My personal writing blog on fan fictions, miscellaneous posts and personal updates.
Saturday, 31 May 2025
Photo post- Chapter 8 of Paula's universe and the details for my up and coming writing project-Paula's version
Tuesday, 27 May 2025
Taking care of you-PMS edition- GR 63 x a wahine reader fan fiction
Author's note: Decided to do a different driver of 'Taking care of you-PMS edition' but this time with George Russell and wahine reader whom I am going to utilize Alyssa Utsby as the face claim of George Russell's girlfriend ever since I do truthfully think she is one of those wahine whom she does definitely deserved to be on a WNBA Team to be honest. (If there are additional team roster spots on all 13 current active team in total as I spoke about it then I would say Alyssa; Liatu [My wahine]; Anneli and Aari are all going to be an instant add to the L.A Sparks team in my own opinion.)
On a different note; yes, I did mentioned both Logan and his GF as an honorable mention ever since she is one of those GFs and also he [Logan Sargeant] I used to do so much writing projects on them thus I decided to add them as an honorable mention in this particular fan fiction.
Also, wahine reader is an American wahine while George is a British kane.
Wahine- Woman
Kane- Man
Face claim: Alyssa Ustby but for her voice; you can imagine she has a similar voice to Nolee's voice from the 'My Scene goes Hollywood' movie if you did truthfully remembered it properly.
Also disclaimers as usual: All events and settings are entirely fictional in all of my Fan fictions I did wrote it therefore there is no need to take this seriously as if it does happens in real life.
Plus pictures aren't mine and I don't own any of them or all of them.
Also; don't re-upload or cross post this particular fan fiction of mine especially to AO3 and don't re-upload any of the pictures to P*nt*r*st.
Credits to George Russell & Alyssa Ustby for all of the pictures.
Thursday, 22 May 2025
Paula's original fan fiction project- A typical mundane and a daily morning of a wahine reader in the island of Oahu, Hawaii - A LS2 x wahine reader Fan fiction-Paula's version
Author's note: It's finally here, I have decided to do a writing which does feels as an actual 'palette cleanser' after having to did an angsty writing project where it does feels truthfully angsty on it's own as a 'stand-alone': individual writing project which I did it as an actual way to cope with all of the pain I did have to truthfully went through in my very own life plus since she is making an actual comeback by having to truthfully be an actual hardship contract by a team where I had been praying for while to make sure she can definitely get the 'true' chance to truthfully prove herself that she is an actual player where she can truthfully prove herself that she can be the player whom she is a true player who is 'a force to be reckon with' and honestly: I am praying that she can definitely prove to everyone she can definitely be an actual player whom she is an actual 'force to be reckon with' with everyone as well as the same team whom they did drafted her in this year of the draft pick.
Anyway, I am not going to reveal any spoilers here however on the footnotes of this particular blog post on my personal blog here would reveal some of the spoilers I'd think I might have spilled it out of nowhere from last night just as when I am completing this particular writing project last thus consider this as an actual 'palette cleanser' of a writing project based on what I am doing with some of the up and coming projects where I couldn't truthfully guarantee any 'actual' promises on what is going to happen next but consider both an actual 'palette cleaner' and also a 'gap filler' where I'll be taking the time to do more on the up and coming writing projects despite how I can't guarantee any promises on what is going to happen next but in the meantime; enjoy this writing project from me to everyone that is.
Disclaimers: This particular fan fiction of mine are entirely fictional and all of the events in this particular fan fiction are entirely fictional as well as the settings therefore there is no need to take this seriously as if this does truthfully happens in real life obviously.
Plus also, none of the pictures are mine and I don't own any of them as well plus full-on original picture credits to Nailbook Japan, Liatu King; ND WBB plus everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well on all of the pictures I've found it on here.
Also, don't re-post; translate and repost, copy or plagiarize this particular writing project of mine to AO3 and don't re-upload any of those pictures to P*nt*r*st as well; thank you very much.
Official face claim for this particular fan fiction: my wahine whom she finally got an 'emergency' hardship contract I have been praying for a while definitely (Plus also, thank you God for hearing my prayers; sending truthful, endless apologies and also well-wishes to the injured players on this particular West coast team where they had drafted her in third round of this year's draft pick event) in addition to also the wahine whom I'd think i did truthfully manifested them (The team) to pick her up and give her a second chance by the way.
Trigger warnings: none which is good news for this particular fan fiction obviously so yay! (For this particular fan fiction of mine which doesn't have any trigger warnings in a long while except for the part where she the wahine reader is only clad in a pair of sports inner top and a pair of surf shorts throughout half of the story but otherwise none at all in this particular fan fiction of mine to be honest; everyone.)
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Saturday, 17 May 2025
Trapped in a nightmare- a LS2 and a wahine reader Fan Fiction- Read author's note first-TW
Author's note: It's finally here! I did a contemporary Fan fiction in the angst category but with the comfort elements being added in there.
Plus there is a Coco Sargeant first cameo appearance on this particular fan fiction I did as well a few days ago.
Also because there are mentions of dark and scary elements being added into this particular Fan Fiction; therefore if you are feeling truthfully uncomfortable reading the dark parts of this particular fan fiction then please keep scrolling to the 'Not so scary' part but if you do feel truthfully triggered then please don't read this particular Fan Fiction very late at night ever since this is where I do mentioned there are going to be nightmares in this particular fan fiction alone.
So again, as I am going to say this again: this particular Fan Fiction does have triggering and dark elements where the reader (Which it is you whom you are reading this particular fan fiction of mine) does have a nightmare of hers then again: if you are feeling truthfully uncomfortable reading this particular fan fiction then please don't read this particular fan fiction very late at night thus there will be nightmares if you did it so very late at night but if you are feeling truthfully uncomfortable reading this particular fan fiction of mine altogether all because of the triggering and the dark elements I had wrote it on this particular fan fiction then please don't read this particular fan fiction of mine if you are feeling triggered by the dark and uncomfortable elements I have added in this particular fan fiction on here.
Also for the bedroom picture, you can truly imagine it as an actual preference of where they both slept together at a very seldom time as usually the both of them are sleeping separately in their own separate bedroom at the wahine reader's own (*Gasp* permanently freehold Waikiki) apartment where she did truthfully take on the full-on ownership of the permanently freehold Waikiki apartment where it is located at the foothills of the famous Diamond Head Crater.
Music to be played for this particular fan fiction (Well, if you dare to truthfully read it and listen to a song at the same time):
~Disturbia- Rihanna (I'd think there is also a different version by a rock band which i did remembered it from a '*MEP- DA2MV- Disturbia' with an altered version in the background NOT sped up or slowed but altered.)
-Sweet dreams- Beyonce
*MEP- DA2MV- Multi-editors project-Disney and Anime [Fan-made] music video
Trigger warnings: Mentions of nightmare, predatory behavior: kidnapping (Being held captive in a glass sphere); mention of Stockholm syndrome and drowning in reader's nightmare. [Plus full-on usage mention of Y/N very heavily as well in this particular contemporary angst [With comfort elements] fan fiction of mine.]
Disclaimers: This particular Fan Fiction project are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to truthfully take it really seriously as if it does truthfully happens in real life obviously.
Also, please don't re-post this to another platform especially to AO3 where it is considered to be a h*lls*t* along with P*nt*r*st where I had to warn everyone not to re-upload any of the pictures to P*nt*r*st.
Also, I don't own the pictures and they aren't mine.
Credits to Liatu King and Logan Sargeant for all of the pictures as well as everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.
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Wednesday, 14 May 2025
Paula's thoughts- Paula's version of the L.A Sparks Team and other personal thoughts about improvements on the WNBA and more
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Notes of disclaimers: All thoughts are entirely based on my own thoughts alone because I do have so much to say intensely about what is going on with the WNBA league and how they needed a critical amount of improvements and honestly, all thoughts below as well as the version of the L.A Sparks Team Roster I had truthfully arranged are heavily reflected and also it is all entirely based on my own thoughts alone but if you do truly disagree (Or agree to disagree) with me then that is fine— feel sincerely free to truly disagree with me and my own thoughts all you want but don't be sincerely both equally both rude and disrespectful towards me all you want thus if you do then I'll immediately block and report you for both taunting me in a sabotaging type of way plus sending me the hate as well as 'cancelling me' and also destroying me and my online presence as well plus I'll also do both the blocking and reporting for my own protection as well by the way.
Thus I do truthfully hope you can be sincerely be equally kind, respectful and understanding towards others unconditionally in every steps of the way and may God bless you and supports you unconditionally in every steps of the way indefinitely plus hopefully you all have a wonderful morning, afternoon; evening or night wherever you are in the world, mahalo nui loa and thank you very much.
Also pictures aren't mine and I don't own them.
Credits to the original people whom they did their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.
Plus also do better or scare more people; WNBA.
Thursday, 8 May 2025
An original writing from Mel/ Paula-a story inspired by a song- no.1-Deja Vu by Blue Flame Mega and other stuff
"Do I ever cross your mind, do you ever think of me; you better wake up (wake up) reaching out for me (Ohhh): I'm having deja vu (deja vu) . . ."
-Blue Flame Mega~ Deja vu featuring Angela Donna
Author's note: Let's just say I do feel truthfully bad that Liatu didn't get her flowers though while she gets to shine at the L.A Sparks for a short period of time at the game on L.A Sparks vs the Golden State Valkyries game at the 4th quarter plus let's not forget they didn't truthfully celebrate her appearance at the 4th quarter of the game which I had mentioned it earlier on the same game of the L.A Sparks vs Golden State Valkyries and I know it is way too early to definitely say something about Liatu and her status plus the scary part on whether is she either going to permanently make it to the roster of the L.A Sparks or she would have caught the Logan 'axe' by getting w**v*d off since it is a difficult and an equally tough uphill battle for both Liatu and also the rest of the remaining players as already they lost Alyssa Utsby and Anneli Maley which means there are only 16 players left and if they did let her (Liatu) get caught by the 'Logan Axe' by w**v*ng her off permanently then I am going to definitely follow her through Eurobasket or I'm continuing utilizing her as a Fan Fiction Character despite how everyone is going to call me out for this type of action of not knowing she is an actual person and not a fictional character but aloha . . . you can truly say what do you want to say about me utilizing WBB players in general as an inspiration of a fictional characters of a story and all but it doesn't mean I don't truthfully think of them as an actual human being because yes, they are actual human beings but the reason why I did ended up using WBB players more so as the inspirations and ideas of my fictional characters of women/ wahines because one, just as with F1 drivers; I do truthfully drawn to them as both the story inspiration for many of my character ideas as well as having to utilize them as the main protagonists and also antagonists of the stories I would usually wrote it both on here and also on my T*mblr blog as well; secondly; finding inspiration for the 'Fictional' human characters are truthfully difficult for me to find it ever since I am not usually the type of person who usually utilizes countless celebrities as the main characters of the story where I usually wrote them again on both of my personal blog here and also on my main T*mblr blog as well therefore this is where I usually am drawn to the ideas of utilizing athletes as both the main protagonists and also the antagonists as well as the minor characters on many of Fan Fiction stories plus I still don't truthfully understand why would people say something like 'Fan Fictions are so cr**py' when seriously, I do think there are much more creepier things than Fan Fictions in my own opinion which lead me to the third reason on how do I possibly think Fan Fictions can be both a blessing in disguise and also a form creativity apart from original writing stories as well poetries, song-writing and so on and so forth however I don't truthfully understand why people would think Fan Fictions are always a pr*bl*m which makes me want to tell them to truthfully just shut up, stay in their own lane and mind their own business as you know there are countless people who would do writing as both a form of a therapy and also as an outlet where they did wanted to truly express themselves plus having an outlet where they too can learn how to truthfully have a hobby which didn't have to truthfully do anything with their actual work and also as an outlet where they can definitely de-compress and also to de-stress themselves from all of the work they have been doing in their very own every day respective lives as they do and honestly, I do truthfully wish that there are more people whom they can truthfully understood about what does it feels like for them to definitely do a creative project especially when we are truthfully talking about Fan fictions in general.
Plus I know this does feels like a very long rant about my own thoughts on how fan fictions can definitely be both a creative form as well as a creative outlet for so many people in this world as if you are someone who does Fan fictions and fan arts both online and in person then shoutout to you for having to take the time to definitely take the proper time to do both Fan Fictions and Fan art based on the interests you do love the best at heart and so on and so forth to be honest in my own opinion that.
Apart from the rant where I did went on to talk about how Fan Fictions can be a form of creativity as well as an outlet for people where they can do a hobby where it didn't have anything to do with work and so on and so forth; I do want to talk about both the complaint about how there wasn't enough roster expansion as well as how there are way too many talented players whom they have been w**v*d off by the teams as well as how so many of them are truthfully forced to play overseas as well as to search for a mundane jobs to definitely back-up their 'actual' jobs on becoming a professional athletic in a league just like the WNBA where there are only very little amount of roster spots just as the same with F1 and also becoming part of a K-Pop group as well thus this reminds me of how I did truthfully remembered how the training camp does truthfully reminds me of how similar it is to a K-Pop training camp despite how I usually don't follow K-Pop very closely as I would do either with both the WNBA and also F1 as well however it does feels similar especially with the part where the question is 'Are you possibly going to make it or are you going to be eliminated from the team?' Thus I'd think this reminds me of the reality show I did remembered I did watched it online on the 'A2K' which is the same show that actually led to the girl group of V-Cha as potentially, I would have said that they would have a very successful career however with all of the sketchy actions which the company JYP USA did towards all of the V-Cha members including KG whom she not only left the group due to how she had been depleted from the harsh treatment they did treated her and the other members of V-Cha but also at the same time; she filed a 'real' lawsuit to JYP USA for many of the sketchy and abusive actions they did towards both her and the other members of V-Cha which unfortunately this also led to how followed by how a member had tried to harm herself from the abusive treatment as well as having to drove onto the verge of having to take her very own life as well which really makes me feeling truthfully concerned about the remaining members of the V-Cha based on their well-being and their mental health as well ever since I don't truthfully; permanently and also unconditionally want any of them [The remaining members of the V-Cha members] to also face the same abusive treatment where unfortunately they would get exploited by the same staffs of the JYP USA Company whom they did truthfully abuse KG to the point where she has no choice but to leave the group for both her well-being and her safety as well as her very own life which is good because as a person who had experienced abuse in her very own life for a really long time for what feels like both an eternality of a lifetime and also for a very long time yet having to truthfully live in their own shadows as well; i really don't want any of the V-Cha members to truthfully face the same abusive treatment again from the company itself as I do possibly think it might be best to always stay at school; get your education; go get graduated and also get your degree from university or college plus also go get a mundane job where you can live both a normal and an anonymous life without having the concerns of facing the paparazzis whom they simply step into your bubble and simply take pictures of you while you are hitting your lowest point in your very own life: I mean I know I didn't meant to go off topic but you know what had happened with Amanda Brynes whom she had retire from her acting career as an actress at a very early age of 24 and then meanwhile in today's generation, unfortunately Justin Bieber is now heavily suffering from the consequences of how he looked truthfully different from his days of being a young child star with his hit songs from the past of 'One time', 'One less lonely girl': 'Baby': 'Boyfriend' and so on and so forth and seriously; I do really think it is time we needed to take stern actions on those people who would do anything to utilize their kids to exploit them either on the internet or in front of the public eye or perhaps even on the TV cameras; i would say this is where we needed to take stern actions against those people who do anything to exploit kids both in person and online as well. (Thus I can see why I am not actually in family vloggers as I truthfully don't understand why they'll do anything to truthfully exploit their children on camera as well as on the internet and the public eye plus I do truthfully think we need to take stern actions immediately on those who are willing to exploit their children in front of the cameras, the internet and in front of the public eye as well; NO JOKE--I am telling the truthfully about how it isn't truthfully okay to equally tolerate; enable and even also welcome any acts of abuse as well as exploiting children in general while taking an advantage of them as well either online; in person or all of the online as well as this does really infuriates me to be honest as a person and a woman who does truthfully experienced a lifetime span of abuse before in real life form her very own estranged ohana as well as online from people whom dejectedly I hadn't treated them so well thus if I truthfully did this to you online back in the past while you are reading this particular post on my personal blog here then I am truthfully so sorry for having to treated you in a genuinely ill-fated manner in the past plus I do hope we can forgive each other not because of the others sake but more so also for our own sake as well as wishing each other well as well as praying that everyone is doing well in their very own lives in general thus hopefully this can be an actual lesson where we all can learn from this type of life experience where we didn't meant to treat each other in an ill-fated manner therefore let's all forgive each other for both sake NOT for others sake but for also our own sake just as when you reading this to be honest plus I know I didn't meant to definitely went out of topic in this particular post just as when I am writing this author's note however I decided to do it anyway since I know this is a precious lesson we all can truthfully learn from it as we are moving forward with our very own respective lives respectfully and quietly upwards and onwards therefore I am going to truthfully share this part with those of you who does truthfully care about read this part of my author's note of the Fan Fiction on my personal blog here though.
If you truthfully don't care about it then that's majorly fine by me; I am not going truthfully waste anymore of my time to definitely just chase you, beg you for forgiveness and so on and so on and so forth as we are going to quietly move on with our very own respective lives upwards and onwards from here, there and everywhere from there onwards as well.
Also, let's talk about the part with expanding the roster spots as well for all of the thirteen teams and counting especially with the part where I do really want the WNBA League to just expand the roster spots to either 15 spots per team just as when they can add three more roster spots into the mix or otherwise if they truly wanted to expand the team roster spots in the long-term run then I'll say . . . add 6 more roster spots on all of the thirteen teams and perhaps counting on the teams where they could get a team to be honest in total just as when you do need your starting five players to truthfully take their well-earned rest from playing minutes and perhaps hours of playing basketball on the basketball court; then this is where your bench players can come into the picture as they would be taking place of the starting 5 players as to put in the depth for the team and who knows, maybe even more team players equal to a deeper depth for a basketball team to be honest in my own opinion as well.
Anyway, back to the Fan Fiction just as what I would have wrote out of nowhere . . .
Also, both 'Heal the pain' by Nite Owl and also 'Deja Vu' by Blue Flame Mega are a pair of songs I felt as if I had discovered it so many years ago from a video playlist of the 'Winter pop playlist' from a YT channel online called 'Play the music' and sadly, I truthfully don't know what happened to it but honestly: I would do anything to bring it back in just a heartbeat to be honest and also you can imagine those songs are also featured in many of the Hawaii Waves Basketball games as it would have hyped up both the Hawaii waves players and also the Hawaii Waves too from the islands of Hawaii as well. (Not just only Oahu but also the neighboring islands of Maui, Big Island: Kaua'i; Lanai and Molokai as well.)
Plus also loads of sincere and endless apologies if this isn't something you have asked for from me to everyone in general that is but honestly; I am feeling truthfully depleted to the point where I did felt as if I am feeling as if I am nothing towards everyone plus this also reminds me of how Liatu had been feeling way too underrated and highly under-appreciated as well at the same time plus honestly; it really saddens me that she hadn't gotten her flowers while she is truthfully alive, breathing; living and thriving in her very own life as well in my own opinion.
Plus if anyone of you who are reading this particular post did felt truthfully under-appreciated and yet feeling as if they aren't feeling good enough for anyone or anybody; it's okay, I understand because if there is a person and a spiritual figure who does truthfully appreciates you both truthfully and endlessly as well; then I'll say it is definitely God who does truthfully appreciates you endlessly thus don't worry.
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Monday, 5 May 2025
The official L.A Sparks game schedule; team roster updates and personal thoughts- Paula's version
Aloha,
here are the actual schedule for the up and coming L.A Sparks games as honestly; I thought why not I decided to to let you all know when the games are going to truly air from the original time to the Hawaii time as well.
Plus ever since I did the last post on a 'WIP' of a writing project on my current writing project I am putting it on hold: I'd think I am not feeling too happy with the mistake I did as a blogger on the last post I did it on my personal blog so I truthfully apologize for the reckless mistake I did by publishing it out of the uncontrolled rage I did experienced it on that day so I sincerely apologize for doing that mistake however speaking of unpleasant news no-one wants to truthfully hear: L.A had to sadly say 'Thank you and goodbye' to two players they have to waive off from the roster which originally have 18 players in total however with the removal and waiving of both Anneli Maley and Alyssa Utsby; then this means there are 16 players in total and that really truthfully concerns me ever since I have been feeling anxious and yet I am also on an unconditional waves of prayers where I am now truthfully praying that Liatu King who is my actual wahine I am definitely rooting for her to be part of the permanent and the finalized version of the team roster as well as Sarah Ashlee Barker whom I possibly think S.A.B (S.A.B is short for Sarah Ashlee Barker) she might make it to the roster but Liatu? This is going to be an uphill battle especially with their first pre-game is going to be on May 16th as during the time when I am truthfully doing this particular post online then you know we are only 11 days away from the first game of both the *Golden State Valkyries and also the L.A Sparks as I'd think this is going to be a challenge for both of them especially we really don't know which one of the players are going to be made into the 12 permanent roster spot as we are only 11 days away from the very first game of the Valkyries vs Sparks to be honest.
Plus I really didn't want to sound truthfully selfish and all but I do truthfully want to see Liatu to be added to the finalized version of the team roster for the L.A Sparks however I am going to keep a close eye on it while I did have to hold onto my X account which I am feeling sincerely unhappy about the idea of holding onto an X account on a platform where it does feels truthfully toxic and demonic at the same time if you ask me about the social media platform on X; unfortunately I still don't sincerely understand why there are people who still have to hold onto their accounts on X which to me now, it is 'truly' an actual toxic social media platform ever since the supervillain of El*n M*sk who is the same man whom he worked with the current angry president (UGH.) of the USA had taken over the ownership of originally used to be a popular social media platform called Twitter and by the time when the evil kane who works alongside the evil, angry and the nasty president man whom unfortunately he is now the current USA president had taken over the platform; changed the name to "X" and adding the changes into the mix; ugh, it does really makes me truthfully wish that more people can made the permanent move to Bluesky which is an alternative platform to both X and 'Threads' thus I would definitely say as with my current experience of X had been changing: I would say I much preferred a platform just like Bluesky anyway and any day to be honest these days based on my personal experience.
Anyway, mahalo to those who given me a 'follow' on my Bluesky account plus also those who 'liked' my 'Palette cleanser' post on how I would say I did posted a 'Palette cleanser' post on Liatu king via my Bluesky so thank you so much for those who take the time to interact and giving your 'free' contribution to my Bluesky account.
On a different note: I did my best to definitely share the schedule of this year's game schedule for this year of 2025 for the L.A Sparks where I did tried my best to definitely share the accurate time as I did my research on converting it into the actual times in Hawaii ever since I did wanted to let everyone know what the actual game time is going to be truthfully aired in the islands of Hawaii ever since I did tried my best to do it so but if they are incorrect then I am sincerely so sorry about that plus also forgive me the mistakes I did ended up making this particular blog on here.
[*Author's note: Speaking of the Golden State Valkyries; I truthfully don't completely understand why they would waive off Shyanne Sellers who is a very good player as a combo guard type of basketball player as I possibly think this may have something to with either the limited amount of roster spot they have which I'd think 12 roster spots are just too few as selfishly I do wanted more roster spots on either 3 more to either become 15 more spots or otherwise if they want more then why not 18 then? Add more team roster spot then the more players you got on the team; then you got more players to become the reinforcements for the players whom they do usually played for a long period of time then this is where they do have the bench players where they can add more in depth not only for the team but at the same time they can also let the starting players to rest up as well thus when you got more players on your team then why not utilize the bench players then when you let the starting players take a well-deserved rest from all of the play-time they did throughout all 4 of the quarters.]
All original times are from the California time or from the Pacific time as I did my research on converting the time from the original time in both Los Angeles and the Pacific time at there as well to the actual times at the islands of Hawaii as I meant all of the islands of Hawaii and not just only Oahu alone as I am counting Kaua'i, Maui: Big island: Lanai and Molokai as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own the pictures and they aren't mine.
Notes: 'This particular dark blue' are all for away games; 'this light blue' are for all of the home games are they playing in.
Credits goes to L.A Sparks and everyone whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.
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