Disclaimer: All of the thoughts and facts I have mentioned below are entirely based on my own thoughts alone and it is also reflected on all of my own personal thoughts I do have it from my very own real life as well.
*Also, I said 'Allegedly' one some of the facts I had mentioned it in this particular post on my personal blog here because firstly; because I am not a mental health expert nor I am a magician or a doctor who does truthfully know about my mental health as I'd think this is one where I'll have to plan on both consulting and checking with a professional mental health expert to see if I did have any clear symptoms of both the Winter Seasonal Affective Disorder a.k.a Winter SAD plus perhaps also on checking in with them on whether do I ever have any clear symptoms of BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) which is one of my biggest concern and biggest scare to truthfully worry about in my very own life.
Plus if you want more information about the symptoms of BPD as a 'true' resource from me to everyone plus also from them as well; then please feel free to check those links out and read all about it (Plus helplines might be available there however unfortunately; it is only the selected countries it does have the helpline so I may want to do more research for the other countries therefore please consider be patient with me thus I can't always post on blog here and Tumblr every single day despite how I am always chronically online therefore you might want to be patient with me.)
On another note: This post isn't truthfully sponsored nor any of the links are afflicted with this particular blog post or my personal blog.
Plus please don't use this post or my personal blog as a substitute for an actual therapy with a professional whom they are a mental health expert thus it is very important to truthfully consult a mental health expert to make sure you can check in with them on both your well-being, mental health; helping you with the analyzation in your own mental health in addition to giving you the tools and building you and your very own life up from the rock bottom.
I am only sharing the links just so if you or anyone whom you know did have any symptoms of BPD or if you want to learn more about the BPD, the sources are available below:
Mayo Clinic on the symptoms of BPD and helplines (USA): https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20370237
Psychcentral (USA and worldwide): https://psychcentral.com/disorders/borderline-personality-disorder/symptoms#treatment
NHS (UK): https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/symptoms/
Cleveland Clinic (USA): https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/9762-borderline-personality-disorder-bpd
National Institute Of Mental Health (NIH-USA): https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/borderline-personality-disorder
Helpguide (USA, helplines are also available for UK, Australia; Canada and India as well): https://www.helpguide.org/mental-health/personality-disorders/borderline-personality-disorder
Healthdirect (Australia): https://www.healthdirect.gov.au/borderline-personality-disorder-bpd
Psychology Today (USA): https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/borderline-personality-disorder
Wikipedia (Worldwide but it is only the information but no helplines unfortunately): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder
Harvard Health (USA): https://www.health.harvard.edu/a_to_z/borderline-personality-disorder-a-to-z
Mindcology on the symptoms of BPD in men: https://mindcology.com/16-signs-of-borderline-personality-disorder-in-men/
Psychmechanics on the symptoms of BPD in women: https://www.psychmechanics.com/symptoms-of-bpd-in-females/
Anyway. here are the few fun facts about me or more realistically, I would say there are certain facts you may want to get to know me when you are meeting me either in person or online; there are the certain things you may to perhaps know me better however it's not always going to truthfully be very pretty ever since it does also get truthfully ugly as well therefore you want to be truthfully be prepared for what I did wrote on this particular post online.
Plus also no 'true' offense to anyone in general especially when you are truthfully reading this particular post about getting to know me better ever since I am not usually the type of person who would take the time to sit down and write down a personal blog post where I do get vulnerable and also at the same time when I do truthfully open myself towards other people about what exactly going through in my very own life however for those of you whom you had not only interacted with both my blogs and also at the same time reading any of my blog posts on my personal blog then you know I did get vulnerable on some of my very own life update posts I did posted it online here and on my Tumblr as well therefore this another post where I too might get vulnerable and also at the same time where I am going to share the true fun facts about me therefore you might want to proceed with caution when you are reading those fun facts about me especially when I did mentioned some of the parts where it could be challenging to definitely understand what exactly talking about here.
Anyway, I'll see you on other side.
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~I am not an actual morning person ever since mornings and I--we don't usually go hand in hand as usually I do always get groggy; tired and exhausted easily in the morning.
~But I wouldn't say I am a night time person either thus . . . realistically, I am more of exhausted pigeon truthfully ever since I do work as both a reception; a cleaner and also a part time nurse as well at the family's clinic where it is a Traditional Chinese Medicine clinic where we (An older estranged female family member who is manager, doctor and perhaps HR as well.) are currently working at there now.
~Winter is one of my least favorite season and honestly; I truthfully disliked winter season not only because it does truthfully get dark easily but also at the same time; it is the same season where I do truthfully get very tired and yet I am feeling miserable at the same time as well since I may consider I might have an undiagnosed winter Seasonal Affective Disorder or Winter SAD which is short for Seasonal Affective Disorder in the winter season *allegedly.
~Speaking of favorite seasons; I would I definitely enjoyed the spring and summer season not only both of the season does have the long amount of daylights but also at the same time I'd think those are the two seasons which I did felt energized the most and meanwhile when it comes to the fall/ autumn season; I would say it is a 50-50 when it comes to the fall-autumn season ever since I don't usually have any strong feelings towards the fall-autumn season therefore let's just say both of my favorite season are definitely spring and summer not only both of the season have longer amount of daylights except at the same time; I would say I am also feeling truthfully energized too as well during the spring and summer season.
~Another alleged fact about me is definitely how I did truthfully noticed when I did have symptoms of BPD which does truthfully concerned me ever since I am not feeling truthfully too sure whether is it true or false on the part where i did have any of the clear symptoms of BPD which I know one of them are definitely the impulsive behavior and also the intense fear of abandonment which I did truthfully noticed it as I got older as it does really worries me that it might be either be true or not thus this is the one fact I may have said it might be more of an alleged fact and not so much of true fun fact about me because this one I might want to seek a professional help from a professional therapist whom they are mental; health experts on analyzing the mental health and the wellbeing of a person as sometimes we may not know how they are the unsung heroes of helping us out with our mental health and well-being yet giving us the tools based on how they can actually help us getting back on our feet and also at the same time; helping us by rebuilding our very own lives from the rock bottom in addition to giving us the tools we can definitely build our very own lives plus they too can also become the person whom we can lean on them for the genuinely unconditional, steady and the true amount of support we sometimes do need it from them if we couldn't find it through our own family and friends whom they are supposed to a group of people whom they can give you the genuine and the endless plus steady love and support we have always asked for however . . . unfortunately they can definitely fell for the dark side additionally they can truthfully turn against you in addition to how do they do anything to take an advantage of you and yet having the dominance and power to abuse you as well as isolating you; taking the control over you and doing anything harmful and abusive towards you.
Also, I apologize if I did truthfully went out of topic however because I am posting this on my personal blog and not on my T*mblr blog ever since this is the personal blog where I did truthfully felt . . . the safest (I guess?) in my own opinion on sharing anything that is be either unbiased or anything vulnerable about my life on here therefore I am only going to truthfully share anything my life on here despite how I couldn't guarantee any promises on my personal blog here.
~Creating both art and writing are both my strongest skills ever since I am very much creative person ever since I do fell in love with art when I was younger and then I fell in love with writing later on in my very own life as well.
~Hawaii is one of my favorite place in the world especially the island of Oahu where I did highly spoke about it for a very long time.
~Surfing is one of those water activities I would do it in just a heartbeat especially when I am in the island of Oahu, Hawaii. (Although I couldn't guarantee any promises on how I can truthfully surf or anything however all I can say is just hearsay--I guess.)
Anyway, those are the eight facts about me ever since I did wanted to share with you on here ever since I did felt truthfully bored at work unfortunately thus to add the insult into the wound; let's just say I also did hit a creative block at the moment therefore all of the Fan Fiction writing will all have to be place on pause for a long while I am going to wait patiently I got the proper time to definitely do the writing projects I wanted to do it for a long time therefore I'll see you on the other side and good luck in every steps of the way in your very own life and may god bless you in every steps of the way in your very own life as well.
