Author's note: Decided to republish this however this time it is going to be on my personal blog as a back-up and an archive version of the story plus it is also going to be full-length as well which is very strange ever since whenever I publish a Fan Fiction on either here or my Tumblr blog then this is where usually I split it into parts however I have decided to publish a full-length version on here plus this also a Fan Fiction where instead of an original character who is the main protagonist of the story; it is you, my fellow reader who is going to be the main protagonist of this 'short story' of Estie Bestie and sick reader.
Also, let's just say this is my very first Fan Fiction I am working with a different driver instead of Logan which I do truthfully wish him well in the other categories wherever he goes to be honest.
*Also it is going to be an actual female because . . . I am an actual woman in real life however I am going to settle for a female reader ever since I do feel comfortable enough to truthfully settle for a female protagonist of the story so sorry if you are truthfully either a man or a non-binary person who are reading this particular post on my personal blog to be honest; so sorry about that again.
Also, I have nothing either against non-binary people or men or even both in general ever since I didn't wrote a F1 driver x reader type of Fan Fiction before on both here and on my Tumblr before publishing this particular body of work on my Tumblr blog thus let's just say this is my very first time there you got to truthfully take it easy on me when I am doing this type of work for the very first time on my personal blog here.
Plus also, again: I am going to repeat those words again; I choose a female reader thus I am an actual woman in real life however I don't truthfully have anything against both men and non-binary people in general unless if they did something abusive to someone else or even to anyone or anybody in general as anything abusive isn't going to be truthfully okay in general and it also shouldn't be tolerated; welcomed; enabled; romanticized; and glamorized in general as I am giving the side eye to whoever thinks it is truthfully okay to welcome an abusive relationship in general.
(*Looking at both Colleen Hoover and also many of the writers plus authors whom they only wrote both the stories and also publishing the books where they welcome; enable; tolerate; romanticize and praise plus glamorize any type of abusive behaviors in their stories with an actual side eye plus giving them the bird as well for thinking it is truthfully okay to simply have a relationship of abuse--NO, JUST NO! I do truthfully think we need to stop all of enabling, glamorizing; romanticizing and also welcoming plus tolerating any forms of abuse in general as this is the reason why I don't truthfully have an actual healthy relationship in real life fulfill with equal and steady amount of unconditional and true love, protection; acknowledgment; kindness and most of all; the support you can always find it in a 'truthfully' healthy relationship between you and the other person in general.*)
Also, if you did felt isolated; abused; unloved, abandoned: worthless; depressed and yet struggling with the mental health illness then I do want to let you truthfully know that you are going to sincerely be acknowledged; be loved, be protected; be supported; be encouraged and be lifted up by both god himself and I as well from the distance and also from the internet and the universe as well.
Man, woman; kids; non-binary people on gays, lesbian; bis and so much more--you are always going to be both truthfully and equally yet endlessly be loved, be supported; be understood; be seen and be heard; be acknowledged plus be encouraged and be believed by both god himself and the people whom they can uplift you in both a genuinely healthy and an unconditional yet also a supportive way as well where they can give a truthfully healthy relationship you may either had experienced it before from your family and the people you surround yourself with however if you hadn't; consider it as your very first healthy; unconditionally supportive, encouraged; protected and a relationship fulfill with nothing but an endless amount of genuine love as well.
Thus sometimes love cane be one of most of powerful spells in both life and the universe as well to be honest in my very own life.
Plus enjoy this very first fan fic on both Estie and you as the main protagonists of the main story for the very first time from me to you all; everyone.
And don't worry, whether you are a man/ kane; woman/ wahine; kid/ keiki; non-binary person on whether you are gay, lesbian; bi; aroace; aromantic, asexual or straight; you will always be loved unconditionally.
Kane (Pronounced as 'Kah-nay')- Men in the Hawaiian language
Wahine (Pronounced as 'Wah-hee-nay')-Woman in Hawaiian
Keiki (Pronounced as 'Kay-kee/key')-Kids in Hawaiian
Y/N- Your name as both the main female protagonist and also the main female character of the story.
****It is up to you to think of the timeline on how did you fell s*ck thus feeling under the weather isn't usually very fun to truthfully experience it both physically and mentally wise. (It could be a few days or dejectedly all too quickly from a day or two obviously.)
Disclaimers: I don't own the picture and the picture isn't mine. Plus this is only an actual work of fiction only therefore please don't take this too seriously as if this does truthfully happens in real life.
Credits to Esteban Ocon for both the pictures alone. (Don't repost the picture to other platforms especially P*nt*r*st since I may have a love and hate relationship between me and P*nt*r*st obviously.)
Trigger warning: Mentions of illness (Non-c*v*d 19 illness-normal regular flu.) and sneezing.
"Ahhh choo!" You sneezed while you are now standing at the living room before you grab another piece of tissue paper from the Premier tissue box where you did blow your nose just as when Esteban Ocon who is now living with you at your very own apartment as both your partner and your best friend too as well ever since the both of you had met each other for the very first time.
"Hey Y/N: are you okay?" Estie ask you, sounding truthfully concerned about how you kept on sneezing and blowing your nose non-stop erratically ever since you first woken up very early in the morning.
"I-I . . . I don't think so; Estie." You replied while you blow your nose again before discarding the used tissue paper into a garbage bin at the corner of the living room before heading off into the bathroom where you washed your hands after covering your face from both the sneezing and blowing your nose which you did experienced it since ****a few days ago. (When you decided to sleep in the vacant guest bedroom to avoid any close contact with him when you are feeling physically sick.)
"Oh." He replied from the distance while preparing breakfast just for you while you are now exiting the bathroom and now entering the dining room and the kitchen area.
"I'm sorry I didn't meant to give you the burdens I . . . I . . . ahhh-chooo!" You replied just as when you grab another clean piece of tissue paper before you sneeze again; covering your mouth and nose at the same time while he prepares you a hot cup of ginger lemon tea since you are feeling both physically and truthfully under the weather from the sickness you did have to truthfully experience it while heading to the guest bedroom of the apartment where originally you are planning to sleep there however you did ended up falling asleep when he had decided to make a quiet move to the living room where he slept on the couch despite his tall and lanky body is way too tall to sleep on a couch and you would had told him to take the guest bedroom ever since you are feeling under the weather physically.
"Ah, it's okay: Y/N. Uh . . . Y/N?" He ask quietly while looking up from the breakfast he is now preparing for you.
"Huh? Oh sorry, I'm just heading to the guest bedroom ever since I am feeling worried I might make you feeling too sick too and . . ." You replied, sounding genuinely both equally nervous and apologetic as he searches the kitchen cabinets for clean dishes to set up the dining table.
"Don't worry, Y/N: I understand and no offense but . . . you did sound foreign; Y/N." He replied to you; noticing how you sounded foreign when you are talking to him due to the sick condition you are now feeling.
"Sorry, I didn't meant to scare you with my foreign voice; Estie." You replied, now sounding truthfully bashful and embarrassed while your faces turns as red as a bright red hibiscus flower you had seen it along the way whenever you and Estie are going on the daily walks you both have always done it frequently especially when the both of you have a respective day off from work.
"Oh. It's okay, why not you can take a rest there while I prepare breakfast for you?"
"Oh sounds like a good idea to me especially now when I am feeling truthfully sick though." You replied to him before you sneeze again as you walked into the vacant guest room before closing the bedroom door with a soft click.
"Oh, okay."
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While you decided to wait at the guest bedroom; you heard a soft knock interrupting all do your thoughts about how you still have a doctor's appointment whom you still have to see them later today for a medical check-up to make sure nothing is too serious with the illness you are now experiencing it physically.
"Come in," you called to him while you wrapped yourself around in the clean, soft and fluffy white thick blanket which makes you look like an actual human burrito wrapped in your big, fluffy white blanket despite how you are feeling truthfully warm from how your body temperature rises out of nowhere; making you feeling even more pale and drained than how you used to experience it in your normal daily life.
After opening the door for Estie, he is now bringing a tray of your breakfast to you just as when you instantly smell a strange combination of both the delicious aroma of the hot instant chicken noodle soup from the hot bowl where he had prepared it earlier and also a hot cup of a ginger lemon tea where you felt as if did wanted to spit it out since you did fondly remember how you do have to take a hot cup of ginger lemon tea back when you are feeling sick while also having to take the antibiotics and the other medicines.
"Are you feeling truthfully okay?" He ask you, feeling genuinely concerned while you are now wrapping yourself into the big and soft white blanket where you brought it closer to you obviously.
"Oh; hi Estie, I mean . . . I wish but I don't think I truthfully am to be honest, Estie." You replied; sounding hoarse, exhausted and drained from how your body does feels drained from the sickness you are now truly experiencing it.
"Oh, I'm so sorry about that--I'll let you take your breakfast; okay? It's not that . . . I don't want to be with you but . . ."
"I know you don't want to get sick from me; do you, Estie? Thus I don't want you or anyone else to truthfully fall sick or getting sick in general; Estie."
At first; he does seems to truthfully looked confused however after you did explained to him about how you don't want him to truthfully fall/ get sick from how he got a close contact with you; knowing you are feeling truthfully unwell physically wise; he does truthfully understand what exactly you are saying to him.
"Sure, no problem but make sure you dress up warmly when we both are heading out to see the doctor." He replied to you before giving you his signature wink to let you know he'll be waiting for you patiently.
"Okay," You replied after he close the door with a soft click and you start taking your breakfast quietly.
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After finishing your breakfast; he takes the tray from you with both the empty bowl and the empty cup now sitting on the tray to bring it into the kitchen for cleaning up the dishes while you decided to truthfully choose an outfit where you can dress up properly for your medical check-up with the doctor and meanwhile, after washing and rinsing all of the dishes properly; he went to the living room and reads one of your favorite contemporary fiction novels which is a physical copy of the book called "Before the coffee gets cold" where you did owned the physical copy of the book and now you are currently reading it.
Although it does takes you minutes or perhaps hours for you to choose an outfit where you can dress up without looking too hard or even looking too over the top for a 'normal' outfit thus you settle for a comfortable pair of a black flare track bottoms and a favorite white tee shirt with a graphic art of the famous area of Waikiki across the tee shirt plus a favorite cap to complete the outfit as well as pair of comfortable white socks you are now wearing it before you can wear your favorite pair of sport shoes.
"Is this look okay?" You ask him just as when he looks up at you with a realistic excited expression on his face although it is a 'normal' and an ordinary outfit you would normally wear it in your very own every day daily life and nothing out of the ordinary.
"Oh yeah, you do look amazing." He replied happily while you added: "Yeah, but it is only an ordinary outfit I would usually wear it every day in my very own life; Ocon."
"I know, but you look fantastic though thus I know it is an ordinary outfit but you look amazing though." He replied sounding sincerely delighted with the outfit you are now currently wearing it just as when the both of you are heading to the small bench where it is located next to the shoe rack you bought it from Target.
"Oh wow, thank you; Estie." You replied to him; sounding genuinely shy; taking a pair of your favorite signature running shoes and a seat on the bench to putting on all at the same time.
"You're welcome." He replied happily while slipping into his favorite comfortable pair of slippers before you grab the car keys and the apartment keys before the both of you head off to the parking basement to the car where you let him do all of the driving just for you.
"After you, my lady; mon cherie." He replied while opening the passenger car door just for you to enter in before closing it and walking to the driver side of the car.
"Thank you." You replied to him; clicking your safety belt at the same time.
"You're welcome." He replied to you with a sincere and an unguarded yet a warm wink where he let you know that he'll always be there for you as a man of service.
Author's note: Also can we talk about how Estie can definitely be a 'true' gentleman both in real life and in a Fan Fiction in general? I mean he is so underrated and I definitely think he does need more work of Fan Fiction in general ever since I don't truthfully see much of the Fan Fiction work based around him thus luckily I did found some rare gems of the Fan fictions which does involves Estie Bestie himself and the reader as well therefore if you are truly interested you can head to my Tumblr blog and check over there.
Anyway, take really good care of yourself and I'll see you all next time plus good luck with whatever endeavors you are either pursuing or doing in your very own life in general; not just in school or university but also in life as well therefore you may not know; perhaps god has something for you in store definitely.
See you then. (*Flashes a right handed 'hang loose'/ shaka sign thus you know I am a right hander obviously in real life obviously.*)
