Saturday, March 22, 2025

Untitled photo post and ideas- Chapter 5

 Disclaimer: I don't own any of the pictures [In general] and they aren't mine.

Credits goes to the original people whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.

Plus, on a personal note: this one does really hits me hard ever since it does really hold me close to my very own heart internally.

*Author imagines she plays the song 'As I am' by Jeremiah Paltan in the background from my imaginary music CD player from "The very best of Christian R & B- Vol. 1" physical copy of the original music CD which is running in the disc drive of my imaginary music CD player as track no. 2 of the music CD in the background of my very own imaginary Waikiki apartment where it is near the famous Diamond Head Carter; the Queen Kapiolani Park; the Waikiki Bandshell; Honolulu Zoo at the opposite of the apartment building and the equally famous Waikiki Aquarium just down from a couple of buildings at the same right row with the apartment building where I could imagining myself living there as a permanent resident plus full-time owner of freehold apartment in Waikiki from my very own imagination* 

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Thursday, March 20, 2025

Another long snippet of my original fictional work [Draft version]

Trigger warning: Mentions of abuse, bullying: *racism; **misogyny ***actions where it is highly kapu for you to do it so both in real life and online as well and depression as well as cuss words you shouldn't ever truthfully use it publicly and also in front of certain people you shouldn't say those words out loud in addition to the mentions of politics. 

[***For example: skipping classes from school; university and college plus skipping school altogether as well as dropping out of school altogether as well reading other people's diary; breaking into someone's computer; anything abusive in general and so on and so forth in general.]


Hawaiian words pronunciations and meaning:


Kapu- Forbidden in Hawaiian language [Pronounced as 'Ka-poo']


Keiki- Children in Hawaiian language [Pronounced as 'Kay-kee /key']


Ohana- Family in Hawaiian language [Pronounced as 'O-ha-nah']


Wahine- Woman in Hawaiian language [Pronounced as 'Wa-hee-nay']


Mahalo nui loa- Thank you very much in Hawaiian language [Pronounced as 'Ma-ha-low *nu-lee lo-ah{*Pronounced as new]



*Author's note: For those of you who are wondering am I either against racism or the opposite; for your 'true' information from me to you: I am very highly anti-racism in general.


**And I am truly not a misogynist either as well. (Plus f*ck both racism and misogyny in general for real.)


Plus if anyone of you who are truthfully reading this plus wondering about 'Do you think she does have a 'true' vendetta and a deep grudge against digital creators or influencers?' as a thought; I would truthfully agree to disagree as the 'true'/ 'actual' answer is "No, I don't have an actual vendetta or an actual grudge against digital creators and influencers alike' as usually I am very neutral about them however if there are the ones who did such questionable actions or actions where I truthfully don't truthfully tolerate then this is where I do have an actual grudge against them as usually the influencers and digital creators I usually check out and followed them closely online are mostly online artists whom I only followed them online as well as some of the digital creators whom usually they focused on the best and genuine interests I would usually followed it by heart and vice versa thus please don't truthfully attack me online and in person for not only assuming that I do have an actual vendetta or a grudge against any influencers or digital creators in general.


Thus as always, always be unconditionally respectful and kind whenever you are interacting with any of my social media accounts; my blogs [It could be both my T*mblr blogs and also my personal blog on here] or all of the accounts where I am currently active at there; please be truthfully and equally yet endlessly be both respectful and be kind in a genuine and an endless type of way as both respect and kindness are  both critical and priceless yet magical too as well.


Also, on a different yet an equally serious plus an irrelevant note: I truthfully apologize to all of the L*nd* and C*rl*s fans plus the C*rl*nd* fans since I am not the biggest fan of the both of them individually and as a duo as well plus seeing C*rl*s in the WRT does makes me wanting to puke apart from seeing VB77 during his time with the Alfa Romeo/ Kick Sauber team; the duo of K-Mag and Nico Hulkenberg (Ugh.) during their time at the Haas F1 Team before Oliver 'Ollie' and Estie Bestie had arrived into the picture as a current duo of the Haas F1 Team as a palette cleanser along with Ayao taking over the team principal position at the Haas F1 Racing Team [In my very own opinion that is] And also the 'Drive to survive' show which I have no complete interest in.


[Also, no 'true' offense to anyone or anybody whom they do love and enjoyed the 'Drive to survive' series; thus if you do truthfully enjoyed it then good for you but if you sincerely don't but if you did watched it or perhaps you had heard the show from fans online then I am so sorry to truthfully heard you didn't truthfully enjoyed the 'DTS' series.]


Plus if you are feeling sincerely triggered or uncomfortable or both on reading this particular blog post then please don't click on this particular post online since you may consider to be truthfully be responsible for what you consuming online and also for your own actions as well as again: I am going to truthfully and equally give you a clear and serious yet a truthful message of warning as well: please don't interact do not interact with particular post if you are feeling sincerely uncomfortable reading the dark elements I had mentioned it on this particular post online and be careful of what you are consuming online as well as I did placed a clear, serious and a truthful warning where I had mentioned about how you shouldn't be interacting with this particular post if you are feeling sincerely both triggered and uncomfortable by what are you are consuming online on both here and on many other online platforms as well.


Plus this is the original version of the writing as it is originally written from 'I' and 'me' as the first person point of view but it will be change to third person point of view later on as the edited version hence the reason why I did called it as a 'long snippet' of my next writing project as what you had read below.


Anyway; also consider this as a draft version of the writing too as well in my own opinion.


Disclaimer: This is only a work of an original fiction where did all of the hard work as well as all of the writing; editing and the publishing all by myself as well plus please don't truthfully take this original work of fiction I had worked on very seriously with all of my own hard work very seriously as if this does truthfully happens in real life obviously.


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Chapter 1 of the same unnamed female OC I've made an aesthetic board/ concept board of her: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2025/03/picture-board-for-my-unnamed-oc-chapter.html


Tuesday, March 18, 2025

Picture board for my *unnamed OC-Chapter 1(?)

 *Name had yet to be confirmed

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the pictures and none of them are mine.

Credits goes to Liatu King, University of Notre Dame: University of San Diego: UCSD WBB and all of the original people whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online.

Don't re-upload any of the pictures to P*nt*r*st.

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Saturday, March 15, 2025

A snippet of another original writing project

Author's note: I'm doing this follow up writing project as this does takes place during her junior sophomore year back when she had to be sidelined with a concussion where one of the Cal Poly players had hit her hard with a concussion where she had to sit out for half of the season just before she made a return to the Triton's Women's basketball team but this time she will be a bench player instead of becoming a starter as usually she would be part of the starting line-up for the Women's Basketball Triton Team.

Merry who is both her team mate and also her best friend ever since the both of them had became best friends from their freshmen year as they did met each other during the opening day and the orientation day where the both of them had met each other and while Mery plans on doing both graphic designing and mental health studies; the unnamed female OC whom i have still yet to choose an actual birth name for her ever since I did have an idea for her ever since I did the last post on my personal blog here therefore I'll be putting up a poll post online on what would her actual name should be.


Also, Meredith's official face claim is Jacy Sheldon while the unnamed female OC whim I had plans on writing about her on the last post would definitely be Liatu king ever since I do truthfully Liatu king very much.


I will be also posting the character mood board on either here or my back-up T*mblr blog where I'll definitely post the character mood board from there onwards.


Also; this story will be taking place during the unnamed female OC's junior sophomore year where she had to sit out from the Triton's WBB team with a concussion just before they are off for the Thanksgiving celebration and this event will also be taking place after the Thanksgiving day where they both spend time with respective family and friends before returning to UCSD for their classes and assignments.


Plus while both of the wahines did managed to turn for their classes and their study session; it was Merry's idea to go

 a walk around the UCSD Campus.


Also here are the usual disclaimers:


Disclaimers: I don't own any of the pictures and none of them are mine.


Credits goes to Liatu king for the first picture and ND WBB as well plus UCSD for the two UCSD pictures plus to everyone else whom they had worked their magic behind the scene both in person and online as well.


Also, don't re-upload the pictures to other platforms especially P*nt*r*st plus don't re-upload any of my original writing projects on other platforms without my permission.


Plus this particular work are an entire work of actual fiction therefore there is no need to truthfully take it very seriously just as when this does sincerely happens in real life.


On a different yet a serious note: remember--this is only a snippet version of the writing yet it had been not fully edited as some  of the writing parts has been unedited on this writing project and yet this is also a draft version of the writing project as well as the snippet version.


A full-on version of the writing will be released to here and on my personal T*mblr blogs very soon but don't know when I'll be publishing it since I couldn't guarantee any promises on either both the writing project or even publishing the full-on version of the writing later on.


Wahines- Women in Hawaiian language (Plural)


Also this is the same unnamed female OC I had did on the last writing project I did it on here as a really long snippet of an writing project.


On another note: you can do the voting anonymously on there if you do have a T*mblr account:


Voting for name just for the unnamed female OC I am currently working on her: https://backupmelwrites.tumblr.com/post/778087785721724928/disclaimer-i-dont-own-the-picture-and-it


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Thursday, March 13, 2025

A very long snippet on an untitled writing and a life update from the author-13th March 2025

 Disclaimers: Do not interact if you are feeling truthfully uncomfortable with the mentions of abuse and any uncomfortable topics I had mentioned it below on the writing project plus this particular writing project may have dark elements where if you are feeling sincerely uncomfortable to read it then don't truthfully interact with it or read it as well.


And be careful on what you are both reading and consuming online as well especially on this particular post since this post does have mentions of dark topics in the {Fan} Fiction part of this particular post alone.


Also, this entire writing project are an entire work of fiction only therefore there is no need to take it seriously as if this does truthfully happens in real life obviously.


Author's notes: It's been a long while since I did my very first proper writing so here is a very long snippet of what I am exactly working in the process; everyone.


Also, I am so sorry if I did went out of topic so please forgive me as usually I didn't do the backstory of the characters earlier as usually I added it in the middle of story so sorry about that.


Plus this also reminds me of how the estranged ex-boyfriend in the story does reminds me of L*nd* thus no 'true' offense to anyone who does truly love and respect LN4 however as a woman who is very anti LN4 as well as *some of the other drivers on the F1 grid as well thus if you are feeling sincerely offended; triggered and also hurt by this particular post then don't read this particular post from me however don't sincerely think about running to my ask box and start attacking me for having to be an 'Anti-LN4' type of woman as I do have my own preferences based on who i do liked both as a driver and as a person as well.


*VB77 is one of those drivers especially after he went to Alfa Romeo/ Kick Sauber Team plus also how he decided to grow a mullet and mustache; NH27 is also another one; KM20 is also one of those drivers I don't truly care about as I do sincerely hate him after what he did to poor Logie Bear at the featured race of Miami 2024, CS55 after having to take the seat from both Logan and Franco plus having to JV's favorite driver as well [Ugh] and some of the new drivers I have no complete idea who are they as well thus don't get me started on either IH or GB or the both of them as I don't truthfully have any strong feelings for them at all to be honest.


Also please be kind and respectful (As always and unconditionally) whenever you are interacting with any of my active social media platforms or my active blogs ever since I do always get active at there at certain times to be honest.


Anyway, this is a long work of a snippet however I decided to do it anyway ever since it had been a long while since I did a proper Fan Fiction writing or a writing project where I get the chance to write it on both my personal blog and my T*mblr blogs as well.


Also consider my ask T*mblr blog also as my back-up T*mblr blog just in case if I do needed to definitely have a back-up blog where I can re-post some of my writing over there as well in addition to having an open ask box as well.


Plus this where I also post certain posts where I am feeling too shy on posting on my main personal T*mblr blog there.


Trigger warning: Mentions of abuse, estranged relationship; jealousy and envy; manipulative actions; isolation: colorism; cheating: heated argument between the main protagonist and the main antagonist of the story.


Plus on another note; the reader is from San Diego; female: unidentified sexuality status and she is graduate transfer from *UC San Diego where she went there for all four years of her life after finishing. completing and graduating from high school; she had decided to went there despite how she also got offers from University of Hawaii at Manoa in addition to UC Santa Barbara (This is where one of my female OC Eliza Jackson whom she is inspired by Bella Alarie got the offer from there originally as yes, one of the reader's friend is also heavily inspired by female OCs however I do wanted to make the changes in the story to add the different elements in there): Stanford University; Princeton University: the University of Cal, University of Southern California (A.k.a USC--not to be confused with the University of South Carolina for short): UCLA and also CSUN plus HPU had also offered their invitation to her as well however she had decided to stay local at the University of San Diego for all four years and graduate from there be just before she had made a plan to transfer to HPU for graduate school as well as starting a brand new life in the island of Oahu, Hawaii however if there is one thing she didn't truthfully know; it is when her estranged ex-boyfriend does followed her to the island Of Oahu, Hawaii just right after he did spoke with some of the international fans online through his game streams as they had spoke to him about how she is transferring to HPU as they did their own detective work online.


Also, the smau version of this would be very up very soon if I can sincerely get the time to definitely do it properly ever since there is a whole lot between the both of them.


Plus speaking of female OCs, is it just me or am I developing another female OC where I do wanted to add her into the mix as another female protagonist into the stories and the writing projects I always wanted to have the time do it along with developing all of my OCs properly?


I mean I did, literally.


Anyway, enjoy this 'way too long' snippet from me to you all; everyone.


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 *The UC San Diego she went to is the one with the Tritons team where she had played with the UCSD Tritons Women's Basketball Team as she too was named as the Big West All Freshman of the year during her freshman year; sophomore year; she was named the all second team all Big West player of the year plus most improved player award as well; junior year; missed half of the season with a concussion on a game vs UH at Manoa where a player hit her in the head and she had to sit out the rest of junior year but was still part of the team as she was sidelined as an 'emergency player' where the head coach of the UC San Diego Triton's Women's basketball team had let her know she is going to be an 'emergency player' when they needed her the most and during her senior year; she had been named 'First team player of the year' for the UCSD Triton's WBB Team by the Big west Conference plus although the team reached to the quarterfinal level however they had lost out to UC Davis where the Aggies had won to them but lost to UC Santa Barbara in the semi finals where they had won the Big West Women's Basketball championship.


Disclaimer: Remember: this is only a work of an actual fiction where I did worked hard on this writing project therefore there is no need to sincerely take it very seriously just as when you do think this does truly happens in real life; as no, all of the events I had mentioned it in this writing projects and many of my past writing projects (Especially fan fictions and original fiction writing as well)  are entirely fictional events therefore there is no need to truthfully take it very seriously as if this does truly happens in real life obviously.


Plus if there are elements where it does makes you feeling sincerely uncomfortable then please don't either interact with this post alone or read this post alone but don't run to my ask T*mblr blog and start attacking me out of nowhere otherwise I'll close the ask box immediately for both the safety reasons and also to prevent any more similar cases in the future.


Plus on another note; this event also take place during her graduation year at HPU as well as after moving out of the apartment where she shares it with her estranged ex-boyfriend at the area of Makaha where it is located at the North Western part of Oahu, Hawaii and she decided to move back to Honolulu where this event takes place one week later after she and her new girlfriends/ wahine friends had decided to lend her a helping hand as well.


All of her new wahine best friends/ new best girlfriends are heavily inspired by my female OCs I tried to made them but have to put it into the backseat just as when it is at the back of an airplane at the economic class of the seating class.


Reference of Y/N's new best wahine friends;

-ROG Phone 9 Wahine and 'You said it; Y/N!' new wahine best friend of reader- Paula Leah Thompson (Face claim- Allisha Gray)


-Drinking the glass of a lukewarm iced latte and 'Are you okay?' wahine- Eliza Jackson (Face claim- Bella Alarie)


-'He did what?!' and the same wahine who takes the same slice of the Cajun Chicken Pizza friend plus a Dome signature ice blended drink- Vera cruz (Face Claim-Veronica Burton)


-The main protagonist of the story (Face claim- Liatu King[?])


Plus reminder from the author: This is the drafted version of the writing and it may have been edited but not fully edited properly and also this is an experiemental version of the writing where I am now working on it.


Very soon there is another version where this time I'll be putting up a poll post on my back up T*mblr blog where I'll be publishing the visual board of the character and also at the same time i'll be publishing a poll post on what are the name suggestion I'll be giving it to here obviously.


Anyway, see you on the other side.

Thursday, March 6, 2025

Photo inspiration for my stories and projects-Chapter 4 (Read Author's note)

 Author's note: Gotten way too bored at my current work dejectedly; wanting to do more writing projects but instead I did felt as when I did hit an invisible wall of burnout and depletion mentally as well by the way.

Also, I do have an ask T*mblr Blog if you are feeling free to truthfully check out there.

Disclaimers: I don't own any of the pictures and it isn't mine.

Credits goes to all of the original photographers and the original group of people whom they had worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online obviously.

Also, don't re-upload to any of the pictures to P*nt*r*st without my permission.

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Sunday, March 2, 2025

My very first traditional art-Mel's-Paula's life update-2nd March 2025

 

 

If you wanted a closer look then click on the picture for a closer look. Unfortunately I didn't did too well with some of the details for example; one of Marley's hands doesn't look good in addition to how her pair of boxer braids which I loved seeing it from Marley didn't look at the same length and I did forget one of Liatu's tattoo on her thigh which I luckily add the '2002' tattoo as I do think Liatu is born in the year 2002 and also the pair of wing tattoo on the back plus the extra strand of her locks (If you ever seen Liatu's pictures, you can see her hair is more of a 'locks' type of hair but not dreadlocks just in case if you are wondering) and also I struggled with the Pittsburgh Panthers logo in addition to the pattern on Liatu's shorts as well.

But nevertheless I did a great job as well. 

Also, in case if you are wondering why Liatu didn't have her transparent face mask where she had to wear it on now to protect her face after getting elbowed by a stupid bird team player Nyl* H*rr*s whom I perhaps assume she had taken her anger out on her by elbowing her in her face and honestly it does truthfully angers me the most ever since I am starting to become a Liatu King fan both secretly and perhaps discreetly as well.

Plus this hug happens after the game on a home game for Pittsburgh and a road game for ND which is one of my favorite games of this particular season apart from the Eastern Michigan vs ND as well as the ND vs Cal despite how both Beth and Debbie does gives me a headache on the commentary plus another home game of ND I do enjoy is Mercyhurst vs ND as well where Liatu got her double-double performance from that particular game alone.

On another note: if you want to use or repost my art; please consider giving me the credits or otherwise please give me permission to use my artwork thus anyone or anybody whom they did use my art without giving me the credits will considered to be reported and be blocked to make sure it will get removed for reposting any of my artwork without giving me the credits.

I also have a playlist on YT on both Pittsburgh WBB games and also the ND WBB games as well online:






Also I don't own any of the videos on the playlist and it isn't mine. Credits goes to ACC Network via YT; YouTube and also Notre Dame WBB plus Pittsburgh WBB for the all of the videons on both on the playlist.

Pronunciations on the names and words:

Washenitz-Wash-hur-net(z)

Liatu-Lee-uh-too 

Aloha-Ah-lo-ha(h)