"Do I ever cross your mind, do you ever think of me; you better wake up (wake up) reaching out for me (Ohhh): I'm having deja vu (deja vu) . . ."
-Blue Flame Mega~ Deja vu featuring Angela Donna
Author's note: Let's just say I do feel truthfully bad that Liatu didn't get her flowers though while she gets to shine at the L.A Sparks for a short period of time at the game on L.A Sparks vs the Golden State Valkyries game at the 4th quarter plus let's not forget they didn't truthfully celebrate her appearance at the 4th quarter of the game which I had mentioned it earlier on the same game of the L.A Sparks vs Golden State Valkyries and I know it is way too early to definitely say something about Liatu and her status plus the scary part on whether is she either going to permanently make it to the roster of the L.A Sparks or she would have caught the Logan 'axe' by getting w**v*d off since it is a difficult and an equally tough uphill battle for both Liatu and also the rest of the remaining players as already they lost Alyssa Utsby and Anneli Maley which means there are only 16 players left and if they did let her (Liatu) get caught by the 'Logan Axe' by w**v*ng her off permanently then I am going to definitely follow her through Eurobasket or I'm continuing utilizing her as a Fan Fiction Character despite how everyone is going to call me out for this type of action of not knowing she is an actual person and not a fictional character but aloha . . . you can truly say what do you want to say about me utilizing WBB players in general as an inspiration of a fictional characters of a story and all but it doesn't mean I don't truthfully think of them as an actual human being because yes, they are actual human beings but the reason why I did ended up using WBB players more so as the inspirations and ideas of my fictional characters of women/ wahines because one, just as with F1 drivers; I do truthfully drawn to them as both the story inspiration for many of my character ideas as well as having to utilize them as the main protagonists and also antagonists of the stories I would usually wrote it both on here and also on my T*mblr blog as well; secondly; finding inspiration for the 'Fictional' human characters are truthfully difficult for me to find it ever since I am not usually the type of person who usually utilizes countless celebrities as the main characters of the story where I usually wrote them again on both of my personal blog here and also on my main T*mblr blog as well therefore this is where I usually am drawn to the ideas of utilizing athletes as both the main protagonists and also the antagonists as well as the minor characters on many of Fan Fiction stories plus I still don't truthfully understand why would people say something like 'Fan Fictions are so cr**py' when seriously, I do think there are much more creepier things than Fan Fictions in my own opinion which lead me to the third reason on how do I possibly think Fan Fictions can be both a blessing in disguise and also a form creativity apart from original writing stories as well poetries, song-writing and so on and so forth however I don't truthfully understand why people would think Fan Fictions are always a pr*bl*m which makes me want to tell them to truthfully just shut up, stay in their own lane and mind their own business as you know there are countless people who would do writing as both a form of a therapy and also as an outlet where they did wanted to truly express themselves plus having an outlet where they too can learn how to truthfully have a hobby which didn't have to truthfully do anything with their actual work and also as an outlet where they can definitely de-compress and also to de-stress themselves from all of the work they have been doing in their very own every day respective lives as they do and honestly, I do truthfully wish that there are more people whom they can truthfully understood about what does it feels like for them to definitely do a creative project especially when we are truthfully talking about Fan fictions in general.
Plus I know this does feels like a very long rant about my own thoughts on how fan fictions can definitely be both a creative form as well as a creative outlet for so many people in this world as if you are someone who does Fan fictions and fan arts both online and in person then shoutout to you for having to take the time to definitely take the proper time to do both Fan Fictions and Fan art based on the interests you do love the best at heart and so on and so forth to be honest in my own opinion that.
Apart from the rant where I did went on to talk about how Fan Fictions can be a form of creativity as well as an outlet for people where they can do a hobby where it didn't have anything to do with work and so on and so forth; I do want to talk about both the complaint about how there wasn't enough roster expansion as well as how there are way too many talented players whom they have been w**v*d off by the teams as well as how so many of them are truthfully forced to play overseas as well as to search for a mundane jobs to definitely back-up their 'actual' jobs on becoming a professional athletic in a league just like the WNBA where there are only very little amount of roster spots just as the same with F1 and also becoming part of a K-Pop group as well thus this reminds me of how I did truthfully remembered how the training camp does truthfully reminds me of how similar it is to a K-Pop training camp despite how I usually don't follow K-Pop very closely as I would do either with both the WNBA and also F1 as well however it does feels similar especially with the part where the question is 'Are you possibly going to make it or are you going to be eliminated from the team?' Thus I'd think this reminds me of the reality show I did remembered I did watched it online on the 'A2K' which is the same show that actually led to the girl group of V-Cha as potentially, I would have said that they would have a very successful career however with all of the sketchy actions which the company JYP USA did towards all of the V-Cha members including KG whom she not only left the group due to how she had been depleted from the harsh treatment they did treated her and the other members of V-Cha but also at the same time; she filed a 'real' lawsuit to JYP USA for many of the sketchy and abusive actions they did towards both her and the other members of V-Cha which unfortunately this also led to how followed by how a member had tried to harm herself from the abusive treatment as well as having to drove onto the verge of having to take her very own life as well which really makes me feeling truthfully concerned about the remaining members of the V-Cha based on their well-being and their mental health as well ever since I don't truthfully; permanently and also unconditionally want any of them [The remaining members of the V-Cha members] to also face the same abusive treatment where unfortunately they would get exploited by the same staffs of the JYP USA Company whom they did truthfully abuse KG to the point where she has no choice but to leave the group for both her well-being and her safety as well as her very own life which is good because as a person who had experienced abuse in her very own life for a really long time for what feels like both an eternality of a lifetime and also for a very long time yet having to truthfully live in their own shadows as well; i really don't want any of the V-Cha members to truthfully face the same abusive treatment again from the company itself as I do possibly think it might be best to always stay at school; get your education; go get graduated and also get your degree from university or college plus also go get a mundane job where you can live both a normal and an anonymous life without having the concerns of facing the paparazzis whom they simply step into your bubble and simply take pictures of you while you are hitting your lowest point in your very own life: I mean I know I didn't meant to go off topic but you know what had happened with Amanda Brynes whom she had retire from her acting career as an actress at a very early age of 24 and then meanwhile in today's generation, unfortunately Justin Bieber is now heavily suffering from the consequences of how he looked truthfully different from his days of being a young child star with his hit songs from the past of 'One time', 'One less lonely girl': 'Baby': 'Boyfriend' and so on and so forth and seriously; I do really think it is time we needed to take stern actions on those people who would do anything to utilize their kids to exploit them either on the internet or in front of the public eye or perhaps even on the TV cameras; i would say this is where we needed to take stern actions against those people who do anything to exploit kids both in person and online as well. (Thus I can see why I am not actually in family vloggers as I truthfully don't understand why they'll do anything to truthfully exploit their children on camera as well as on the internet and the public eye plus I do truthfully think we need to take stern actions immediately on those who are willing to exploit their children in front of the cameras, the internet and in front of the public eye as well; NO JOKE--I am telling the truthfully about how it isn't truthfully okay to equally tolerate; enable and even also welcome any acts of abuse as well as exploiting children in general while taking an advantage of them as well either online; in person or all of the online as well as this does really infuriates me to be honest as a person and a woman who does truthfully experienced a lifetime span of abuse before in real life form her very own estranged ohana as well as online from people whom dejectedly I hadn't treated them so well thus if I truthfully did this to you online back in the past while you are reading this particular post on my personal blog here then I am truthfully so sorry for having to treated you in a genuinely ill-fated manner in the past plus I do hope we can forgive each other not because of the others sake but more so also for our own sake as well as wishing each other well as well as praying that everyone is doing well in their very own lives in general thus hopefully this can be an actual lesson where we all can learn from this type of life experience where we didn't meant to treat each other in an ill-fated manner therefore let's all forgive each other for both sake NOT for others sake but for also our own sake just as when you reading this to be honest plus I know I didn't meant to definitely went out of topic in this particular post just as when I am writing this author's note however I decided to do it anyway since I know this is a precious lesson we all can truthfully learn from it as we are moving forward with our very own respective lives respectfully and quietly upwards and onwards therefore I am going to truthfully share this part with those of you who does truthfully care about read this part of my author's note of the Fan Fiction on my personal blog here though.
If you truthfully don't care about it then that's majorly fine by me; I am not going truthfully waste anymore of my time to definitely just chase you, beg you for forgiveness and so on and so on and so forth as we are going to quietly move on with our very own respective lives upwards and onwards from here, there and everywhere from there onwards as well.
Also, let's talk about the part with expanding the roster spots as well for all of the thirteen teams and counting especially with the part where I do really want the WNBA League to just expand the roster spots to either 15 spots per team just as when they can add three more roster spots into the mix or otherwise if they truly wanted to expand the team roster spots in the long-term run then I'll say . . . add 6 more roster spots on all of the thirteen teams and perhaps counting on the teams where they could get a team to be honest in total just as when you do need your starting five players to truthfully take their well-earned rest from playing minutes and perhaps hours of playing basketball on the basketball court; then this is where your bench players can come into the picture as they would be taking place of the starting 5 players as to put in the depth for the team and who knows, maybe even more team players equal to a deeper depth for a basketball team to be honest in my own opinion as well.
Anyway, back to the Fan Fiction just as what I would have wrote out of nowhere . . .
Also, both 'Heal the pain' by Nite Owl and also 'Deja Vu' by Blue Flame Mega are a pair of songs I felt as if I had discovered it so many years ago from a video playlist of the 'Winter pop playlist' from a YT channel online called 'Play the music' and sadly, I truthfully don't know what happened to it but honestly: I would do anything to bring it back in just a heartbeat to be honest and also you can imagine those songs are also featured in many of the Hawaii Waves Basketball games as it would have hyped up both the Hawaii waves players and also the Hawaii Waves too from the islands of Hawaii as well. (Not just only Oahu but also the neighboring islands of Maui, Big Island: Kaua'i; Lanai and Molokai as well.)
Plus also loads of sincere and endless apologies if this isn't something you have asked for from me to everyone in general that is but honestly; I am feeling truthfully depleted to the point where I did felt as if I am feeling as if I am nothing towards everyone plus this also reminds me of how Liatu had been feeling way too underrated and highly under-appreciated as well at the same time plus honestly; it really saddens me that she hadn't gotten her flowers while she is truthfully alive, breathing; living and thriving in her very own life as well in my own opinion.
Plus if anyone of you who are reading this particular post did felt truthfully under-appreciated and yet feeling as if they aren't feeling good enough for anyone or anybody; it's okay, I understand because if there is a person and a spiritual figure who does truthfully appreciates you both truthfully and endlessly as well; then I'll say it is definitely God who does truthfully appreciates you endlessly thus don't worry.
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"Do I ever cross your mind, do you ever think of me; you better wake up (wake up); reaching out for me . . ." Your music CD player plays a hip hop music where you did found it on a 'Winter pop and hip hop music compilation- Vol. 1' while you are browsing through the music store of Hungry Ears at the streets of Kaka'ako where you usually went there for Arvo as an alternative location of the Island Vintage Coffee where you usually went there for either breakfast or brunch however it does truthfully tend to get crowded therefore you decided to definitely head to streets of Honolulu where you ended up heading towards the streets of Kaka'ako where they are usually famous for both their street arts as well as an outdoor mall called Salt at Kaka'ako where people would usually went there for a different dining option as well as the shopping option as well since there are so many different places you did as when they do truthfully deserved to be explored around the island of Oahu, Hawaii.
While you are listening to the lyrics of 'Deja Vu' by Blue flame Mega who does the song for his original album featuring Angela Donna whom they did sang the chorus of the song together, you think of how there are certain times when there is a person whom they did truthfully came into your mind whenever you are truthfully doing your chores, your work at the 24-7 Kaimuki Bookstore where you are currently working at there ever since the solid launch of the bookstore; you not only needed to get a job to definitely keep you afloat but also at the same time you also needed somewhere where you can work on all three shifts just in case if you do needed the budget to cover all of your expansions you do needed to urgently cover it while you are living at your apartment which is located at the edge of Waikiki as it is under the shadows of the famous Diamond Head Crater where you usually went there whenever you needed to go for a morning walk with an actual height of how you can see the panoramic views of the cityscape of both Waikiki and her older sister Honolulu as you take the time to breathe in the scenery but also at the same time, you are also keeping yourself in shape as well as staying healthy and alive as well while you are listening to your favorite music from an old iPod you did remember you misplace it somewhere while having a strong feeling on how you did have a thought where you did lost your favorite 'go-to' music player where you have to go to the last resort by having to use your phone to listen to all of your music through your pair of wired noise cancellation headphones where you listened to it while blocking out the outside noise of the people chatters as well as the conversation they would usually have on how are they doing in their very own daily lives as well as the chatters on a hot topic they truthfully spoke about while you are just busy jogging without having to give any attention to their conversations plus although some of your neighbors whom you did recognized them from the first time where you are going to truthfully move into your apartment when it is first brand new as you take on the ownership of the permanently free-hold apartment where you are now living at the area of Waikiki; you didn't even border to get into a conversation where you hadn't got any intention to definitely join into the conversation but you are getting the hang of saying 'Aloha' or 'hi' to them or otherwise just giving them a 'hang loose' or a 'shaka' sign where you only show the little finger and the thumb finger as a sign of saying 'Aloha', 'Hello' or 'Hi' towards the other person as silent way of greeting the other person and vice versa they did the same just as when you did treated them in the way you wanted to be treated and vice versa.
Although there are some who wanted to strike to have a conversation with you however when you placed your favorite pair of wired noise cancellation headphones over your head and ears then this is where you did turned on the noise cancellation mode through it/ the headphones without any second thoughts or hesitations and at first there are some of your neighbors whom they are feeling truthfully skeptical about how you aren't feeling up for an actual conversation between you and them nevertheless after a very long while, they had left you alone and decided to leave you to your devices while you continue on jogging at the marked trail of the famous Diamond Head Crater where you usually do it sometimes when you do needed to definitely clear the air as well as having to go somewhere you can clear your head as well as doing something healthy and also to have an outlet where you can also isolate yourself from certain things which you don't want anything relevant with either work or even other parts of your very own life especially when you do needed an outlet to reconnect with yourself and nature as well.
While you are on usual morning jog; you did truthfully remembered how you and then people whom they used to be part of your very own life had used to went with you towards the Diamond Head Crater and while the jog towards the actual crater is truly high from the starting point; you and the person whom you both have an equally strong, secure and an unconditionally supportive relationship now had a current estranged relationship all thanks to how the both of you had a terrible fallout where it had strained the relationship between the both of you but also at the same time had decided to end their ties with you for good as they even also had decided to call you as an 'estranged stranger whom you used to have company with them'; this is where you noticed how they have deleted any of the posts where the both of you are at and yet they also have changed their phone numbers; using a brand new personal email address as well plus they too also quietly move on with their very own respective lives without even having to take the time to contact you or even having a proper conversation between you and them.
Instead you had became a ghost towards them; just a real life ghost. A ghost of a stranger with memories where you are hoping they can truthfully forgive you not only for your own sake but also for their own sake too as well however instead they never said anything to you, not even a 'hello', 'hi' or an 'aloha' to you.
They just simply hang with the people whom they not only feeling sincerely happier with them but also at the same time; they also felt more happier whenever they are around a group of new people and suddenly; you felt disheartened; isolated; hurt; lost and disconnected from how they are too busy interacting with a group of new people and meanwhile all you can do is to truthfully watch them from a distant while staying in your very own bubble as you suddenly felt lost and isolated from how they are so busy interacting with other people and yet they are feeling happier while you are feeling lost and distant.
You also think about how do they also spoke about the interests which you didn't have any truthful interest in it however you are willing to truthfully listen to them yapping away while you put your pair of wired and noise cancellation headphones down on your pair of shoulders to listen to their yapping away just as all you can do is to truly pretend that it is an interesting conversation where they wanted you to listen to them based on what exactly are they speaking about in the conversation.
However with them moving along to a group of new friends or perhaps a brand new single one-on-one friend whom they can truthfully confide in them as well as putting their full on level of trust towards them; you did felt heartbroken and sad about how you have been feeling replaced by them.
While you quietly continue cleaning your apartment as well as removing any of the items where you and the estranged ex best friend or the estranged family member whom the both of you used to have a close relationship with them; then this is where you decided to definitely take out all of the items where they used to reminded you of the memories of the estranged person whom the both of you used to have a conversation where you did bought them mostly because you did have thoughts about getting the items which does remind you of them as an item where it reminds you of them however instead when you now stare at it; you did felt the painful moment where it does truthfully hurt to see the item where you used to bought the item mostly because of how does it reminds you of the other person whom you used to have a strong, steady; and an unconditionally supportive relationship with them however by the time when they decided to quietly move on from you without letting you know what had happened; then this is where you not only found out days and weeks later on how did they changed over the weeks from how did they no longer wanted associated with you and vice versa; you felt highly misunderstood on how did they truthfully ghosted you but also at the same time; you noticed how they are way too busy with their very own lives and you are also busy with your very own life as well.
"I'm having deja vu . . . Deja vu . . . I'm having deja vu . . . Deja vu . . . Ohhh . . ." Your music CD sang through the speakers while you place a pink teddy bear where you noticed the lingering scent of the Noir Tease where your former and now estranged best friend or family member used to send a pink fluffy teddy bear to you with their signature fruity sweet scent of the Noir Tease had lingered your nose a little bit however smelling the scent of what feels like a painful memory of a person whom the both of you now have an unconditional estranged relationship from the pink fluffy teddy bear makes you want to fling the teddy bear into the half full box where it had written in your hand writing with a Sharpie permanent black marker as it says: "Toys for orphanage shelter" as you are now putting in any items where it does reminds you of the painful memories of the other person whom once upon a time; you used to be close with them and vice versa just as when they did truthfully supported you in so many different ways endlessly however by the time when they started to kept their distant from you, you tried to talk to them and contact them in so many different methods to socialize with them but instead they had given you a cold shoulder and if you did overstep their boundaries; this is where they did ended up snapping at you out of an unexpected rage feeling where they did ended up lashing out towards you but also at the same time; they did ended up hurting you more so than opening themselves up from how you wanted to know what had happened to them out of nowhere.
By the time when you got hurt by the way they lashed out at you; you decided to give them the well-deserved space they did truthfully deserved while keeping your distance as well as blocking their accounts on the social media platforms where you are currently active at there as well as writing in your diary about how do you needed to take the time off from both your technology devices and also focusing on whatever you can control in your very own life; they tried to reach out to you just as when they wanted to sincerely apologize to you however instead you didn't replied to any of their messages, returned back on any of their unanswered calls which most have gone into a voicemail mode in addition to how they had tried to send you an email to let you know they are sincerely sorry for what they had done towards you and already you had seen and heard all of it enough especially after you had gotten hurt by them even if it is the smallest action of how they did truthfully get impatient at you and snapped at you all at the same time as well.
Not only when you did truthfully experienced the hurtful experience of the pain but also experience the hurtful feeling of a heartbreak; you stopped contacting them altogether and also at the same time you have decided to put up your boundaries to let them know you aren't going to truthfully waste your precious time with them by having to continue mending the current demolished bridge of trust between the both of you, but also at the same time you also had enough of how you did kept on enabling the hurtful ways they had treated you throughout the relationship between the both of you and the other person whom the both of you have a permanently estranged relationship between you and them; you not only decided to stop contacting them altogether but also at the same time: you decided to remove them altogether after years, decades and even centuries if having to truthfully staying with them just as when you and your therapist whom you did truthfully confide in them as they did told you about a syndrome called 'Stockholm syndrome' where although they had hurt you time and time again with their dominant power of abuse towards you; you did wanted to leave them but you couldn't sincerely leave them behind permanently in your very own life for the reason that they did offered you something you had longed for a very long time however by the time when they did ended up hurting you for the umpteenth time; this is where you had seen and heard enough of the drama where you are not only enabling the pain and the hurt plus the abusive ways they had treated you in the way you had been treated by them and vice versa plus when you did truthfully defend yourself back from their painful backlash they had reacted towards you and already you had enough of both the abusive ways they had manipulated you but also at the same time when they did ended up hurting you endlessly and yet you also endlessly enabling it to the point where your mind, your heart; your soul and your body couldn't handle it anymore.
You already had enough of it and this is where you decided to end all of the ties with them permanently especially when you couldn't tolerate and kept on enabling both their abusive and controlling ways towards you and everyone else as well.
Plus with the rage and the courage simmering inside you; you decided to pack all of your belongings and moved out to a brand new location where you not only get a brand new apartment of your own but also at the same time; you also have been hired for a brand new job where your new co-workers and manager had welcomed you as one of the ohana member of their own and you not only thanked them endlessly to the point where every day you did wrote it in your diary about how you are feeling truthfully thankful about how you not only have so many simple but the different things you have been praying for it but also at the same time; you had thanked God as well for the lucky stars and blessings he had given it to you every now and then for having the simple things you could have asked for in your very own life.
From the apartment where you are now currently living at now along with a brand new job where you are currently working at the 24-7 Kaimuki bookstore; you hadn't even planned on contacting anyone or anybody while you are learning how to live your life just as today is one and final day breathing; living and perhaps even feeling as when you are thriving in your very own life and you also have too send your prayers of gratitude towards God every single day for both a brand new day and also at the same time; you are also rekindling the love with surfing where once upon a time you used to fell in love with surfing only because you not only proudly live in the island of Oahu, Hawaii but you also fell in love with Hawaii as well as the surfing scene of the islands of Hawaii however by the time when you introduce surfing towards the other person, they are feeling genuinely skeptical about the whole idea of learning how to surf however after a while you completely gave up and consider doing jogging from there onwards.
Now, with the both of you quietly parting ways; you really miss the days where you got a full on amount of endless freedom where you not only can go surfing every morning but also at the same time you can do anything for yourself and not for other people but now, it does feels challenging as you felt as when you did felt their spirit roaming around the apartment.
From the talismans you get to banish the evil spirit to also using crystals with healing properties plus reading the bible; followed by a daily visit to a Church every Sunday morning; you tried but it is still there.
The spirit is still there but why is it still there?
Perhaps does it truthfully misses you or perhaps is there a sign of how the universe if letting you know something is going on between you and the current person whom you have an estranged relationship with them?
Either way, you really have no complete idea what had happened to you as you kept clearing up the items of the apartment which does reminds you of the person whom you have an estranged relationship between you and them.
By the time when 'Deja Vu' had ended on your music CD player; 'Hold on' by Colbie Caillat which is one of your favorite songs you had long forgotten about it by the time when you met the person whom they are now your estranged loved one; you finally take a deep breath as you pulled out the books where they had given it to you as a set of gift to you; you decided to take a picture of the book covers plus writing all of it into your diary about the title references just before you place the stack of books into the box where you have the other stacks of books over there as you wrote in the same black Sharpie marker in your hand writing font which says:
"Books to Kaimuki 24-7 or an outdoor library in Hawaii"
You moaned; you really wanted to let them know that you no longer have any more 'true' feelings towards them and also you are going to toss all of the items and belongings where you not only had been given by the same estranged person with an estranged relationship the both of you currently have it now but also at the same time; you wanted to let them know that you are no longer going to be the same person that you were once used to be; so care-free: full of joy, love; bravery and courage as well as having to experience the unconditional amount of both the love and the support from you however by the time when the both of you changed; neither of you have any plans of reconciliation between the both of you as what once used to be a relationship between the both of you used to be so full of unconditional love, joy and support is now fulfilled with sadness; anger; hurt; grief and pain just as the journey through the seven stages of grief is a challenging one.
But soon as you know it, you will arrive to acceptance; not only by accepting the part where the fate has been sealed between the both of you but also at the same time; you learned how to acknowledge the part where for a very long time you may have been in denial and you couldn't accept it at first however by the time when the rainy cloud has moved aside to made way for both the sunshine and the rainbow; sooner than later: you may never know when God could let you know that he will always be there for you no matter how the current situation is.
Author's note: Okay, this isn't something I had planned out in my very own mind but still; this one does held me very closely to my heart and honestly; I know, estranged relationships does truthfully hurts to be honest but also at the same time; it taught us a lesson where although we couldn't control others for our own sake however I do wanted to truthfully let you all know that it is truthfully okay not to be okay and honestly; I also sincerely apologize for how it does feels unintentional of me to definitely do this type of writing on my personal blog here however I decided to do something different plus don't worry about the 'Doing your manicures and pedicures with the F1 drivers' as they would do it as a D.I.Y at home type of project where the female reader would return home from her own work where she found out that he decided to give her a special surprise plus speaking of; it does truthfully reminds me of another surprise of how George Russell has so many votes and Estie has the lowest amount of votes from everyone plus honestly: I am wondering like 'what is going on? Did everyone didn't want someone like Estie to do your manis and pedis?' Perhaps maybe he isn't the type of kane whom you possibly think he could do your manicures and pedicures? Thus either way, maybe I could still do a special one for Esteban Ocon because 1; he does truthfully deserve the unconditional amount of love from us and 2; he is such a wonderful and an optimistic type of kane/ guy as well plus thirdly, why are there so less votes for Estie Bestie? Also, I apologize if this isn't the post you all wanted it to happen however consider this as a 'Original writing post' where I am only practicing something new and yet trying out something different as well.
Anyway send prayers to Liatu to make sure she can truly make it to the finalized and the permanent version of the L.A Sparks team roster as honestly; I do really think she does have the actual potential to make it to the team plus . . . on a serious note: I know I shouldn't be getting ahead of myself; getting my own hopes up and also at the same time putting up such a high and also an unreachable level of expectations on her thus I am so sorry about that but I am so crestfallen when it comes to her getting the Logan 'axe' by getting w**v*d off as I really did wanted her to make sure she can make it to the finalized version of the actual team roster permanently for real!
Anyway, sorry if this is a very long post however I got loads of things to say it on here to be honest so sorry about that and I do have to truly admit; I am feeling truthfully unhinged this morning when I wrote this up to be honest.
See you all on the other side and keep on surfing both online and in person.
