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This is it.
This is where I am truly stepping away from all of the usual interest for good ever since I hadn't been feeling very happy lately ever since the move to the brand new home at Cyber Success back in late November 2022. Plus I know many of you whom if you are browsing through my personal blog as you either discovered it via either my Twitter where I am going to truthfully step away for a while due to a number of several reasons yet I am also stepping away from both my Twitter and Tumblr as well for personal reasons as well plus with so many changes in my very own life yet with so many different changes which I did truly/ truthfully notice based on what are the news I had been reading lately yet the changes I truthfully did noticed a lot lately/ more recently; I am going to truthfully step away from all of the interests that I did usually I have it at heart yet unfortunately; the one change I did genuinely notice in general is how I did notice how unhappy I became these days ever since these days as the aftermath result of having to experience the loss of interest after the move to the brand new home back in late November 2022.
Also: other than that; I won't be able to do any of the writing project for now ever since I am losing the motivation and creativity based on how I have been feeling lately plus with so many changes—I am not going to do any more writing projects nor I am going to stick with the usual interest where I did usually have the best at heart and I won't be staying here (At the interest) for long.
Speaking of stepping away from anything that no longer excites me or interest me; I am also going to step away from Instagram which in my own opinion is one of the worst social media platform in my own opinion; mostly because of Instagram is one of those social media platform where unfortunately; it can be one of the worst social media platform due to how there are times when we are comparing ourselves with other people based on our very own life and yet there are times whenever we are on a social media platform like Instagram--I just felt as if there is a huge amount of depression and pain which had been washing over us mentally; emotionally and spiritually just like the huge waves you had seen in locations like Nazare; Pe'ahi, Haleiwa (During the winter season) and so on and so forth--it can be hard for us to truthfully focus more on ourselves and just to become more happy with our own selves mostly for the reason that we are experiencing the feeling of having to be compared with other people and having to be compared with other people isn't genuinely and intensely fun in general especially in real; when we are being compared from one person to the other person in real life and having to go through the same on social media especially a platform like Instagram where it is so difficult to truly shake off the uncomfortable feeling of being compared yet there is no way we can definitely have the control over the algorithm as obviously it is one of of those platforms where the level of negative energy is so high yet it is so difficult for you to be happy therefore this is the reason why I did deactivate my Instagram today but one day; I am going to permanently delete Instagram for good because of how toxic and how addicting Instagram is as IG is one of of those platforms that I would very highly would stay away from in my own opinion. (Sometimes the one person being compared to the other person as the main person is you dejectedly and it is not very fun to be compared to especially when you already did experienced the feeling of being compared to yet having to be judged for who you truly are followed by the feeling of not having to be good enough for anyone or anybody.)
If you are one of those people who did stayed on Instagram despite all of the negative energy, oh well; congrats and good for you--I guess. If you deleted your IG account; that is truly okay and I don't truthfully blame you for having to truly move yourself away from a toxic social media platform from IG whilst having to truly seek help and having an open conversation with others about having to give them the extra helping hand.
Plus I am going to truly put more of my focus on having to save the money for the renovation work for the old home back in Puchong New Village especially there are the parts where I did need to truly to repair on the demolished kitchen floor where it is very demolished followed by how the master bedroom floor looked awful due to the pests at the home plus the water line; electricity line and the cracks plus the holes where it does appeared on the walls followed by having to truthfully re-do the other bedrooms by having to re-do the other rooms; as I am thinking about re-doing the downstair utility room into a guest bedroom; and also the other bedroom which is located next to my old bedroom (Yes; although I do need to truly re-do it there but not a very big change.) Where I am not sure whether we (My family and I) are going to convert it into another guest bedroom.
Although the renovation is very costly based on what do we need to do and where do we need to get it repaired back at the old vacant house in Puchong—but I am praying we can have enough budget not only to cover the renovation but to also pay for the shop's rental income as well as other extensions which they do needed to get covered as well.
Whilst I am going to truthfully keep it on both the Twitter and Tumblr Account; I am not going to be very active there any more ever since I am going to truthfully step away from all of the usual interests which I usually have the best at heart; I am going to keep this personal blog really open and online for now. (At this point until any further notice as usually my blog where usually I can usually and casually post whatever I want based on what are the interests I usually liked the best at heart and this is also a space 'safe' for me to post whatever I want to post based on whenever I want to edit and publish the post on my personal blog here despite the tough part of having to truly do the editing part & the publishing part as well.)
Anyway; to whom it may concern; thank you for reading this personal life update which I have decided to post it up here.
