful wink just to let him know that even a wahine can do just about anything that usually a kane would usually do it for their wahines.
After the both of you had order your choice of ice-cream flavors in a cup; you cover the expansion and the person whom they did worked there had handed you the change as the both of exchange 'mahalo's then the both of you immediately head outside of the Nordstrom to get a seat outside of the Nordstrom Department Store.
"Wow, I have never even expected how you wanted to ask for gelatos; wahine: I never expected you had asked for something like that."
"Me neither; Logan: I mean usually I would prefer not to however because I noticed how tense you are truthfully feeling then this is where I decided to get gelatos just for you just as when I am truthfully craving for it but also at the same time; I also wanted to pick up something light and affordable just for the both of us hence the reason why I did suggested we go for gelatos from the Gelato Bar at the Nordstrom Department Store."
"Yeah, but at least Nordstrom is different compared with Target."
"Although we couldn't get anything from there but thankfully it is really different; hopefully we can definitely get the proper time to browse there."
"That's easy for you to say: Y/N thus no 'true' offense to you in general or something like that; sorry."
"Don't truthfully apologize, Logan and no offense taken from you as well; Lo,"
"Sure, no problem: Y/N."
As the hours passed by; while the both of you taken your cups of gelatos slowly but surely; you both have also spoke to each other of other certain topics: you also spoke to him about how you do miss surfing at certain times when you do have your menstrual period.
"Wow, you do truthfully miss it?"
"Yeah, I do truthfully miss surfing sometimes." You replied wistfully while you scrap the remains of your gelato inside your gelato cup.
"Oh wow, really?"
"Mm-hm."
"Oh wow, this is so surprising."
"I know, isn't it? I mean honestly; it does feels surprising to see how I did truthfully missed surfing to be honest."
"Hey, maybe when you got better from your menstrual period then you know . . . you can go there surfing."
"Ah, okay."
As the both of you continue chattering with each other while finishing off the scraps of your gelatos from the respective gelato cups; after finishing your respective gelatos from both cups; you both decided to head off to the next store since Logan wanted to bring you to Local Motion which is a local surf boutique from the islands of Hawaii however you told him you wanted to head back to your apartment after having to spend the time at the Ala Moana shopping center since you did truthfully experience how your feet are feeling truthfully tired after a long day of spending the time at the Ala Moana Shopping Center.
"Wow, did you just do this to only cheer me up or is it to only return the favor?"
"Maybe . . . but what do you think: Y/N?"
"Hmmm . . . Good thinking about that; Logan but after this; no more, okay?"
"Okay but why?"
"You do truthfully realize I am feeling realistically tired after all of the shopping? My feet really hurts me badly."
"Oh no, I'm so sorry about that."
"It's okay, I mean . . . I should have let you known it earlier however I didn't want to truthfully upset you all of the sudden while you are bringing me to Local Motion; you know that?"
"No; of course not: Y/N."
"Thus no 'genuine' offense to you in general: Logan."
"No offense taken; Y/N."
After browsing around the boutique for an hour or so; the both of you head outside to sit down at the nearest bench and rest there for a while.
"So do you think you got the energy to drive back home?"
"Well, I don't know since my feet also got hurt too by how we have been walking around all day every day to be honest and we still have groceries to shop for."
"Yeah, but sometimes whenever you do need to take a rest; we can always do it as an anytime type of task since we both have very different schedules. Plus maybe we can definitely do the grocery another time?"
"You could say that again; Logan. I mean normally I would preferred doing it today but . . . sure; I can make truthfully make the exception by doing the grocery at another time; Logan."
"Sure, but are you feeling truthfully okay with me doing the grocery shopping just for you, wahine?"
"I'd think I'll be okay with it however instead it does feels really hard for me to do the grocery shopping especially when I do needed to truthfully do it however with work is getting in the way and all . . ."
"Don't worry, I got you."
"You surely got me; Logan?"
"Always; Y/N: absolutely."
You couldn't help but giving him a shy smile on your face towards him before you turned your attention towards elsewhere.
While the both of you are sitting next to each other; you both also spoke with each other too about certain topics where you did spoke to him about how critical it is to definitely let more women to spoke up about their experience with their menstrual period but also at the same time; it is critical to definitely educate everyone on the women's menstrual period and how they can learn the clear signs of how a woman can get their menstrual period from the very beginning when they did start getting their menstrual period on certain months as well as how to truthfully learn how to take really good care of them when they are on their menstrual period.
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After hours of shopping, the both of you decided to head out to Ala Moana Beach Park instead of having to truthfully head back to Waikiki, Logan had confirmed to you since the both of you had stayed at the Ala Moana Shopping Center for little bit longer than the both of you would have expected; although you are feeling more sleepy than how you usually are; Logan had stuck by your side ever since the very beginning of the day from the morning where you had collapsed to the floor with a scary scream where you had given him an unexpected scare then a visit to the doctor's where you had to truthfully face a doctor whom she had to warn him not to give you a either a cigarette or a glass of an alcoholic drink then all of the sudden; the both of you went for a shopping trip at the Ala Moana Shopping Center where the both of you had unexpectedly had spend a long period of time going window shopping but instead the both of you can only get the essential goods you both needed it and meanwhile everything else the both of you wanted; you both have to truthfully wait until you both get the next windfall from your respective jobs where you both are currently working at.
As the both of you have to take a really long walk all the way from the Ala Moana Shopping Center to the Beach Park, thankfully the both of you managed to reach there and sitting down on a vacant bench at the beach park; observing the elegant sunset as if God does paint the skies in different shades of pinks; oranges and yellow as well as hints of reds as well in mother nature; you said to him "Wow, this does truthfully looks stunning."
"I know, isn't it? I guess this the reason why we decided to stay back a little bit longer at the Ala Moana area."
"Yeah, but . . ."
"Oh yeah, there is always going to be an actual 'but': Y/N . . ."
It's too bad it does closes at around . . . 9 p.m?"
"Perhaps, why?"
"I mean honestly; I'm worried that it does closes really early that is. Not the Beach Park thankfully but more so of the shopping center."
"Well, the International Market Place closes at 10:00 p.m; Lanikai."
"Wait, did you just call me something?!" You ask him while feeling truthfully astonished and shell-shocked about how does he calls you the word 'Lanikai' which means 'Heavenly sea' in Hawaiian Language and you are assuming he is calling you after the famous beach at the Windward part of the Oahu Island a.k.a the Eastern Part of the island of Oahu in particular.
"Yeah, I did truthfully call you 'Lanikai' from the Lanikai beach which it is only next to Kailua Beach so what's wrong with that; Y/N?" He replied; now suddenly feeling undeniably perplexed by how you had reacted so shockingly and also surprised about how he had called you 'Lanikai' after a famous beach on the Eastern part of Oahu or everyone could say the Windward part of Oahu hence the reason why the Eastern part of Oahu where the area of Waimanalo; Kailua plus La'ie are part of the Windward part of the Oahu island while the area of Ko Olina, Pearl City and Aiea are on the Leeward side of the island.
You couldn't help but letting out a playful laugh which at first it was a chuckle then all of the sudden you did burst out laughing out of nowhere where it even made Logan suddenly feeling both shocked and surprised about why would be laughing at him--perhaps it might be either your period mood swings or otherwise it might be the hormones inside your own body.
"I didn't meant to truthfully laughed art you thus no 'true' offense to you in general but honestly; let's just say I am feeling undeniably shocked and surprised earlier about how did you actually call me 'Lanikai' out of nowhere earlier then all of the sudden; I did truthfully laughed at you of nowhere." You replied in a light-hearted type of way to answer his question after the laughter from you had faded off.
"You did truthfully laughed at me out of nowhere." An unamused Logan Sargeant now had replied to you grumpily while it is now your turn to definitely experience both the actual shocked and the surprised feeling where he is now feeling truthfully annoyed with how you had laughed at him earlier about him calling you 'Lanikai' out of genuine support and comfort towards you.
"Logan . . ."
"Y/N."
"Logan."
"What." He asked except it does truthfully sounds more like a demand where he is demanding to you for something from you.
"Logan . . ."
He gives a defeated moan and stares at you while you stare at him with a pair of innocent eyes towards him just as when your pair of glasses had added another layer of innocence which makes it look even more cuter while you are pleading with Logan based on how he is now sulking about how you had laughed at him after he had asked you about why did you got puzzled about how he had called you the word 'Lanikai' which means 'Heavenly sea' in Hawaiian Language as it too was also named after the famous Lanikai Beach which is located at the Eastern part of the Oahu Island plus by the time when you had laughed at him; then this is where he started to sulked towards you and this is where suddenly you did felt truthfully guilty about you didn't meant to truthfully laughed at him for the question he had asked you earlier.
"I mean it and I am not even joking: Y/N; this isn't truthfully funny and to be honest; when you did truthfully laughed at me; it does truthfully hits me way too close to home since my ex-girlfriend had reacted to me like this at certain times when things got so serious and honestly; this does sincerely really hits me too close to home when you did surely laughed at me earlier just as when I did remembered how she did laughed about R.J's absentee from some of the games from maybe . . . 2 of the L.A Sparks games to be honest? Then this is how you did truthfully reacted towards me; Y/N?? You didn't even truthfully realize it does actually truthfully hurts me critically to the realistic point where it does actually hits me way too close to home personally! Firstly, before I even actually met you for the very first time here in the island of Oahu, Hawaii; she simply told me to just deflect and ignore the DNF I did had it as a result from my home race back when I was racing in 2024 then all of the sudden; when she-- my actual ex-girlfriend back in Flori-duh does the same when Rae got hurt and then she does it the same when R.J got hurt too as well; Y/N! Hadn't you known we truthfully shouldn't be judging a book by it's cover?! Y/N!" He protested to you out of anger and rage then turning a deep shade of maroon when he saw people staring at the both of you at the Ala Moana Beach Park.
"Logan, you know you should spoke to me about this in private and all but . . ."
"But what?! You just wanted to laughed at me for having to call you 'Lanikai'?! Well . . . I would say . . . I . . . I--"
"Logan Hunter Sargeant! I know you are feeling truthfully upset at me for having to truthfully laughing at you for having to call me the name 'Lanikai' as a nickname which was truthfully . . . wonderful about it though . . . to be honest though . . . however . . ."
"However what: Y/N?"
"Look, no 'true' offense to you and all . . ."
"Y/N: you already used the same 'No 'true' offense to you in general' over and over again; Y/N; thus . . . honestly . . . no 'official' disrespect to you and all . . ."
"Enough; Logan Hunter Sargeant! Can you either possibly listen to me for once or otherwise can you please truthfully be genuinely respectful towards me and everyone in general by having to listen to us whenever we are speaking about something in general at first??!
"I mean please, Logan; when I said the word 'Us', I don't just truthfully mean just only you and me; me and you plus even you and I as well; Logan. What I meant is that I am also including everyone else too as well since there are so many people whom they are going through a really similar case to what exactly the both of us are now currently going through between the both of us in their relationships as relationships aren't always so easy, simple and romantic plus perfect just as how we all tried to paint a picture of it realistically just to create a separate narration where we do sincerely only use your imaginations to dream about how relationships are so perfect and equally happy in general although this isn't have anything to do with any type of relationships in general on an irrelevant note nor this is about the part where we shouldn't be with each other any more permanently thus honestly . . . again, I know I am going to sound like a genuine broken record in general however . . . on a personal and an irrelevant note; no 'true' offense to both you and everyone else in general . . . so please listen to me when I am truthfully speaking towards you at first, Logan Hunter Sargeant!"
He suddenly looked truthfully shocked and surprised when he had heard that you spoke to him out of frustration too since you couldn't held back your own anger and frustration towards him and this is where you had unexpectedly had fired back towards Logan and he is feeling both truthfully plus equally shocked and surprised about how you did fired back at him unexpectedly.
"Okay, no offense taken: Y/N; I am listening and I am sincerely sorry for how I had treated you earlier but you go first; wah--"
"Just to be on a different, serious and an irrelevant plus no 'true' offense to you: Logan but please don't undeniably call me 'wahine' when I am in the worst mode; Logan."
"What?"
"Just don't truthfully call me 'wahine' when I am in a sincere foul mode thus no disrespect towards you, Logan."
"Oh."
"No 'true' offense towards you again; Logan."
He lets out a dejected moan and replied "No 'true' offense and disrespect taken; Y/N. Sure, go ahead."
"Look, Logan; I know I really didn't meant to truthfully laugh at you earlier when you did surely called me 'Lanikai' all of the sudden when you are trying to cheer me up and all but still . . . "
"But what is it, Y/N?"
"You know when I did laughed at you earlier; Logan? I really didn't meant to truthfully do it so when you did truthfully called me 'Lanikai'; Logan. That was truthfully rude of me to do it so earlier." you replied; sounding both undoubtedly sheepish and apologetic for how you didn't meant to truthfully laughed at him all of the sudden.
"I know, but honestly; you do realize it does actually hits me way too close to home for me personally; Y/N.
"Thus . . . please before you can truthfully say anything; Y/N; please listen to me before you can truthfully jump into conclusion by having to say 'You hadn't even say anything to me about your life in the past; Logan.' As in a matter of fact since you do truthfully realized that I am experiencing so much in my very own life and honestly . . . Y/N; you do really need to realize that what I am saying here is extremely critical here; Y/N.
"I mean sure, you may not had said anything about your life in your past . . . However . . ."
"I know, in fact; actually I am just feeling . . . sincerely afraid that you might judge me if I did mentioned anything about my life in the past: Y/N as you do realize, I am actually trying my real best to truthfully move on from it but . . ."
"But you couldn't."
"Yes, I tried but . . . it still lingers me just as when a ghost does truthfully lingers over me as if it does want me to return back to Flori-duh or Florida more accurately to face my own past and all but still . . ."
"So earlier when we did arrived today; you confirmed to me you aren't feeling sincerely too comfortable to talk about your life in the past just as when you want to move from it but people still kept on bringing up all about it and still . . ."
"Still, it does actually hurts me for real; Y/N."
"Really?" You asked, now sounding verily both shocked and confused about how he had opened up to you about his own life in the past thus although he did felt as when he is feeling the pressure to speak to you all about it since he does felt realistically uncomfortable talking all about it.
"Absolutely, Y/N; it's not to truthfully say I don't want to talk about my own past and all but people didn't actually realized that we have our own demons to face in our very own lives both the past and the present: Y/N. Literally."
"Wow, you pretty much said it; Logan."
"How did you really know?"
"Think about it, Logan; you do realized how hard it was for me to grew up with both of my parents being separated and surprisingly; my birth mum is actually deaf; Logan."
"Oh no, I didn't realized you do have a birth mum."
"I know, she used to be the mum I used to grew up with along with my god mum whom she is the actual mum whom you did get to truthfully knew her better: Lo."
"Really?"
"Yeah and to be honest; Logs: my birth mum is back in my hometown of San Diego; alive and well with my birth younger sister Leilani whom she is staying back at my hometown of San Diego too as well."
"Wow, I didn't realized that you had told me about you do have a birth mum back at home in San Diego as well as a birth younger sister back at there too as well."
"Yeah, you pretty much said it; Logan and one of my long time old friends are there too as well since either during our UCSD days or even back during my childhood days; Logan."
"Oh."
"And I am genuinely sorry for how I didn't meant to truthfully laugh at you all of the sudden when you did called me 'Lanikai' and also having to ask me the follow-up question as well on how I did truthfully got confused about why would even call me 'Lanikai' out of nowhere; Logan."
"Plus I really meant it and I am not even truthfully joking about it: Logan Hunter Sargeant. Also, if you are feeling truthfully okay about having the space between you and me; that's truthfully okay: Logan."
"You sure about this: Y/N?"
"Absolutely; Logan; honestly; I really didn't want to truthfully upset you any more especially since I did ended up spoiling the mood . . . and . . ."
"Oh, Y/N. I am genuinely sorry too for having to truthfully snap at you earlier without even knowing that I truthfully didn't meant to sincerely just lash out at you so publicly out of nowhere and it is actually dumb of me to definitely lash at you out of nowhere; Y/N not to mention it is truthfully . . . childish of me to definitely hurt you out of nowhere; wahine."
"I know, Logan: I wish I could had asked you more about your past and all but unfortunately . . ."
"It's okay; Y/N. It's okay. At least I have managed to spoke to you all about my relationship between me and her."
"Not all of it . . . Logan."
"I know, but . . . no 'true' offense to you in general: Y/N; I just truthfully don't think I want to speak about it or even dwell on it; Y/N. Maybe this is something I may have to spoke with a professional physiological therapist about my life on this one; Y/N."
"You said it, Logan and it is truthfully getting dark: Logan."
"Oh no, it does?"
When the both of you stared at the darkened sky, he let out a dejected moan and said
"Come on, let's just return back inside to Ala Moana; it's getting late."
"Will you be okay being alone: Logan?"
"I'd think I'll be feeling truthfully okay for the time being; Y/N."
"You sure, Logan?"
"Absolutely; Y/N."
"Sure, be careful: Y/N."
"Okay, maybe we can walk back together? Safer than having to truthfully walk alone; Logan."
"Sure, no problem: Y/N."
"Anything else?"
"I know it does sounds truthfully crazy and demanding from my side but . . . can I get a hug?"
-
After the both of you give each other a hug and letting you have another good cry ever since you had cried from this morning then you also cried again on the same for the second time on the same day; however after giving you the well-deserved space: you did remembered you are an on outing between both you and Logan for the whole day today in particular; this is where you did felt as when this outing between you and Logan does feels truthfully really tricky especially after a tense situation between you and him.
As you head out to the Ewa Wing all by yourself; people are now staring at you as they would ask you silently "Are you feeling truthfully okay, young lady?"; "What had happened to you out of nowhere; Miss?" and so on and so forth; you hadn't said anything just as when you are keeping your head as low as possible: meanwhile Logan heads back to to the Makai Food Court; feeling the same dejected emotional feeling too as well since he had noticed how he had been feeling significantly drained from how he had got into an argument with you earlier and although he wasn't so sure what to take for dinner then all of the sudden: he did remembered he is at an unexpected outing with you--leading to a point where the both of you having to re-think about going out together individually and having such an unexpected tense moment exploding out of nowhere.
He sighs dejectedly; better he takes an early dinner first then he can clear up his head properly.
-
Taking your early dinner on a bowl of ramen along with a cup of hot green tea; you also did wrote in your own diary based on what had happened today:
"Dear diary,
I'm so sorry for not having to truthfully write in you but rather rather sideline you and ignore you; diary: sorry. Thus honestly, diary: please forgive me for having to truthfully doing that you on an honest side; diary.
Thus honestly; you deserved so much better and so did everyone else too as well; diary. Unexpectedly; all of the sudden; we (Logan and I); we both got into a heated argument between each other and honestly: I don't sincerely wish that upon on anyone or anybody that is in general; diary.
Looks; I know you are only a diary and all but sometimes I did actually forget about how you can also be the type of friend whom you not only can truthfully understood what exactly we are going through in our very own every day lives respectively not only as individuals but also as a couple; a pair and maybe even a group of friends too as well.
Speaking of friends; I do truthfully miss Allie sometimes as I do miss all of my friends back at home in San Diego and also my younger sister Leilani plus also my god mum; too as well as both of my own birth parents too as well as Paula; Eliza and Vera too as well as the friends I had made back during my grad year at HPU as well.
Honestly; I know God is both a man and a spiritual figure towards of us {Speaking about everyone's sake that is, diary including Logan and mine just in case if you are wondering.] Whom I did have a thought about how he too is a friend to us all as well; meanwhile I'd think I may have to pray to God from both here and my heart plus my voice too as well once I can properly get back home from what feels like a really long journey from Ala Moana Shopping Center and the Beach Park all the way back to Waikiki and to also the apartment where we both are currently living too as well.
Oh diary, what do I really needed to do right now? I know it does feels sincerely hard to actually express what exactly I am going thought but potentially I would truthfully say that I might be feeling potentially pained by the way he had told me about his past on how I shouldn't be laughing at him when he did truthfully call me the word 'Lanikai' which means 'Heavenly sea' in the official Hawaiian Language and honestly; I know I shouldn't be truthfully laughing at him disrespectfully as he did truly told me about how it does actually hit him really close to home in his very own life as his actual long-time ex-girlfriend had actually disrespected him out of nowhere by having to truthfully laughed at him during his lowest points and I do have to truthfully am feeling profoundly angered and hurt by the way she had truthfully laughed at him during his lowest point of his very own life and honestly; this does also gravely upsets me too as honestly; I truthfully don't understand why on earth would people think it is truthfully 'okay' to definitely laugh at someone's pain and instantly dismiss it altogether by deflecting their actions altogether and having to gaslight the other person??
I'm so . . . I'm fiercely feeling infuriated and livid about how on earth we human beings have become such cruel creatures in this world that it's like suddenly became the type of people we don't even recognize ourselves anymore whenever we are looking at the mirror based on the reflection of ourselves; diary, I mean seriously; I'm just feeling truthfully infuriated like why? Why are we even allowing this to be unconditionally enabled and let this to truthfully be carried on over the place?
I'm just feeling truthfully infuriated; diary like honestly; I do wish it is truthfully easy for me to express my own 'true' emotions but I just couldn't. I just felt so . . . I don't know, invalidated? I'm not exactly too sure how to truthfully say how I am currently feeling based on how it is tough for me to simply express my own 'true' emotions based on how I am feeling dejectedly; diary.
I wish we all can be less judgmental and be more compassionate and validating with each other but I don't think it does actually takes an instant and a simple rocket science to definitely create this type of formula but I wouldn't say it is the same as with baking other baked goods as well. [Oops; sorry, Eliza; no 'true' offense and disrespect towards you in general, girly pop!]
Anyway, I did managed to have a decent dinner tonight; not something I am planning on it but because it might take an hour for the both of us to head back from Ala Moana towards our own apartment building plus I know it does feels tough to head back homer but I wouldn't truthfully recommend driving out to somewhere whenever you are feeling emotionally distressed out there to be honest so please make sure you have 2 more people (I'm thinking about both Allie and either perhaps George or someone else that is.) Whom they not only can do the agreement between the both of us on how we both needed the well-deserved and the well-earned space to truthfully cool it off but you may never know; you may also have additional drivers whom they too can actually drive a car too as well [In my own opinion that is to be for sure.] to be honest!
Anyway, I better head off to cover the expansion and meet up with Logan that is--ugh . . . I am not feeling too good about this type of meeting between me and Logan to be honest.
Thus no 'true' offense and also full on level of both the offense and disrespect towards Logan himself but . . I do truthfully wish that relationships doesn't have to be so complex but unfortunately; it does always gets both tough and messy at certain times in our very own lives that is.
Anyway, wish me luck from both you diary and God that is. (Ugh, I am so going to immediately regret this for sure.)"
-
As you head back to the main floor; you suddenly give out a dejected moan where you felt as you wanted to have the space of your own but adding insult into the wound; you had found out your period cramp had returned back but this time with a heavy vengeance towards you that you have to walked over to a hand rail and kneel down to the floor on a single bended knee at the seating area where people can watch the performances from the second floor which they usually call it level 2 however with your menstrual period cramp had returned with a waves of retaliation towards you; suddenly you felt even more drained that even trying to stand back up felt tougher than how it usually is.
With your cramp feeling too intense for you to tolerate; you have no other choice but to walk over the seating area immediately; take a seat instantly and while sitting down in a heavy amount of genuine discomfort; a woman who is walking past by you had noticed how you are feeling the agonizing pain your period cramp had given it to you heavily: she asked a man whom you indeed thought this is her husband to carry the other reusable shopping bags they brought it with them to do their shopping plus he told her to check up on you; she rapidly walked up towards you and exclaimed "Oh no! Ma'am, are you feeling okay? Do you have a stomach upset or something like that?"
"No, ma'am; it . . . it . . . it is . . ."
"It is what, my dear?" She asked you in much lower voice this time to only let you hear both her supportive voice and the way she had lower her volume to let you only hear her.
"I don't mean to ask this but can I only let you know?"
"Sure, no problem; but only towards me, okay, sweetie?" She ask you in a genuinely soothing way just as when she is comforting her own keikis whom unlike adults; whenever they didn't get something they want; they do get feeling distressed at certain times.
When you heard she said the word 'Sweetie' towards you, you felt genuinely comforted and supported by her just as when let you have a private space just for you to speak to her while having the strong feeling of how you truly can properly spoke to her just as when you can truly confide in her since she is an actual mature-aged wahine for you to spoke to her.
"Okay, ma'am: I know this sounds outrageously crazy and all but still . . ."
"Don't worry, young lady; as long as you can confide in me as a wahine then let me know, I promise. Although I couldn't kept secrets at certain times I do have to admit unfortunately but if there is one thing I can let you do is to definitely confide in me; okay? Because I did saw you earlier today when you did have ice-cream with your boyfriend or something like that; I was sitting at another table with my husband as we spoke about we have to ask my sister-in-law to definitely pick up the keikis due to something personal happened at my work place."
"Oh okay, but you didn't have to go into details but okay."
"I know, but I couldn't help myself sometimes; wahine. Tell me, my dear; what is going on with the stomach upset you have; my dear wahine." She replied to you softly; only letting you hear her words this time.
You take an equally deep and sharp breath and told her: "It may sound crazy but I do have my period cramp returning back with a vengeance on it's mind; ma'am."
"Oh no, you have your period cramp; wahine?"
"Mm-hm." You replied while nodding at the same time however you didn't cried where you are feeling truthfully blessed by how you did managed to spoke with another wahine by letting her know that you did have your period arrival by today unexpectedly.
"Oh no, had you called your boyfriend or something like that?"
"No, I truthfully don't think so but honestly; it is . . . complicated between the both of us; Ma'am."
"Oh no, what had happened between the both of you?"
As you explained to her about what had happened earlier today at Ala Moana Beach Park about how the both of you didn't meant to create a scene unexpectedly out of nowhere; she looks truthfully horrified when you told her about the whole story; she shake her own head and said "Oh wahine, you and your boyfriend had so much to make up for it since relationships aren't always perfect as how would the media would always portray; wahine."
"I know, I wish I should have known better." You replied while shaking your own head as you place your own forehead into your own hand despite how you shouldn't be touching your face without even questioning about are your own pair of hands are even clean or not permanently.
"Oh wahine. Maybe you better clean your hands though since I noticed how you are touching your own forehead and I wouldn't truthfully do that if I were you, young wahine." She said while she pulls out a pack of anti-bacterial wipes to wipe the same hand where you had touched your own forehead with it.
"Sorry, Ma'am."
"Don't apologize, Miss. You better call your boyfriend to come and get you or something like that or otherwise people are going to question both me and my husband about why would a matured age couple had to help a single and lonely wahine whom she may have an actual boyfriend on the side however it turns out the both of them have a really complicated relationship between the both of them that is."
"Oh, okay, Ma'am."
"Wait here, I need to find a near by bin to toss in the used wipes while you go call him, okay?"
"Okay, Ma'am. Yes; ma'am."
As she searches for a nearby bin to discard the used piece of the anti-bacterial wipes where she did wiped the hand where you touched your own forehead earlier; you pulled out your Sony Ericsson Metallic Blue T707 Flip Phone to call Logan that you do truthfully needed help urgently just as when your period cramp had become much more painful than it was before.
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"Aloha?"
"Logan?"
"Y/N? Is that you? Are you feeling okay? Where are you now at, wahine?"
"Logan; do you remember the seating area just a floor above near the stage?"
"Yeah, why? What is going on; is everything okay?"
"Logan, I'd think my period cramp had gotten worse; Logan."
"It's getting worse; Logan; my period cramps are . . . getting worse: Logs. It is . . . getting worse and . . . more awful that is."
"Oh no."
With your period cramp had gotten from bad to worse then it had gotten worse than how it was before then all of the sudden; Logan had to rush towards your side despite how he had annoyed countless people as they did truthfully get annoyed with how he is now rushing towards your side as immediately as possible then as the announcer makes an announcement on how the mall is going to close in about 20 minutes time; he did have a thought out of undeniable frustration: 'Argh, why can't simply rush to my girlfriend and let us go home as immediately as possible; let us have another two hour long to let the mall to be remained open--I know this is Hawaii and their own time and all but why the heck you guys should close it so early?? Seriously you should have taken something out of the UAE books as they did usually stayed up late until either midnight or even 1:00 a.m in the morning if they are feeling truthfully lucky that is!'
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By the time when he had reached to second floor where you are now remained in the same seating position as the older lady whom you had learned that her name is Ina had been sitting down by your side along with a man whom he too is also equally and genuinely concerned about you and your well-being status; this is where Logan had assumed that he is her husband since he had to not only held the reusable bags they had brought it with them on their shopping trip but also at the same time; he had been keeping a watchful eye on both his wife and you to make sure that the both of you are feeling truthfully safe while making sure that no one can made an insulting comment about how you had to explain to Ina about your unexpected menstrual period.
"Oh no, I am so sorry: Y/N. Hey, isn't that--?!"
"Who?" Ask the man whom you also learned his name is Adam as he is Ina's long time husband and spouse towards Ina as he is around the same age as her except they both shared a different birthday month--Ina is in late March and Adam's birthday is in early August.
Plus with a confused facial expression; he turned his head around and saw your boyfriend sprinting towards you immediately once he see you with Ina and Adam.
"There he is!" You called to no one in particular just as the announcer made another announcement over the speakers:
"Aloha everyone, ladies and gentlemen: the mall is closing in about 15 minutes."
"Oh come, seriously?! This is so lolo!" Adam protested irritatingly while his wife shakes her head out of frustration and embarrassment while you, on the other hand: you did tried your best to try not to truly let out an angry scream out of nowhere.
"Ridiculous!" calls another kane whom he is walking with a group of people whom they might be their friends.
"15 Minutes?! We just only arrive here for a birthday dinner and a birthday night out!" Protest a wahine whom she is feeling truthfully annoyed by how the P.A Announcer had announced that the Ala Moana Shopping Center are closing in about 15 minutes.
"Crazy!" Protest another person; this time; they are walking with their partner as they both held their respective shopping bags which you assumed they are souvenir gifts for their loved ones whom they are either traveling to Hawaii or otherwise they would have send it to them overseas or perhaps to either Alaska or even one of the 48 mainland state.
"More like ridiculously crazy on a 'No call' by the refs!" Another person added into a slew of endless complaints about how the mall is closing in about 15 minutes while referring to the 'no call' statement made by the game refs on either an American football game; soccer game or perhaps even a basketball game.
Just as when another person added their own complaint by saying the 'F-Bomb'; Adam and Ina glared at the person whom they did dropped the 'F-bomb' out of nowhere while Logan had arrive to your side and asked "Y/N; are you feeling truthfully okay? How are you truthfully feeling?"
You take another deep and sharp breath where after you exhale all you can truthfully reply to Logan's question is "Yeah, I am feeling truthfully okay; Logan; but it is only my period cramp is making it more . . ."
"I know, I know; come on--we need to go back before it is way too little too late." He replied to you softly while holding you under his left muscular arm and Ina does the other on her right arm.
"Don't worry, I'm Adam; Ina's husband." he replied to Logan while to Ina; he announced: "Sweetheart; I'll carry the bags; you go carry Y/N."
"Are you sure?" Ina asked, sounding genuinely worried about her long-time husband and his well-being as well as his pair of his own arms.
"Don't worry, I'll be fine; I'll be okay; don't worry, Ina."
"I know, but I am feeling truthfully worried about you."
"It's okay, I'll head to our car; leave it to me."
"Okay, but can you drive up to the entrance because I don't know if the mall is going to be open any longer or not? I know it maybe only closing at 10 but still . . . I don't truthfully trust how on earth they would sometimes close so early for many of us that is including us and them that is."
"You said it, sure; no worries: I'll drive up to the entrance: okay? Take care of them and be really careful; everyone! Plus good luck as well!" he called before he heads off in a different direction where he is now heading off to where he and his wife had parked at somewhere and meanwhile all three of you had to head off to a lift where people had hastily made way for all three of you to enter the lift ever since she did told them about how you are suffering from a menstrual period.
While cramming into the small lift; a wahine who is around the same age as you asked "Hey, are you feeling truthfully okay? I mean I heard you did have a period cramp or something like that."
"I wish but . . ." You moaned while Ina added "I don't think she is, young lady--unfortunately we really don't know if it is either became tame or not."
"Ouch, ladies period sucks."
"They do always sucked especially for us women like why." Added another wahine whom you did remembered that when you both are at the Yeti Official Flagship store; she was there too as well with one of her friends just as when they are checking out the same reusable water bottle shelf where you and Logan are earlier at there.
"You said it." Said the same wahine whom she had asked you the 'Are you feeling okay' question earlier.
"Mm-hm."
