Thursday, 26 October 2023

Life update- 26th October 2023 (part 2)

Author's note: This is part 2 of the personal life update post because unfortunately there is no way I can cram them all into one post therefore consider this to be part 2 of this personal life update post and of course, I'll be putting my social media links as well just in case if you are wondering what are the links to the platforms where I am available.


My social media platforms:


Twitter/ X: https://twitter.com/goallisha


Tumblr: https://aggold15hi01.tumblr.com/

Sadly, I couldn't do that because one: both of ***my estranged parents wouldn't be feeling way too happy about how I would definitely be planning on how escaping away from the both of them; secondly, they are not the type of people whom they think it is simply okay to simply escape from their own family, thirdly: they couldn't get separated due to the religion beliefs of how a couple shouldn't get a separation due to several reasons and beliefs additionally despite how they are staying together; the forth and the final reason they couldn't let me do that because of how they did wanted me to portray myself as a good daughter towards everybody additionally I know this isn't something have to do with them and all but you know I had been procrastinating in my very own life by having to truthfully please them in my very own life not only as the one and only eldest child but also as the one and only eldest daughter as well as this is one of the deepest and the most irritating things I did have to truly do in my very own life additionally it does feel very hard to truthfully to not only be the one and only eldest family member of the family but what is even worse is that I did suffered from a neurotic disorder when I was younger, everybody! 


And honestly: I know this isn't a life update post I did truthfully wanted to truthfully do this on my personal blog but already I did felt as if I do want to truthfully share something personal on here additionally it does feel deeply hard to not only hide it away but also it is even more harder to truthfully just simply ignore it and pretend to be feeling truthfully okay and fine in general but sometimes when the issues you are facing becomes too great then I'll consider it is very important to truthfully make sure you can speak with someone else about the current issue you are currently facing in your very own life plus if you had reached the end of this personal life update from me to you on this personal blog then I do want to wish you well additionally if you ever experience any signs of a toxic relationship then I would say make sure you don't give away any of your own energy towards them; focus on your very own life; build your own life: keep all contacts with them to a very minimal level to definitely no ties with them at all additionally run, don't look back and seek any immediate help if you can plus make sure you can meet and socialize with people whom they can truly understand you additionally having to give you the well-deserved unconditional support you hadn't experienced it before in your very own life and make sure you take the time you can stay in touch with them whenever you can.


Plus also thank you for reading this post on my personal blog here; I do want to wish you well on the very best of luck in your very very own life wherever you are going; you do deserve the unconditional waves of love, the well-deserved endless support and compassion plus empathy from everybody else and also, loads of love as well in your very own life.


And also, good luck in your very own life--wherever you go I wish you nothing but unconditional blessings; support: love and the endless compassion which you do very much deserve; everybody.