Author's note: The event mentioned below in this particular part does actually takes place after the events in part 1 of the writing therefore consider taking this particular project with a grain of salt and pepper from me to you all that is.
Also, yes there is a mention of Alex during his trip to France to reunite with him for a very long time plus Mara, Tiffany and Kayley are inspired by the Washington Mystic Rookies on Sonia as Mara's official face claim (Don't ask me about the name): Kiki Irafen but with long natural black hair is Tiffany's official face claim as she did met Kina and Allie at a family's Christmas trip at the Four Season Ko Olina Resort at Oahu, Hawaii and Georgia Amoore is Kayley's official face claim whom she is long time best friend with Mara while she is Allie's frenemy as well.
Plus on a different note; whoever said Aulani is one of those Ko Olina resort you shouldn't be skipping out and yet saying 'You'll regret on both skipping Aulani altogether and also missing out the activities as well': I would quietly "Agree to disagree" in private since if I am staying at Aulani in the month of February while facing the '15 days of what' then I am sure I'll be self-isolating at either Marriott's Resort at Ko Olina or Four Season Resort at Ko Olina as a 'self-quarantine' for 15 days in total while putting on 'Always a bridesmaid' back-to-back as a background filler.
On another note: to me: 'Always a bridesmaid's is more of background filler but not in a 'Hate watch' type of way but more so of 'A comfort movie' meets 'I don't know what do I really want to first or next so I just choose whatever seems to be really familiar to me thus I do needed the noises in the background' in my own opinion if you did ask me all about the 'Always a bridesmaid' that is in my own opinion.
Plus the Disneymania songs or the songs from all seven of the 'Disney Mania' abums are pretty good in own opinion if you did truthfully ask me all about it along with the songs from 'Cozy Sounds' that is.
Also, not my best writing project to be dated so sorry about that.
Plus this also has a back-story about the reader's back story about her own estranged family as well as her non-estranged relationship with her non-estranged cousin Rachel whom her official face claim is Veronica Burton thus let's just truthfully say I do truthfully love VB that is and congrats to her for becoming 'Most improved player' to her (Veronica Burton) too as well.
Disclaimers: All events plus settings are entirely fictional in all of my writing projects therefore there is no need to take this seriously as if it does truthfully happens in real life that is and please don't plagiarize, translate or repost this writing project of mine onto other platforms.
Now . . .
"Y/N. Y/N; I don't truthfully understood why you would be ignoring me while I am trying to talk to you but you seem to be ignoring me out of nowhere; Y/N; like won't you even listen to me for once?"
As you turned your head towards him; he stared at you; feeling truthfully upset and hurt about why would you truthfully ignored him out of nowhere while you are now washing your bowl at the kitchen into the sink while rinsing it under the running water from the tap where you had turned it on earlier.
While the TV now shows a scene where the main male protagonist had pushed everyone from his own social circle from himself on his birthday in the background; meanwhile you on the other hand; you are feeling truthfully unhappy with the way Logan had demanded to you about how he wanted you to turn your attention towards him just as when you do wanted to wash the dishes; drain the water from the same cup of water where you rinse it with a wave of hot water into the cup before pouring in a new batch of fresh clean water where you pour it from Waiakea water bottle and pouring the hot water from the electric kettle where you did managed to truthfully wash it to put in a brand new batch of hot water as daily as possible since it does always truthfully cool off from the room temperature very quickly.
"Look, I know it does seems to be really difficult between the both of us ever since we both have been seeing people outside of the relationship however I do wanted truthfully let you know that i am sincerely sorry that I did forget about the forget about the good news of how . . . one of your best friend gets the opportunity to work at a different position at her workplace ever since her company had promoted her to another position while she managed to work her way up to there."
But the way Logan spoke to you does sounds truthfully more emotionless and less emotional than you possibly think about it ever since you did noticed how he skipped out the secret Santa tradition where all three of you along with Mara; Tiffany and Kayley whom when everyone had gathered at the Four Season Resort at Ko Olina for one of Kayley's relative's anniversary party then this is where everyone had decided to do the secret Santa tradition and when Tiffany had asked you about whether did Logan would like to join in the tradition however when he does ignored your messages and phone calls towards him; you aren't feeling too happy when you found that Logan had been hanging out with Riley in Thailand while they are celebrating Christmas at there just as when you did saw the evidence of what your best friends had send you the evidences online how he had been partying out at nightclubs where you normally stayed away from it since nightclubbing isn't the type of party scene you would especially one where there are alcoholic beverages as well to how they would listened to the rap music where you would normally shut it off and turn on your music CDs on whatever you would normally listen including the Disneymania songs where people may have called you out for listening to the Disneymania songs however unlike some of the songs where you are forced to listen to it on the radio station as now they would search for something hot, relevant and on topic that is; you did ended up only listening to the music where you can truthfully tolerate by listening to it as you did admit secretly that the songs on Disneymania are pretty decent to the music of today's generation where you did ended up listening to it out of force however you did managed to shut off the radio and pull out a music CD from your very own music CD collection based on whatever you do wanted to listen to it or otherwise you did ended up pulling your very own iPod where luckily it seems to be working at the moment and you did sometimes plug it into your car sound system where you did usually did it most of the time whenever you are driving in your silver Ford Fiesta.
Plus adding the insult into the wound; Logan hadn't even think about turning up for Kiara's birthday dinner where all three of you celebrate it at Tiki's Grill and Bar restaurant where you, Allie and Kiara had celebrated her birthday in the early month of August and the three of you had also celebrated again in the month of early October where this time everyone including you celebrated Allie's birthday at Paia's Fish Market Restaurant as well as taking a slice of cake from the Cheesecake Factory the next day for breakfast as a birthday tradition for all three of you followed by your birthday in the month of early March where you celebrated it at the Waikiki Shokudo Restaurant for the very first time as a different birthday tradition where Kiara had suggested she wanted to try something new and after a discussion between everyone where they did wanted to go from there onwards this is where you all have settled for Waikiki Shokudo Restaurant as a restaurant where all three of you had celebrated it for the very first time and surprisingly; Logan hadn't wished you a 'Happy birthday' for the very first time ever since the trip to Thailand where he had celebrated Christmas; his birthday and New Years Eve altogether and already seeing him with another woman does actually pissed you off to the point where you started to give him the cold shoulder as you started to ignore him and his phone calls as well as his text messages since you are feeling truthfully upset; angered and hurt by the way he had been interacting more and more with Riley and you suddenly felt as when you are experiencing the invalidating feeling of how you aren't always going to be feeling good enough for anyone or anybody especially when you already had tried to truthfully prove yourself that you are can be the type of woman where you do wanted to be loved by someone ever since you had experienced either a relationship where it does feels truthfully conditional between you and the other person especially when it comes to your biological mum as well as your estranged aunt whom she had became your step-mum after she (Reader's biological mum) had passed unexpectedly and your step sisters which does led to an unexpected estranged between all three of you as her daughters whom she had consider them to be your step sisters although Carly is a year older than you and Katie is younger than you; neither of them seems to have any genuine interest in socializing with you or Rachel who is the one and only cousin whom she may be born in the same year as you however she was only months younger than you as she is born in the early month of May however you and Rachel are the only pair of sisters whom the both of you have a genuine relationship between the both of you as sisters since Rachel does truthfully understood where you are coming from as she had told you about how she tried to win the approval from your step-mum whom she is her aunt (Rachel's aunt) so many times however by the time when she did tried to win her reserved aunt's approval so many different times; however instead of either congratulating her for either graduation or a brand new job where she had gotten it at Washington state at Seattle as well as praising her skills at both track and field where she had ran track in addition to running at different running marathon events plus volleyball and basketball too as well back in her high school days; unfortunately: in reality, she didn't congratulate her own niece for getting a brand new job over there and by the time when she had moved to Seattle with her own daughter 10 year old Joanna whom she had became a single mum to her; Rachel had confirmed to you about how she had also been on the same surfboard as you are based on how your step mum hadn't even either congratulated you for your graduation or even praised you at either basketball; surfing or even swimming and scuba diving as well as art and writing stories; meanwhile your dad; god-mum; best friends and your cousin Rachel on the other hand at least they did managed to definitely praise you on the great skills you have; cheered you on through your toughest times and even they did unconditionally and sincerely cared about you throughout both the tough times of your very own life and the greatest times of your very own life.
Meanwhile; during one of your visit to Seattle to see Rachel in the month of April where Kiara had invited the both of you (You and Allie that is) on her business trip; you decided to visit her while Allie had decided to do her own thing on exploring the city of Seattle on her own terms; you visited your cousin at Everett where the both of you had a chit-chat between each other at her apartment where she is currently living at there and while the both of you managed to spoke with each other about how she (Rachel) had decided to made a really tough decision to waive her reserved aunt off since she is feeling sincerely sick and tired of how she hadn't even given her or even the rest of the family on the slightest attention based on how she had sidelined both you and her along with everyone else in the family selfishly except for her own daughters; meanwhile for the rest of the family whom they had continued to stay in the state of Utah; where many of your relatives had stayed there for a very long time except for certain family members where they had decided to truthfully move out quietly to either other states or otherwise; they would had moved themselves overseas; meanwhile: those whom they had continued their stay with your step-mum and your step-sisters; they had wanted to do the same as what the both of you (Both you and Rachel) did with your estranged step-mum and step-sisters to waive all ties with them for good; meanwhile for the remaining members whom they still continue on staying with them wanted to do the same as well however because they are feeling sincerely afraid they might became taunted by the reserved aunt of yours as well as their nieces too as well; they had decided to silently continue on living at there while trying their best to maintain a peaceful relationship between everyone and tried to stay on their good side at all times as well.
Meanwhile the both of you had no choice but waive all ties with both your estranged aunt and her own daughters quietly while putting all of the focus on your own endeavors in your very own life as well as building the type of life where you both have to build it up from the ground of rock bottom that is.
"Y/N; Y/N." He called to you softly while you suddenly hold the edge of the bowl; gripping hard that you did wanted to sincerely threw it either towards Logan or even across the room that is just as when you didn't wanted him to get hurt.
"What." You snapped at him angrily while you stared at him just as when you are narrowing your pair of eyes towards Logan angrily; feeling truthfully tired of how Logan wanted to talk about how he felt sincerely apologetic for what he had done towards you.
"Look, I know . . . you and I--we both may have seen people outside of our relationships between the both of us however I do wanted to truthfully let you know that I am sincerely sorry for what I had done towards you by having to ignore you on your birthday as well as your friends too as well since you know I have been very busy with my own things on my own pair of hands however I do wanted to truthfully let you know that I am sincerely sorry for what I had done towards you and honestly; I did wanted to let you know that I didn't meant to truthfully hurt you emotionally out of nowhere but Riley . . . Riley . . ."
Riley, Riley; Riley: Riley this and Riley that--already you did wanted to threw the bowl towards him however because you didn't wanted him to truthfully get hurt out of nowhere since you know Logan does have a steady fanbase where they can politely call you out for your behavior and yet having to truthfully 'expose' you 'online' based on what you had done towards him and honestly; sometimes becoming a girlfriend of a high-profile athletic does felt truthfully tough especially when there consequences no one had expected it to be coming and neither did you after you did first dated Logan.
"Y/N, I know I said I am truthfully sorry and honestly; I know it does sounds truthfully hard for me to truthfully share this with you and . . . and . . ."
"Logan . . ." You said his name firmly just as when you place the bowl down onto the sink quietly just before you turn off the tap and turn your attention towards him while glaring at him with a ice-cold hard stare based on how you are feeling sincerely angry; upset and hurt towards him based on how he had sincerely ignored you out of nowhere that is.
"Y/N, please . . ."
"Logan; did . . . did you . . . did you mentioned the name Riley?" You ask him coldly while you continued glaring at him as the both of you have a staring off contest between each other.
"Yes, I did and I am so sorry about that and honestly . . . when I did first met her back just before the Thailand trip . . ."
"Wait, what?" You asked him, continuing to sound truthfully icy towards him while he continues talking to you about his trip to Thailand with both his 'so-called' friends and Riley that is.
"She said; she wanted to cheer me up ever since she did noticed how you have been ignoring my calls and text messages after I tried to call you after the trip I took off to France for a bit to see Alex and then . . ."
"And then you tried to hook up with somebody else." You replied to him coldly; feeling truthfully angry; hurt and equally upset about what you had heard from him about the Thailand trip and also the France trip as well where she had officially invited him onto the trip where Rhode had decided to go on their European leg to do a hard-launch for their own company in order to expand their franchise worldwide internationally.
"I said I was sorry for hooking up with someone else; Y/N."
"What do you mean you said you are feeling sorry for hooking up with someone else; Logan?!" You protested; now feeling truthfully angry as your anger had suddenly simmered out of nowhere and already you feeling truthfully livid about how Logan had actually decided to hook-up with someone else behind your back while you decided to take your time to definitely grieve the heartbreak over how Logan suddenly cheated on your out of nowhere that is.
"Look, I said I was sorry: Y/N . . ."
"Forget it, Logan. I knew it! I knew you are seeing on her from the sidelines; Logan!"
"Look, I am just only seeing her as a friend and nothing else about that; Y/N!"
"Look, you may said she is your friend and all but I did felt as when you are truthfully cheating on me with her; Logan!"
"With who?"
"With her, Riley--the other woman; you know that?!"
When you brought that up towards Logan; you stared at him with nothing but anger and hostility from you; feeling deeply livid about how could someone like Logan would have seen a woman whom you consider her secretly to be his side mistress on the sideline while he interacts with her behind your back.
"Wow, I . . . I don't understand how on earth you would know her out of nowhere; Y/N."
"What? Do you really think I don't even know anything??! You know my friends have to do the detective work for me and no 'true' offense to you; Logan Hunter Sargeant but you really needed to do better in the relationship between the both of us and before you can say anything and any further: yes, I do have to really admit; yes, I do have secrets of my own as well just as when I am seeing other people behind your back too as well: Logan!"
As he stared at you; feeling truthfully shocked; you had even spat out: "And you know a relationship is a two way street between the both of us: Logan! You just don't realize that, Logan!"
"Look, Y/N: I did truthfully realized that too as well but unfortunately you do realize that sometimes when the relationship does gets stagnant between the both of us; this is where you need to realize that sometimes we do have our very own issues to truthfully solve it out rather than you accusing your own partner based on what exactly you do have to truthfully said--"
"And let me guess, bringing other people in and some more bringing up his mistress too as well from the sideline as well?"
When you brought up the subject of bringing other people into the relationship too as well; Logan moaned and replied "Y/N, now this isn't the time for this type of issue and I am not doing this tonight so--"
"Shut up, Logan! Are you going to truthfully dismiss me or what?! No offense; Logan but are you going to truthfully dismiss me or what?!"
Logan whom he is walking back to his bedroom and replied "Y/N, now this isn't the time for this issue between the both of us, okay?! Thus I am not going to let you bring in other people into this particular issue we have going on between us and honestly; if you do really think you are going to either bring in either another person you are seeing on the sideline or otherwise your family and friends . . ."
"And his mistress?" You added; knowing that Logan would brought Riley in at a certain case if he could at a certain whenever and wherever he can during the personal conversation between the both of you.
"You know what? I'm not doing that anymore and bringing this conversation anymore thus this is over, Y/N."
"Yeah; it is freaking over; Logan, for the both of us and you and her that is!"
"I'm not doing this, Y/N!" He protested; now feeling infuriated about how you had brought her into the conversation between the both of you that is.
"And you do needed to keep her out of your mouth that is!" He added as an aftermath just as when you are going to add another comment about both him and Riley before he shuts the door with a 'bang' to let you know that he already had enough issues of how you had kept on brining her up yet dragging her own through the conversation between you and him.
To add your own aftermath; you quietly washed the bowl by rinsing under the running water of the tap: place it carefully on the dish rack then stormed off towards your bedroom; shut the door as rapidly as you can and let your very own muffled scream through a clean pillow where luckily, you did managed to changed your pillow case earlier to a new and clean pillow case where you did managed to scream into it just before you ended up drifting off into an unexpected deep slumber of yours without even turning off the cool white lights of your very own apartment.
