To whom it may concern no matter whom I am truthfully referring to them, everyone.
Perhaps it might be you; who is the reader of this particular life update blog post of mine on my personal blog here; everyone.
As I do wanted to let you know that I do wanted to include you in many of personal blog posts I did truthfully wrote it on here as the 'actual' reader whom you not only read this particular life update blog post of mine but also at the same time; you did also read many of my other blog posts as well as interacting with my other online platforms no matter where exactly I am online at there; therefore I am going to definitely include you because you may never know; maybe you and I--we did truthfully went through the same experience together both in real life and online as well; my reader(s).
Anyway; I am going to leave this here and I'll see you all on the other side despite how the grass isn't always greener on the other side of the meadow; lawn, grassland and even a field itself as well at certain times however I do wanted to let you know that you are always going to be a 'someone' in your very own life; I would perhaps maybe it is either someone who does truthfully looked up to you as a 'role model' or perhaps maybe as someone whom you have managed to truthfully do it so and you are always going to be a 'someone' to both God and also to someone whom they not only looked up to you but also at the same time; they too may have considered you to be their role model not only as someone whom you can teach them how to become a better person but also as someone whom they can offer the unconditional love and support towards everyone including the people whom they had known them in their social circle in a very long time and vice versa.
Anyway, I am going to truthfully leave this here and I'll see you on the other side no matter where we are at both online and offline.
Plus you are always going to be validated; protected; blessed: supported and to be comforted and to be loved by God spiritually in every steps of the way, unconditionally; literally and sincerely altogether both spiritually and physiologically.
Also, before we can go any further: I do wanted to let you all know that all thoughts mentioned as well as all of the life events are entirely based on my own thoughts alone as well as all of the life events I did truthfully went through in my very own life.
On a really different note: I am not going to truthfully lie plus I am going to truthfully admit; I do truthfully miss spring season for real; no joke--plus yes, I do miss both the spring season as well as the long daylight hours of both the spring and summer season hence the reason why both the spring season and the summer season are both of my 'top tier' seasons in general that is: I am not even truthfully joking here in general that is.
Anyway, all in all; I do truthfully missed the spring and summer season as well as the longer daylight hours just as when I am truthfully writing this particular life update blog update post from me to you all especially those who took their precious time to truthfully read this particular life update blog post from me to you all; everyone.
Anyway; so . . . I'll see you all on the other side; everyone no matter where we are in the world online and offline.
Aloha and hello,
welcome back to my personal blog plus if you are truthfully new to my personal here on Blogspot then aloha and welcome to my personal blog; my name is Melissa which is my legal birth name and I do also go by my very own nick name 'Mel'.
Plus welcome to my personal blog or if you are a returning reader then hello, aloha and welcome or should I say; "Welcome back".
Okay, I know it is truthfully late of me to truthfully post this life update from me to whomever is truthfully reading on many of my personal blog posts I usually post here on my personal blog here via Blogspot no matter what type of blog posts I am posting it on here as well as sharing my own personal thoughts as well as fan fictions and a number of writing projects which I did it both in the past and present just as long as if you are okay with my writing style especially when it comes to both my fan fictions and my own original stories as well thus I am not going to truthfully lie to whomever does truthfully take the actual time to truthfully read this particular blog post of mine as well as many of my personal blog posts I did posted it not only on here but also on my T*mblr blogs too as well on both my back up T*mblr blog and my long time T*mblr blog as well based on what exactly I did posted both in the past and in the present no matter what are the posts I am truthfully doing it both on here as well as on both of my T*mblr blogs as well [And it doesn't have to only be applied to only my fan fiction projects which I did truthfully worked on it all by myself on many of parts which we are speaking about writing, editing; reading the 'first' version of the writing project based on what exactly I am writing, editing and reading both on here and on my personal blogs on all of the online platforms which also includes both of my T*mblr blogs and my personal blog here via Blogspot plus Bl**Sky as well however Bl**Sky is a really different platform as it is a whole different story if I am going to add Bl**Sky into the story; conversation and also into the mix too as well if you did truthfully asked me all about it in general.]; Honestly, again; I do have to truthfully admit yet I am not going to truthfully lie to everyone in general that is plus to be honest with whomever does truthfully taking the precious time to definitely read this full-on blog post on my personal blog here via my Blogspot; I do truthfully have to admit; I know I hadn't been doing any actual writing projects for a really long while however . . . I do really have to again, truthfully admit just to be honest to whomever they are truthfully taking the precious time to truthfully read this post; I do really have to admit: to be honest: sometimes my writing style does truthfully feels really primary-ish like especially how the primary students whom they get to be taught by teachers on learning how truthfully write a proper essay and a story as well as learning how to truthfully write an argumentative essay as well as adding the elements into a sentence whenever they are doing writing and speaking during a language lesson no matter what type of language are we exactly talking about here; there and everywhere in general wherever we are in the world: I do really have to truthfully admit; again, just as when I am going to type this out on my personal blog here:
"My writing style does sometimes feels like a primary school student's narrative essay where it had been taught by teachers at school and honestly: I do really have to truthfully admit though, yes; they do a better writing style than me; and I am telling the truth plus I am not truthfully joking here; there and everywhere in general."
Plus this is the reason why I didn't do any particular writing projects no matter what exactly I am speaking about here plus also; on a really different note: apart from that: I would truthfully add the part where I am also 'busy' too in my very own life as there are always the life tasks; obligations and also the life dramas and my own emotions plus feelings does truthfully get in the way too as well as the loss of motivation too as well as self-comparison; self hate and also self destruction too as well does truthfully made not wanting to truthfully do any of the writing projects plus the craving of other interests too as well as pursuing other endeavors in addition to the drainage of energy plus the fatigued feeling of feeling burned out too as well which are also the reasons why I hadn't done an actually writing project for so long especially when we are truthfully talking about the fan fiction projects where I had placed nothing but 'false promises' and 'lies' out of nowhere and honestly: I do truthfully have to admit as yes, I am going to be truthfully with everyone especially those whom they did truthfully take their time to truthfully read many of personal blog posts on here as well as this current life update post from me to everyone in general no matter what type of posts I am truthfully typing, editing; reading both the unfinished and the original 'draft' version of the blogs posts on here no matter what type of blog posts I am truthfully typing it on all of my blogging platform which are T*mblr and my personal blog via Blogspot on here that is; for those of of you whom you did truthfully had been on T*mblr as well as interacting with the posts on my T*mblr no matter what type of posts I am either typing, editing and posting it on there as well as 'Re-blogging' it on there too as well; then you do realized I do usually post about F1 on there; don't I? Especially when we are truthfully talking about Fan Fiction projects where I do truthfully wanted to share my love for F1 as well as having to truthfully create F1 fan fiction projects as well as show-chasing and publishing it online too as well on there, nevertheless by the time when I did truthfully published the post on there; then this is where suddenly I did actually experience the pressure of having to truthfully please other people not just only in person and in real life towards everyone not only towards strangers but also towards a group of people whom I did met them along the way no matter whom I am truthfully talking about here by the way as well as my own biological birth family as well of twenty nine years long whom yes, I did have to truthfully 'please' them by having to to meet their expectations; their conditions and even their reservations as well towards everyone else no matter whom I am talking here, there and everywhere and so on and so forth in general; everyone; unfortunately; it also applies with how do I have to truthfully 'please' everyone online as well based on what are their own personal reservations, expectations and also their own judgments too as well based on what do they wanted to truthfully read from you online no matter how you definitely type put your very own version of your very own fan fiction based on what are you truthfully typing out online as well as having to truthfully create your very own fan fiction based on whom you are truthfully writing about as well as what exactly you are truthfully writing about as well in your very own fan fiction that you are creating online nt only for you but also for other people too as well.
However by the time when you did truthfully completed the fan fiction writing project no matter what type of writing project you are truthfully doing online not only for other people but perhaps for yourself too as well; this is where you did truthfully get anxious about how is it going perform online no matter how you had worked hard on your very fan fiction writing project as well as having to be one person show to definitely put on all of the work and the effort you had to truthfully work into your very own fan fiction as well as your very own original story where you are currently working on it then this is where you do need to truthfully ask yourself "How are they going to truthfully react?"; "Are they going to enjoy it or not?"; "If they did enjoyed it then did they definitely share with other people as well as giving a 'like' too as well online?": "If they didn't enjoy it then what are the elements where I do truthfully needed to improve on my own writing project? Why do they truthfully hate it? Was it because it is boring; perhaps maybe was it because of how I did truthfully wrote it in a type of way where it does feels more mediocre than I would have thought": "If so then what do I need to do to improve in my very own writing? And what type of elements I should add in my very own writing projects or better yet; how can I truthfully improve myself as a writer/ author?" And so on and so forth based on what are the questions and the outcome where you do have to truthfully face it whenever you are doing your writing project online.
Plus this is something I did have to truthfully face whenever I am doing my online writing projects online no matter what type of writing projects or blog posts I am truthfully doing it online; everyone
Apart from that; there is also the self-comparison as well as self-criticism and self hate too as well where we do have to truthfully face in the way whenever we are truthfully doing our very own writing projects; everyone.
Anyway, if you think being an author or becoming a fan fiction writer does feels truthfully easy and simple then think again because one: it does usually take loads of hard work and effort to truthfully put it all in whenever you are truthfully doing your very own project however just like everyone else including the both of us; both me and you as the reader: when you do truthfully have a really busy schedule in your very own life then this is where you have to truthfully write out physically with the good old fashioned paper and pen to definitely either write it in a notebook or otherwise it could be a planner if you did own a physical planner but then there are going to be certain people whom they would preferred to definitely simply turn on their devices especially on their smartphones where they can truthfully write it out on a brand new digital page on a Notes app as well as posting it online to truthfully let everyone know about when their next post is going to truthfully happen on their online blog.
And since we are talking about how sometimes become your very own author or writer does sometimes feels tough; then you do have the self-comparison where you do have to truthfully face but to also fought back against the comparison and also the more destructive criticism where there are always going to be people where they would truthfully just only a 'quick reading' on either a writing project or otherwise a book as well in any different type of form no matter which version I am truthfully referring to by the way; you do realized that there are always going to be people whom unfortunately; at certain times, it can be really hard for them to truthfully please them altogether especially whenever they either read a book or a writing project online [Thus it doesn't matter whether you are either a fan fiction writer; an actual author at any different type of level on whether are they a professional author themselves or even an author whom they do preferred to do the writing projects on the sidelines as an actual hobby on the side]; dejectedly; there are always going to be people whom they are going to truthfully either write a destructive criticism based on your writing style no matter how you had wrote it either online or even as a physical book no matter what type of writing project are we truthfully talking about here; there and everywhere in general then again, unfortunately: there are always going to be people whom again: I am going to repeat it again although I am going to truthfully sound as when I am repeating my words as an old and a br*k*n record by repeating my words altogether every now and then: they are going to sincerely either write a destructive criticism based on how they had mentioned about how dejectedly; they'll pretty much say that either thew story suck altogether or otherwise it might be perhaps about how the writing tropes where they had truthfully written it had became so repetitive to the point where they'll quietly either move on from there to explore and discover either different storybooks and novels or otherwise maybe they'll experience a whole new genre of books altogether while they are searching and hunting for a brand new book altogether at the same time.
Plus sometimes too it will also apply with the 'so-called' reviews where the people would wrote a book review mostly out of pressure and also to experience the craving for the attention by having to truthfully write a 'so-called' book review online while they did truthfully share it with their own thoughts online based on how did they truthfully read a book or a fan fiction then suddenly; this is where they'll have to face the pressure to truthfully write a 'so-called' review after they did a 'quick' read on either a book or otherwise a fan fiction online as well as writing the hate comments online based on how all too often; it is way too simple for us to definitely write a comment where we would say "This book/ fan fiction does feels disappointing" and also we would mention about such negative things about the writing but more so in an instant yet a judgmental type of way all too instantly to the actual point where we we even forget to truthfully even read either the fan fiction project online or otherwise it might be a book where we did truthfully found it either in person at a bookstore or online thus unfortunately; the second 'toughest' part of being an actual author is to truthfully face the naysayers; haters and even the people whom they are truthfully hard truthfully please online and honestly; I do really have to admit; it does actually hits me so close to home realistically when it comes to facing and pleasing the people whom you do have to surely face the part where you do have to meet them halfway by having to become somebody else whom it had became a 'new' version of yourself but not so much in a way where you did felt as when you did actually a 'glow up' realistically but more so in a type of way where you do have to give up your own needs and wants as well as your very own life goals too as well to fulfill their needs and wants plus their own expectations; conditions and reservations based on how they did look at you in a very different type of way when they did first met you and vice versa as well.
Thirdly; another 'tough' part of becoming an author or an actual writer are definitely slotting in the actual time to truthfully either write an actual fan fiction or otherwise an original story where you did truthfully wrote it altogether not only squeezing in the precious time slot into your very own schedule where you do have to truthfully write a writing project where you do have to surely put in all of the hard work and the effort on how you had been searching for your next writing idea as well as having to work on the world building as well as gather all of the ideas you had found it both in person and online altogether no matter what are the type of writing ideas where I am undeniably typing it all out on my personal blog here on this particular life update blog post via my personal blog on Blogspot altogether thus I do really have to admit; this is something I do truthfully struggled altogether realistically as normally whenever I am scrapping up a writing project altogether: it would normally only happen on a very rare occasion when I did actually get really creative altogether in general just as when it also happens too whenever I am typing out a blog post on any of my online platforms no matter what exactly I am typing a blog post about something or even as well as where do I truthfully post it online as well thus honestly: sometimes whenever we wanted to do a writing project: there always going to be an obstacle where it is going to get in the way of our very own schedule as well as having to truthfully face a waves of creative block as well as a silent waves of depression too as well where unfortunately; we do have to truthfully face it however I am going to take that into a deep dive in another paragraph on this particular life update blog post of mine online thus let's also put our focus first on how sometimes we do have to truthfully face the part where you do have to squeeze in a slot in your very own time table based on when do you want to either start a writing project of your own or otherwise you wanted to truthfully continue on with a writing project where you had truthfully left off from a writing project where you are continuing on with the writing project where you are currently working on it.
I know it does feels truthfully hard to definitely have an intensely busy and an equally packed schedule where we all do wanted to truthfully do our very own writing project however instead; as always; there are always going to be other important tasks where it does truthfully get in the way and yes, this does truthfully led to the part where we had less time to truthfully do a writing project yet alone to continue one too as well and honestly; if you are one those of those people whom they had to truthfully put all of their own personal projects aside then I know where you are truthfully coming from; thus I had been done that too as well as a recreational author of my very own writing projects too as well thus honestly; hence this is the reason why you could tell there is a really long hiatus on my online platforms especially on my personal blog via Blogspot definitely.
Plus also don't guarantee any actual promises and expectations as well as putting your very own hopes that I'll definitely be putting on another writing project online on any of my online platforms on matter where I am truthfully posting on there thus honestly; sometimes you may not exactly know why the author would take a really long hiatus unless if they did give you a daily or a weekly life update on their social media platforms to give us all a life-update into their very own real lives too as well.
Apart from the busy and packed schedule we all did have to undeniably experience it in our very own respective lives then you do truthfully realize that we do also have apart from squeezing in a slot where you did have all of the precious time to sincerely do anything in your very own time table just to truthfully make sure that you can definitely do a writing project based on what exactly you are currently writing in your very own writing project no matter what type of writing project are you typing on; then this is where you do need to find the balance between both work and life to be honest and honestly: I am not feeling too sure about whether if they did have a work life balance in their schedule: but if they did then good for them and lucky for them however I do truthfully think this one where you do need to speak to an equally qualified and experienced yet also a professional therapist if you do needed the additional help as well as having a 'non-judgmental-private and an equally safe yet a sincere space' for you to openly have a conversation between you and them as again; I did always sincerely kept on confirming to everyone to definitely seek professional help by consulting a professional; qualified and also an experienced therapist too as well thus I know I am going to . . . again; I am going to sincerely starting to sound like I am repeating the same words over and over again just as when an old and a br*k*n record would repeat the same words over and over again; everyone thus if anyone of you did truthfully expect me not to repeat the same words as I am truthfully typing this particular life update blog post on my personal blog via Blogspot then don't truthfully even think about it since yes, although I do truthfully repeat the same words over and over again just as when I did truthfully sound as when I am an old and br*k*n words repeating the same words over and over again which although it surely does gets repetitive at certain times however I am going to repeat it again just in case if anyone or anybody are wondering why I am repeating the same words and perhaps (More like definitely) the sentence based on how I did truthfully wanted to truthfully type on here.
Plus yes; although it does feel truthfully tough to definitely seek an actual therapy through an equally qualified; experienced plus a professionally license therapist except sometimes we may never know when we do needed to truthfully search for a qualified and an experienced therapist thus sometimes we may not know; they might offer an additional help and support plus the tools where we do needed to truthfully re-build ourselves mentally, physiologically and spiritually as well as how they can truthfully give a deeper look on the analysis of your very own mental health status based on what exactly you did truthfully shared with them on a conversation between you and them as a private; safe and a non judgmental conversation between you and them while the both of you--you and your personal therapist--did have a private; up; close and a personal conversation where you can actually have a private; personal and a safe conversation between the both of you (Both you and your therapist) to definitely spoke about the certain topics you surely wanted to truthfully speak with them however you were unable to do it so either with your very own family due to the misunderstanding; judgments and even the reservations as well as your own friends particularly the ones whom they do think you do really need to truthfully move on and forget your own problems by letting you know that all you needed to do truthfully 'suck it up' and 'simply move [The f**k] on' as well as just to be feeling happy; grateful and also be focusing on the 'good vibes only' by having to dismiss all of the actual life problems based on what exactly you are truthfully experiencing it in your very own life in addition to also how they kept on pestering you to again; focus on the 'good vibes' only which for me, it does truthfully infuriates me a lot in general thus honestly; why on earth should we just ignore the problem and just pretend all of the problems had been swept under rug to be honest; everyone?
Look, before we can get any further between you and me; I am not truthfully trying to say that we should be focusing and dwelling on the negative vibes but I do truthfully think we should definitely open ourselves up by having the actual room for everyone including the both of us to not only have the actual room to let everyone know what exactly we are truthfully experiencing in our very own lives by sharing our very own stories but also at the same time to get know each others' life stories better as well by getting to know their life background because not everyone in this world is born with a silver spoon in addition to having a luxurious lifestyle where everyone had always dreamed of in their very own lives as a life background in general.
Thus I know it does feels truthfully tough to definitely get to know the other person based on their very own life backgrounds however instead of having to truthfully be judgmental in addition to also holding our very own reservations; judgments as well as the criticisms and the expectations of them no matter whom we are truthfully talking about here; there and everywhere in general.
Anyway, I do wanted to sincerely apologize for going off topic on the whole part of how important it is to seek a professional therapist whom they can truthfully offer you a helping hand in addition to also how they can offer you an in-depth; non-judgmental; deep and understanding conversation where they can truthfully offer you a helping hand by giving you the actual room to definitely let yourself express your own feelings and thoughts as well as sharing the parts of your very own life where you did wanted to speak with them about what are the events you had truthfully went through in your very own life in addition to also having the room where you can get to truthfully share the parts of your very own life where it is one where you wanted to share with them however with everyone else as you normally would do in a 'normal' conversation between you and them; it would be tough to do it so especially, again; with the people whom they would normally tell you just to simply ignore all of the life problems you did truthfully experienced it in your very own life plus they did wanted you to focus on the 'Good vibes' only; however on the other hand; when you did shared it with either someone whom they are equally and sincerely non-judgmental; understanding; patient and even perhaps they surely are willing to listen to you and all your actual life problems in any different type of way in the conversation between you and them as well as perhaps an actual yet an equally qualified and an experienced therapist too as well based on how do they treated you as well thus I am not exactly too sure but who knows, maybe they did the same with you but I am not exactly too sure since I have yet to talk to an actual therapist myself plus maybe your experience with an actual therapist might be a very different experience: I'd think.
Anyway, another reason why on why I did took a really long hiatus apart from how tough it could be to your very own fan fiction writer/ author due to the self-comparison; the criticisms; judgmental comments from other people as well as self-criticism too as well as experiencing the pressure from other people too as well; one of the reasons why I also took a really long hiatus is that I also do wanted to write my own original writing projects as well as publishing it online on my personal blog as well just as what I had mentioned it earlier; unfortunately; one of the concerns is also about the performance of the writing project based on how people would definitely engage with the story in addition to also how they would react after they did truthfully take the actual time to truthfully read the actual writing project you had truthfully put in all of the efforts and the hard work you surely did all of the work by doing all of the writing; typing; editing, and even reading the draft version before you can truthfully do more editing again until you are feeling truthfully satisfied with the writing project where you did finally decided to publish after working really hard from your very own writing project in addition to also taking breaks too as well whenever you are feeling truthfully unmotivated as well as taking the steps back to truthfully focus on the more important endeavors as well as the equally more important tasks too as well in your very own life and only returning back to the writing project whenever and wherever you truthfully no matter how long does it truthfully take to write the writing project where you have either truthfully begun or where did you truthfully left it off just as when you did continue on where you did truthfully left the abandoned writing project no matter how long it has been since the last time you did truthfully wrote on the abandoned writing project.
Also, I know it has been a really long while ever since I did actually posted my very first writing project as well as my very first blog post for the year 2026 but I can't guarantee that I am always going to truthfully post up another writing project either on her or on my T*mblr blogs ever since I do really have to admit; I have been really busy with my very own life thus I am feeling uncertain about when my next blog post is going to be either on here or on my T*mblr blogs as well however all I can say is that there is going to be a blog post on my personal blog here to give an honor to Liatu King whom her birthday is going to be up in 2 days time which does saddens me a bit ever since I do know it does fell on a Tuesday which I am going to truthfully admit yet I am also not going to lie either; Tuesdays aren't one of my favorite days at all of the week ever since I do really have to truthfully work for really long hours so you may have to wait patiently for the next blog post and also the next writing project too as well.
Plus if you felt as when you did wanted to 'unfollow' me online then feel free to do it so online because I had nothing against you personally as well as how I am not going to be someone who is going to post anything instantly every now and then [Unless if you did noticed it silently on Bl**Sky that is] Online especially on my personal blog here therefore I do wanted to say 'thank you very much' for having to truthfully give me all of the support you had throughout those years where you had followed me online; my reader(s).
And with that: I am going to truthfully see you on the other side although the grass isn't always going to be greener on the other side however i do wanted to wish you all well in general; unconditionally, literally and sincerely altogether in general no matter where we are in the world both online and offline thus . . . I'll see you on the other side, everyone.
