Disclaimer: I don't own the images plus images goes to @hawaiimensvb from Twitter for both images.
Hey, I know this is a new relatively post for me ever since I prefer to post any of my Rainbow Warriors Fan Fiction on how I enjoyed writing about Austin Matautia on either the writing with the narrator on contemporary writing plus just something I come up with like 'Boy talk in the morning' (I still love this writing so far along with my three part Christmas writing I did as well on this personal blog) however I decided to post this personal life update from my computer.
Anyway, I deleted both Tumblr blogs mostly because I didn't kind of find it exciting anymore ever since I got now a job to support my family from here additionally I also deleted both of the blogs due to my interest of change and when I have a change of interest I don't stay in an interest for long; I move to another interest plus when I enjoyed it--I decided to move to the other interest from the original interest I am used in love with.
Plus I also delete Tumblr for another reason is the negative energy I am getting from it plus with the the addiction to the internet is just like a drug; it can cause a lot of negative effect on you and when this goes untreated; like cancer or any of the incurable disease--it can spread to you all too soon plus you got to do something before it is too late.
Additionally I know this is a difficult time for me to write this ever since today I got my right thigh burned by a hot bowl of soup by my dad who is truly feeling guilty for how all of this event occurred all too soon plus I got to learn to acknowledge the struggle, connect the experience on how others did experience something like this kind of situation and events before plus start to talk kindly to myself on how I can recover this painful scald from a bowl of hot soup!
Okay and I did learn the acknowledge the struggle, connect the experience with others and talk kindly to yourself from a book called 'The art and power of acceptance; your guide to inner peace' by Ashley Davis Bush Licsw who is a psychotherapist with more than 30 years of experience plus she is also a freelance writer , a grief counselor; an expert in stress management; self-care and self compassion as well as being an author of eight self-help books  including the little book of inner peace plus 'The art and power of self-acceptance: Your guide to inner peace' which I personally have plus I need to post it on my Twitter for the image.
Okay, so enough of the rants--the good news is at least I am now learning slowly more and more by the day on self-care plus reading self-help books does really help me a lot especially now I am currently I am now reading two books, one of the books is 'The art and power of acceptance: your guide to inner peace' plus the best seller 'Love for imperfect things'.
Another good news is I have going back to art which is my actual first interest before writing as well as I'll be posting my art on Deviantart from my computer as I need to transfer the images and resize the images additionally there is a new player I am now rooting for on the Rainbow Warrior Men's Volleyball Team.
If any of you do remember 'Boy talk in the morning' as my writing: I do mention Chaz Galloway and now; I am now rooting for him as an instant fan plus thankfully I felt as when I made it to the party just in time unlike just when I get to know Austin Matautia--that was when I am very late to University of Hawaii Rainbow Warriors Men's Volleyball party--I am much earlier to the party this time in my personal opinion plus holy smokes! I am now starting to think Chaz Galloway is one of my favorite volleyball players in the men's category plus he is not the same as Austin Matautia but . . . who cares . . . at least; I am going to root for him from Malaysia.
I don't know when I am ever going to write again however I am still on break but who cares . . . I got bigger concern in my mind.
Plus thank you for reading this long personal rant from life plus I am going to see you all very soon with more writing . . . maybe in February? We'll see it from here . . .
~Admin

