Thursday, December 16, 2021

Late night talk on mental health; mental illness; SAD & experiencing negative feelings (Part 2)-A Chazla Fanfiction

 This is part 2 of the Fan Fiction on how we have a late night talk on what I am going through lately.

This writing is a work of fan fiction however this fan fiction does cope with mentions of Seasonal Affective Disorder, mentions on the signs of becoming burn out; having the suffer from the drainage of energy additionally having to deal with self-abuse on abusing yourself with the positive energy and not having to deal with the negative feelings in our life.

This is the part where she talks about how her own therapist Dr Amy who actually empathizes with her about having to go through the darkness yet feeling unhappy at the same time additionally they are also watching two of the "My Scene" movies on TV while drinking a cup of peppermint tea Chaz had made earlier additionally they talk about life can be dark sometimes in addition to self-abuse on forcing yourself to be positive.

If you or anyone you know had suffered from any signs of distress from; please contact from the list of helpline below.




I don’t own the image on the list of the helplines plus I don’t have the ownership of this image below: credits of the image goes to the original person who created and upload this image on the internet here.


Disclaimer: This is only a work of a fiction therefore there is no need to take it seriously as if this happens in real life.

Late night talk on mental health; mental illness; SAD & experiencing negative feelings [Part 1]-A Chazla Fanfiction

 Author’s note: This writing is (may be) a work of fan fiction however this fan fiction does cope with mentions of Seasonal Affective Disorder, mentions on the signs of becoming burn out; having the suffer from the drainage of energy additionally having to deal with self-abuse on abusing yourself with the positive energy and not having to deal with the negative feelings in our life.

Plus there is a trigger warning on this story; it may contain mentions of Seasonal Affective Disorder; depression as well as having to experience the drainage and burn outs in particular therefore this work of Fan Fiction may not be suitable for younger readers or readers who are very sensitive towards any type of strong topics mentioned here.


If you or anyone you know had suffered from any signs of distress from; please contact from the list of helpline below.


And yes, I did mention the part about how life can be dark sometimes as it is mentioned from a book I did read in particular on “Summer Bird Blue”.


Link to the fan post dialogue I did on my Tumblr on Satou and Allisha talking about being nervous and being prepared for the big games link: 

https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com/post/670245610374529024/nervousness-and-advices-on-preparing-for-a-big


Also I don't own any of the images or claiming that I own the image--credits of the helpline image goes to the original person who did create and upload the image on the internet.





Disclaimer: This is only a work of a fiction therefore there is no need to take it seriously as if this happens in real life.


This is part 1 of the writing here.


Thursday, November 18, 2021

An Unproductive yet an "Okay" Wednesday & Terrible and a bad plus a forgettable Thursday-Personal post

Aloha and welcome back to another personal post where I am going to share about how I have an unproductive Wednesday and a terrible Thursday yet I am so fed up with today mentally and emotionally yet I did go off topic on how I am (Finally!) listening to the songs from Summer Walker's "Still over it" and having to talk about how Colbie Caillat does really soothes you down as you start visualizing a beautiful beach scenery whenever you are listening to any of Colbie Caillat's music as well.


Tumblr: https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com/


Twitter: https://twitter.com/GoallishaPaula


WNBA Tag on Tumblr: https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com/post/668013145163513856/the-wnba-tag


WNBA Tag on my Blogspot: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2021/11/the-wnba-tag.html


Tuesday, November 16, 2021

The WNBA tag

 Author's Note: This is a tag where I am going to do it for the very first time I am going to do it because if anyone remembers the how we used to have the internet tag on 'This or that' or a 'Would you rather' type of personal trivia tag on the internet then you definitely remember what I am talking here and I am going to post it both on here and on my personal blog as well.


Plus all of the answers are based on my own experience and my own personal view.


Additionally feel free to repost and answer those questions personally as long as you give me the credits as I originally do this idea.


Questions will all be in bold and answers will be italic.


Link to my Tumblr: https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com


Link to my Twitter: https://twitter.com/GoallishaPaula

A memorable Sunday; first post on Tumblr and more-Personal post

Disclaimer: This post is mainly based on my own my own view plus I am only writing this from my own point of view plus this post or any of my post are not for profit use.


Update: This post is written on Sunday, November 14th and is edited and published on November 16th or November 17th.


My Tumblr (Mostly Fan Fictions, Fan posts and any pictures I would post it on there): https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com/


My Twitter (My own tweets and tweets I would normally tweet if there is something I want to say on my Twitter): https://twitter.com/GoallishaPaula


My very first personal post I shared on here: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2021/11/first-personal-blog-post-terrible.html


Saturday, November 13, 2021

First personal blog post-A terrible Friday; a talk on empathy and where have I been lately?

Disclaimer: This post is mainly based on my own view plus I am only writing this from my own personal point of view plus this post or any of my post on my blog are not for profit use.


Plus this post is originally written on November 12th then it is written, edited and published on November 13th.


Aloha, and welcome to my very own personal blog I am going to update this is now my official personal blog ever since I had joined Tumblr today plus the link to Tumblr is below just in case if you want to check it out along with my Twitter which now has a new username as well therefore I am going to officially now consider it as my own personal blog here:


Tumblr [Post Fan Fictions and any photos I would like to post it here]: https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com/


Twitter [Tweets about whatever I say the first thing on my mind or something like that]: https://twitter.com/GoallishaPaula


Credits and link to positivepsychology.com on the information of empathy: https://positivepsychology.com/empathy/


Credits and link to psychologytoday.com on the information of empathy: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/empathy


Wednesday, September 22, 2021

Random Untitled Post on something to get off my chest-Personal Update

 Hence what the title had said as I do wanted to get something off my chest plus here is what I am going to say on what is going on in my life here plus I'll do more writing whenever I felt like it because I don't feel writing right here right now additionally it is not so simple to genuinely/ truly/ actually/ truthfully/ sincerely/ faithfully acknowledge/ understand/ know/ realize about what am I going through in real life plus I'd think the world needs more true empathy, validation and hope plus kindness [In a more 'Empathetic' type of way we are talking here] as well. In addition to leaving this image here for my Blog just for now; I am going to do more writing really soon on more Fan Fictions plus I am going to talk more in-depth about toxic positivity [I need to spell 'Positivity' correctly because every time when I type or write 'Toxic positivity' it ends up spelling 'Posivity' which is intensely embarrassing and crazy of me to write/ type this word out]; validation and hope plus empathy as well additionally in the mean time--let's all learn to have real/ true/ genuine/ actual empathy and giving others validation and hope as well plus offering ourselves the self-compassion on the validation and hope additionally the empathy we all truly deserve it here in the world for your true information here.


Credits of all of the images goes to UH Volleyball Fan via YouTube; YouTube: Spectrum Sports Hawaii/ HI; University of Hawaii: University of Hawaii Athletics Department and University of Hawaii  Rainbow Warriors Men's Volleyball Team for all of the images on Chaz Galloway.


Take care of yourself; let's learn how to spread empathy; have self-compassion: validation and hope additionally taking the time to sit in the negative feelings instead of deflecting or ignoring our negative feelings based on what we are going through in our own lives. 


Peace.