Christmas in July- Mel's version- Christmas Shopping at Ala Moana Shopping Center-A Sarzhou Fan fiction

 Author's note: Let's just say with Christmas is coming in just a couple of days then this is where another writing project coming in the way with Sarzhou; I am going to definitely add this one into the 'Christmas in July-Mel's version' writing project series and I am so sorry if the ending of the story does feels truthfully rushed out to be honest however let's just say: I do truthfully enjoyed this particular writing project with Sarzhou and honestly: I do have to truthfully admit; I am not going to truthfully lie--I do truthfully really miss Sarzhou and yes, I do truthfully love Sarzhou as both a rare and a platonic pairing between each other therefore enjoy this particular fan fiction from me to you all while I am still working on the 'Christmas Tree shopping and decorating' writing project with both Logan and fem reader that is.

Also, let's just say this is a 'self-indulgent' Fan Fiction I did actually wrote it for a very long time plus also . . . let's just say I do wanted to truthfully get the Fenty Beauty Gloss Bomb Stix- Unicorn Blizzard as a special gift to treat myself as yes, I did truthfully managed to survive the whole of 2025 on both a serious and a personal note; no joke.

Plus although Logan's GF isn't in this particular fan fiction however she is truthfully mentioned in the conversation between the both of them that is.

On a different note: I am very much of a pro Sarzhou and a pro Loscar at the same time as well a pro Lolex as well when we are truthfully talking about Logan's relationship with the drivers plus yes, I too am a pro Charles and Logan [I don't know what are their pairing name so I am so sorry about that; everyone.] As well as pro Chewis/ Chewie [Charles Leclerc and Sir Lewis Hamilton] and also pro Lestappen as well as pro Logan and George Russell in general however when it comes to both G*x and L*nd*sc*r: I'm sorry but I truthfully don't think they are truthfully my own cup of a regular hot mocha coffee as honestly; I do truthfully find G*x to be a toxic pairing in my own opinion while L*nd*scar; I tried to truthfully liked them but then again, they aren't my own truthful cup of a hot cup of mocha that is; no joke.

Plus those are my own thoughts about the whole F1 pairing of who do I truthfully preferred and those who I didn't truthfully liked them in my own opinion. (Sorry if you are a sincere fan of either G*x or L*nd*scar or both thus they aren't my cup of hot mocha that is; thus no offense to everyone who is reading this particular blog post on my personal blog that is; no joke.)

Anyway, here it is; plus please don't guarantee any actual promises on when is the next going to be up and published on here by the way and I'll see you all on the other side.

*Trigger warning: None--thus this is a very fluffy and a light-hearted Fan fiction that is. 

(*Author's notes: Unless if you do actually count the short-lived F1 career Logan does have mentioned in this particular fan fiction along with the mentions of Landoscar and the L*nd* N*rr*s mentions by the way so again, no 'true' offense to anyone or anybody who is both truthfully and generally a pro Landoscar thus I'm sorry, Landoscar aren't truthfully my glass of Blue Lagoon Mocktail that is in my own opinion not especially after how Oscar had been treated in this particular year of 2025 alone thus argh, apart from secretly praying for a Max world championship; I too am rooting for Oscar to win the championship too if it might not be Max then it might be Oscar but instead; it is . . . ugh; you guess it--L*nd* N*rr*s who won this year's F1 world championship from this particular season alone thus  . . . ugh: I'm sorry but . . . hearing L*nd* winning this year's WDC--I'm sorry but it just makes me want to truthfully . . . wanting to be both an instant Pro Oscar Piastri [Instantly, literally and truthfully as well as unconditionally as well] and also silently; a Pro Max Vestappen too as well. Plus also if you are an actual Pro L*nd* N*rr*s and a Pro L*nd*scar then I am sincerely sorry for having to truthfully let everyone know that I am an anti L*nd* N*rr*s plus an anti L*nd*scar too as well; I'm sorry. And also; no 'true' offense and disrespect towards the fans especially if they are a pro L*nd* N*rr*s and a pro L*nd*scar that is in general so I am so sorry about that.)

Hawaiian words mentioned in this particular writing project:

Ohana- [Pronounced as 'Oh-ha-na(h)']- Family in Hawaiian language

'Ohana means family; family means no one gets left behind or be forgotten.' -Stitch; Disney Lilo and Stitch

Also, speaking of 'Lilo and Stitch'; let's only talk about the animated version of both the movie and the TV series of the 'Lilo and Sitch' franchise thus honestly; forget the live-action version where Disney tried to made a 'Live action' version where although it does takes place in the island of Oahu; but it does feels more like a 'disappointing; watered down version of a live action remake of a Disney movie' regarding on the whole live action version of the 'Lilo and Stitch' movie thus I'm sorry but the animated version of both the movie and the original animated TV series in my own opinion are both the MVP version of the Lilo and Stitch franchise in the comparison with the 'Live action' remake of the 'Lilo and Stitch' movie; I'm sorry; if there are the better version of the live action versions of the Disney movies; I would say it is definitely both Cinderella which I do think it is released back in 2015 and also the 2023 version of 'The little mermaid' where oh boy, it is one of the better live action remakes apart from the 2015 Live action version of the Disney Cinderella movie that is; no joke.

Kane- [Pronounced as 'Ka(h)-nay]-  Man in Hawaiian language

'Aiea- [Pronounced as 'Ah-ay-ah'/ 'Ah-eh-ah']- An area located at the Western part of Oahu, Hawaii

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Plus all events mentioned in this particular writing project of mine are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to truthfully take this seriously as when it does truthfully happens in real life realistically.

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Life update and a work in process writing project- Christmas in July - Mel's version= Christmas Tree Shopping-19th December 2025

 Author's note: Long time no post on here thus ever since I had been feeling so busy with my very own life as there are so many things where they are truthfully getting in the way and honestly; I am not going to truthfully lie to everyone in general as wellas  having to truthfully admit at the same time about what I had been up to lately in my very own life.

Firstly, I did managed to delete my X account after five years long of having to stayed at there however by the time when they had tried to 'restore' themselves to do better; unfortunately; I don't think they had actually became more worse to the point where I felt as if I truthfully had enough of their nonsense therefore I have decided to delete my X account for good and honestly; I do really have to truthfully admit plus I am not going to truthfully lie either; I do truthfully wished I would had delted it sooner than later however because so many of the accounts especially when we are truthfully talking about the countless sports account I usually followed them on there are still active on X and I am still feeling truthfully unhappy about that ever since I do truthfully wish they could have made a move to Bl**Sky where now I luckily did have an account at there to be honest; everyone.

Secondly; I'll definitely be doing a project called 'Christmas in July-Mel's version' ever since where I do usually came from does usually have both a tropical and sunny climate all year long therefore you may have to consider be patient with me ever since I might not always post it on here every single day to be honest thus sometimes life does truthfully have other plans just for me to be honest therefore you might be patient with me on this one.

Thirdly, I also wanted to send my indefinite 'thank you(s)' and 'mahalo nui loa' towards KnowingLewis via T*mblr as well for following me back on my back up T*mblr account where I did managed to reblog certain F1 fan fictions as usually I only kept that account as a back-up account on T*mblr however I'll also be keeping it as an active burner account too as well; everyone.

And finally; I do wanted to truthfully let you all know that I'll definitely posting most of my fan fictions on here as well however when it comes to my T*mblr blogs and account; I'll still truthfully keep iit up and running just so people can truthfully search for my T*mblr accounts just in case if they either wanted to read a Fan Fiction on the ones which I did actually wrote it myself or otherwise it might have been 'reblogged' at the same too as well in addition to some of the personal posts I did posted it over there and honestly; speaking of personal posts; I did wanted to share my own thoughts on here (Again, as usual; literally; sincerely and unconditionally altogether at the same time--no joke.) My personal blog here thus speaking of personal thoughts I am going to share it all below.

 

A screenshot of Chloe who is on the left is hugging Sasha on the right from the second official season of 'Bratz' the TV Series episode of 'Miss Fortune and honestly: I do truthfully think i do liked Dorla Bell's voice acting of Sasha not only for the second season of the official "Bratz' TV Series but also in the 'Bratz Girls Really Rock' movie and video game as well as 'Bratz Desert Jewelz' and so on and so forth I'd think.

Plus speaking of; is it just me or does this does picture actually give me an *Alyssa Ustby and Liatu King vibes in my own opinion? I am not truthfully even joking that honestly; I do really wanted to see a reunion between the both of them if this wasn't the stupid CBA dispute and dramas that has been on going in the WNBA community lately to be honest; no joke.

(*Author's note: Plus yes, it also does actually give me an 'Alyssa Ustby and Liatu King coded type of vibes as well as Allie and Kina whom the both of them are my original characters that is in my own opinion that is.)

Also: I don't own the picture; it isn't mine and credits goes to Bratz via YT and YT for the actual picture of Chloe and Sasha hugging each other from the episode of 'Miss Fortune'.

Plus also yes, I did an actual writing project in months after what feels like ages ever since I did a fan fiction in a really long time ever since I had done a proper writing project in a really long while to be honest that is: I am not going to truthfully lie that is when it comes to my own writing project that is.

Anyway, on a really different note: I am still truthfully doing a writing project on Christmas Tree shopping where of course; both Logan and the main 'female' protagonist which is you as when you are now reading this particular fan fiction plus also please consider be patient with me thus honestly; it is truthfully unfinished ever since I am still writing this particular writing project so please consider be patient with me at this point; everyone. 

So hold onto your surfboards and continue to read on the writing project if you are feeling truthfully interested in the writing project.

Also, on a different and an irrelevant note but . . . I may potentially have the thought of how I no longer wanting to consider getting an iP*d though to be honest and I know it does feels as when I am truthfully speaking about the unspoken topic where it does felt as when it is an invisible elephant in the room of consumerism and technology as well as creating a dispute between you and everyone else; no offense to everyone in general that is based on whoever is reading this particular blog post of mine on my personal blog here that is-oops.

Plus yes; I did wrote this when I am on my menstrual period that is therefore you could possibly tell about the reason why I did wrote this in a very different way than how would everyone would had expected it to be honest and honestly; because this is a 'work in process' type of writing project so you may want to truthfully expect the mistakes I did made in this particular writing project there thus this is also the 'unedited' version of the writing project that is.

On a different note: I know I sounded as when I am truthfully ranting about the whole 'I'm not going to own another iP*d which does led to the 'elephant in the room' type of conversation where people are going to be feeling both truthfully triggered and enraged about the whole debate of this particular conversation between everyone in this particular conversation' then you may want to consider checking out this particular blog post on T*mblr based on what exactly I am talking about and also, full-on credits goes to bumblebeeappletree via T*mblr for the original post online: https://www.tumblr.com/bumblebeeappletree/784075352684249088/soooo-i-went-and-watched-some-video-compilations?source=share

Anyway, enjoyed this particular 'WIP writing project' from me to you all; everyone-- cheers and also; please take really great care of yourself during this particular holiday season no matter what type of celebration it is in a different season: thus you may never know how sometimes the holiday season does feels truthfully isolating and also it does feels lonely at the same time so make sure you can truthfully check up on the people at your social circle because you may never know; they may had experienced any 'alarming' signs where although it may be something where we can very often overlook at those actions and pretended it is just nothing and just carry on with our very own respective lives plus although the original post on T*mblr isn't 'reblog(able)' because of how the original author of the original post online was to definitely put a 'limit' on the 'trauma dumping' or rather; more accurately: to prevent people from sharing their personal experience with the more traumatic life events where they would truthfully share it (And 'air it') online thus honestly; if anyone does truthfully wanted to know what are the symptoms you do needed to watch out from either you or someone you had known from your social circle no matter who they truthfully are to you in your very own life therefore you might wanted to truthfully take notes of it by writing on paper and pen therefore you do have some of the information you can remember it by writing it into either a physical notebook; planner; journal or a diary where you can find out more about the symptoms where you do needed to watch out for in either you yourself or someone else whom you known them very well.

Plus also, don't be afraid to reach out to both an equally and a sincerely qualified and an experienced therapist whom they can truthfully give you an extra hand to truthfully help you and your life while giving you an actual sound board where you can truthfully confide in them without being judged by someone else (Especially those who does truthfully get triggered really easily to be honest no matter who are they towards you.) in your own circle by having a 'Non-judgmental and a private plus personal speaking space' between you and your therapist plus this also reminds me of a quote I had found it from 'Nowhere girl' by Carla Ciccone whom she spoke about having a 'Third person' in your very own social circle as yes, I did owned both a physical copy of the 'Nowhere girl' book and yes, I did actually read the physical book and here is the quote I had found it from there:

"There is a desperate need for kids in their teen years to have trusted adults in their lives to turn to when they can't talk to their parents. Michelle Martel, a clinical psychologist and professor at the University of Kentucky, recommends normalizing therapy for early teens so it can become a a safe for them to work their issues without the annoyance that often comes with parents trying to fix their kids lives. 'At that age they're not as receptive,' says Martel. 'It's helpful to have another person or a therapist who's looking out for mood issues or other kinds of issues, including drinking and sex/ s*x, because your teen might not be comfortable coming to you."

-Michelle Martel & Carla Ciccone-Nowhere Girl

*Author's note: Michelle Martel whom she is mentioned in the quote I had inserted it from the 'Nowhere girl' book is actually a clinical psychologist and a professor at the University of Kentucky whom she had allegedly worked with the author of the book during the working process of this book just before the actual book might had been fully published while Carla Ciccone is the actual author of this book whom she had worked with Michelle during their time when she (Carla) was doing the work of this particular book before it can truthfully be published that is.

Plus if you do wanted the T*mblr post version of the original post based on what exactly I am truthfully writing about here then the link would take you there plus full-on credits goes to writing-nothing-but-spilled-ink via T*mblr for the original version of the T*mblr post online: https://www.tumblr.com/writing-nothing-but-spilled-ink/797253192511586304/its-that-time-of-year-again?source=share

And also here is the international helplines where you can also contact them as well in order to reach out for help but don't forget; make sure you can definitely also check into a hospital with both an equally and a sincerely qualified and an experienced therapist whom they can also give you an extra helping hand on one hand while on the other hand; they also definitely be the type of people whom you can truthfully confide in them as well as having a 'confidential and a non-judgmental yet a safe space' for you to definitely confide in them as well as having a person whom you can truthfully speak to them without becoming truthfully judged by others as well as being dismissed by the people (Again, I may be repeating my words on here where it can truthfully become repetitive sometimes to be honest thus I am not going to truthfully lie that is based on who exactly are we talking about here no matter who they truthfully are towards you and everyone else whom they can either be your own family members; relatives, friends: co-workers and so on and so forth that is.) Whom they have been part of your social circle for a while no matter how long they had been with you in your social circle as well as having to truthfully face both the pressure and the expectations as well as the dismissive comments where they'll tried to dismiss it altogether on one hand while on the other hand they would tried to let you know that you needed to do all of this and that and so on and so forth plus let's not forget; sometimes when you do truthfully have someone whom they can truthfully look out for you in an equally; sincerely plus an unconditionally supportive and a non judgmental type of way where you can truthfully confide in them without being judged by them as well as having a 'confidential; non-judgmental and a safe space' where you can truthfully confide in them and vice versa while also having someone whom they too can do the same as well as providing an equally; sincerely and literally/ obviously all of the unconditional love and support where you can truthfully felt unconditionally safe and supported while also having the endless amount of room where you can truthfully be your own 'true' self without getting truthfully judged either by them or other people no matter whom we are exactly talking (And writing) all about them to be honest that is.

Also, for the usual disclaimers on the picture: the picture inserted below isn't mine as usual: I don't own it and credits goes to the original people whom they did truthfully worked their magic both in person and online and anyway, I'll see you on the other side plus good luck with whatever endeavors you are truthfully pursuing in your very own life; everyone(!).

 

Anyway, I'll see you on the other side and good luck on any of the life endeavors you are now pursuing at in your very own life and again, I'll see you on the other side. (Also, don't guarantee any promises that I'll be posting on here very frequently as you do truthfully realize I am an actual human being whom she does her very own life in real life as sometimes; she does truthfully get very busy in her very own life offline.)

Plus on a different note: I do truthfully miss spring season and also the sunlight as I am not going to truthfully lie on a personal yet a really different note as well that is--everyone.

Okay, I'll see you on the other side; everyone. Plus wishing everyone a safe; happy, healthy and an endlessly supportive yet a non-judgmental mele kalikimaka to you all and all of those who celebrate! If not then happy holidays to you then in general and please make sure you stay safe; be safe; stay healthy, stay hydrated and also have an unconditionally yet a sincerely safe, supportive and a non-judgmental holiday season(!). <3

Trigger warning for the writing project: Unedited version; mistakes to be watched out for in the writing project; mentions of menstrual period cramp as well as sleepiness and also mobbing people whom they would definitely wanted to met Logan in his very own 'normal day-to-day daily life'. (No joke that is based on what I am talking about here; please give celebrities their own privacy as well as their own personal space and time that is on a really serious note.)

Hawaiian words mentioned in the actual writing project and this particular blog post on my personal blog here:

Kane- [Pronounced as 'Ka(h)-nay']-Man in Hawaiian Language

Wahine- [Pronounced as 'Wah-hee-nay']- Woman in Hawaiian language

Makua- [Pronounced as 'Ma-koo-ah' or 'Mao-kah']- Inland in Hawaiian Language

Aloha- [Prounounced as 'Ah-lo(w)-ha']- A 'common' greeting and word in Hawaiian language as in 'Hello', "Welcome': "Hi', 'Goodbye' and 'I love you'.

Mele Kalikimaka- [Pronounced as 'Meh-lay Ka(h)-lee-kee-mao-kah']- 'Merry Christmas' in Hawaiian language

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Plus all of the art I did are only made by my own hard work and my own effort and NOT by AI technology in general.

Also f*** AI in general that is.

Plus you can say what you want to truthfully say but honestly; they are in black and white mostly because I don't have a set of Ohuhu Markers yet which I really wanted for the longest time ever since when I first heard all about it and sure; people can pretty much say that it also looks good in black and white as well yet saying I should had installed one of the art apps where I am NOT doing it so since the universe had sealed it's fate on how I am not going to truthfully do digital art at anytime soon; everyone; sorry.

Also, I did mentioned some of the pictures aren't mine and I don't truthfully own them plus credits to the original pictures towards the original owners whom they had worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online but don't repost them towards P*nt*r*st and that includes my own art as well as all of the artwork I had uploaded them on here are mine.

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Life update and Mel's thoughts- Old version of YT, Toronto Tempo player selection and more-Part 2

 Author's note: This is part 2 of the same life update where I did posted it yesterday thus if you hadn't read part one then feel free to consider doing it so that is:

Part 1 of the life update post on my personal blog on here

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Trigger warning; Mentions of ** technology (**- AI Technology--UGH; seriously. It is just truthfully ridiculous in my very own case and opinion that is.)

Life update-- where I have been; changes to YT and other updates- 23rd October 2025-Part 1

 Aloha and hello; hello; and welcome back to my personal blog.

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*Author's note: Allisha Gray- Pronounced universally as 'Uh-lee-sha(h) Grey'

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But for the screenshots of Y**T*b* on both the iP*d and also on the Macbook Pro; they are my own screenshots.

And video evidence on Y**T*b* is also mine too as well as I did filmed it on my own video on my abandoned YT channel.

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Picture post- personal art references- Phone edition- Chapter 1-Part 2

 Author's note: This is the second part of the first picture post of the art references which is the phone edition.

Disclaimers: Pictures aren't mine in general; I don't own any of them and all of them plus credits goes to the people whom they had worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online.

Plus don't re-upload any of the pictures to other platforms especially to P*nt*r*st.

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Picture post- Art refs compilation 01- Phone edition -Chapter 1

 Author's note: Decided to post this mostly because I did saved so many pictures however because I didn't want to make any plans on returning back to P*nt*r*st therefore I am going to upload those pictures as personal art references and also you can also consider this particular post as an OC post too as you can guess which one of my OCs would use which one of the phones I did truthfully found it online.

Plus here are some of my OCs as the main protagonists of the stories I would be writing about them in many of my writing projects where although I couldn't guarantee any promises on when is it going to happen however I am going to truthfully share it on here anyway plus I'll also be sharing their official face claims too as well(Some don't have surnames thus I didn't know what type of surnames do I want to truthfully choose):

Paula Leah Thompson- Allisha Gray (Pronounced as 'Uh-lee-shah Grey')

Eliza Jackson- Bella Alarie

Vera *Ramidez- Veronica Burton (*A/N: I apologize for the mis-spelling of the surname since I am not very good at choosing the surnames for many of my OCs.)

Jessica "Jessie" - Sarah Ashlee Barker

Kina Walker- Liatu King

Alison 'Allie' Jones- Alyssa Ustby

Kiara Montz(**?)- Deja Kelly (**A/N: Alleged surname of my OC)

Mano Kailani Thompson- Kanoa Goo 

Rory- Madison Scott

Brooklyn 'Brooke' (Jessie's friend)- Anneli Maley

Mara Johnson- Sonia Citron

Tiffany Cole- Kiki Irafen (With long black hair)

Kayley- Georgia Amoore

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Personal secrets; an argument and a mistress on the side- A Logan Sargeant and a female reader fan fiction-part 3

 Author's note: The event mentioned below in this particular part does actually takes place after the events in part 1 of the writing therefore consider taking this particular project with a grain of salt and pepper from me to you all that is.

Also, yes there is a mention of Alex during his trip to France to reunite with him for a very long time plus Mara, Tiffany and Kayley are inspired by the Washington Mystic Rookies on Sonia as Mara's official face claim (Don't ask me about the name): Kiki Irafen but with long natural black hair is Tiffany's official face claim as she did met Kina and Allie at a family's Christmas trip at the Four Season Ko Olina Resort at Oahu, Hawaii and Georgia Amoore is Kayley's official face claim whom she is long time best friend with Mara while she is Allie's frenemy as well.

Plus on a different note; whoever said Aulani is one of those Ko Olina resort you shouldn't be skipping out and yet saying 'You'll regret on both skipping Aulani altogether and also missing out the activities as well': I would quietly "Agree to disagree" in private since if I am staying at Aulani in the month of February while facing the '15 days of what' then I am sure I'll be self-isolating at either Marriott's Resort at Ko Olina or Four Season Resort at Ko Olina as a 'self-quarantine' for 15 days in total while putting on 'Always a bridesmaid' back-to-back as a background filler.

On another note: to me: 'Always a bridesmaid's is more of background filler but not in a 'Hate watch' type of way but more so of 'A comfort movie' meets 'I don't know what do I really want to first or next so I just choose whatever seems to be really familiar to me thus I do needed the noises in the background' in my own opinion if you did ask me all about the 'Always a bridesmaid' that is in my own opinion.

Plus the Disneymania songs or the songs from all seven of the 'Disney Mania' abums are pretty good in own opinion if you did truthfully ask me all about it along with the songs from 'Cozy Sounds' that is.

Also, not my best writing project to be dated so sorry about that.

Plus this also has a back-story about the reader's back story about her own estranged family as well as her non-estranged relationship with her non-estranged cousin Rachel whom her official face claim is Veronica Burton thus let's just truthfully say I do truthfully love VB that is and congrats to her for becoming 'Most improved player' to her (Veronica Burton) too as well.

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Personal secrets; argument and a mistress on the sideline- A Logan Sargeant and a female reader fan fiction-Part 2

 Author's note: This does took place earlier before the actual argument and the glaring between the both of them and also yes, in part 1--the argument actually takes place after the earlier event where I am going to mention it on here that is.

Plus if you want to know what had happened during the argument then feel free to read part 1 that is.

Also, because i couldn't remember the main protagonist name from 'The perfect match' movie so I am so sorry if I couldn't remember it but I'll update it if I can properly.

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Personal secrets; an argument and a mysterious mistress- A Logan Sargeant and a female reader fan fiction-Part 1

 *Author's note: I know this isn't a writing project where everyone had expected me to do it however because I am feeling drained and rusty from how I have been taking a break from writing for a really long time so I am very sorry if this particular writing project isn't the type of writing project you are expecting from me to you all so I am so sorry for that.

Also; on a personal yet an irrelevant note: I love me the 3 piece chicken tenders plus the mac and cheese and the curly fries from a restaurant called Hot Bird that is all by myself while 'Always a bridesmaid' or 'Secrets of the elephants' are playing in the background through my pair of noise cancellation headphones. (No joke, I am not even joking about this particular part since when I did first tried Hot Bird for the very first time; it is now one of my new favorite restaurants these days. Not sure why I wrote this originally but  . . . I guess when I wrote the original version of it then this is where I did ended up writing this part of the author's note; therefore consider 'part 1' to have a really long author's note from me to everyone that is.)

Plus I do want to see an angsty jealous L*nd* fan fiction [But NO happy ending or comfort element; sorry everyone] Especially with all of the active members of the K*ts*y* girl group as I am not even freaking joking plus if it does happen then I would hear Camryn S. to do all of narration with the auto-dub on in my version that is. (Or otherwise it would be somebody else but I would like to see Camryn doing it so as my own personal preference with a deeply jealous Lando; K*ts*y*: those girls I had mentioned it below on the 'Mean girls' list of my version that is. Plus as a deep and an actual 'anti Lando Norris' fan: I won't be doing the writing project so I'll leave that to an actual pro Lando Norris fan [Luckily I am an actual 'anti Lando Norris' fan just in case if anyone of you who are truthfully wondering] That is plus the wags should also be featured on there too as well in my own opinion that is. Secret plus bonus points too as well if there is a plot twist where they (All of the girls including the WAGs plus Nyck's wag; Valtteri's wag; Yuki's wag: Isack's wag: Gabriel's wag; Nico H.'s wag; K-Mag's wag; Authur's wag and Riley Whittall plus the F1 Academy drivers including Jaime Chadwick and Marta Gracia as well as some of the 2024 F1 Academy drivers line up minus certain drivers but *NOT my wahines had became all became kids as well in the story as misbehaving little girls while Lando has to 'babysit' them as their actual babysitter and honestly; this is a thought I did truthfully have it for a really long time about a jealous Lando fan fiction with the K*ts*y*s plus the 'Dreams Academy' girls whom they joined too to audition for the K*ts*y* too as well: wags; F1 academy drivers and also the mean girls plus the neutral 'mean girl' Haley Jones whom I'm so sorry; Haley: I know *she [*Haley Jones that is for real!] isn't an actual 'mean girl' but ever since she does took the place of my wahine; unfortunately; she may fell into the 'Mean Girl' rabbit hole that is in my own opinion that is. Plus also please leave Logan Sargeant out of this particular fan fiction idea of mine where I'll leave that to a (Again) 'Pro LN4' fan to write an extremely jealous Lando with K*t*y*s; wags; Blackswan (Yes, including the one particular Blackswan member whom she got kicked out of the group so don't ask me any questions in general about why I would included her that is.) F1 Academy drivers and also the list of 'mean girls' I had mentioned on this particular post too as well turning into misbehaved but cute; playful and perhaps naughty little girls as well as the plot twist of the story. Another bonus plus point if Carlos does have to do the same too but they also have to team up with Oscar thus no 'true' offense to all of the Oscar P. fans out there in general plus same for Esteban Ocon's fans too as well since I would think the fluffy hair version of Ocon might be featured in there too as well since I would like to think of him as the main male protagonist from 'The perfect match' where many of us knew Cassie does have her acting role in there as an actress while the little girls I had mentioned in this particular fan fiction idea I had wrote it on here does goes 'Harumph!' towards him (Looking at you, Fatou of Blackswan) plus Lando had give her a serious ultimatum on either she behaves herself or she won't get the ice-cream she wants and this led to how she ended up wailing so loudly where everyone are looking at both Lando and the little girls out of embarrassment as don't worry; this particular part of the author's note are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to take it really seriously.)

*Author's note: When I said 'Not my wahines': I am referring to those ladies of Allisha Gray, Liatu king; Alyssa Ustby: deja Kelly; Madison Scott: Carrie S. and so on and so forth based on who are the ones whom I am either rooting for them privately or otherwise I might be speaking about my support for them publicly to be honestly so thank you so much for reading this particular part just in case if you are wondering whom I am talking about here!

On a different note: I still don't understand why there are little Logan Sargeant fans on Bluesky that is; no joke. All thoughts are entirely based on my own thoughts as an angsty and an equally estranged daughter iof her very own permanently and equally yet unconditionally estranged biological family that is; no joke.

Plus the original setting of many of writing projects does actually take place at the Oahu Gold Coast area where I might think it might take place at either one of the apartments where I assumed it might be the Colony Surf Apartment: Tropic Seas Apartment: Diamond Head Ambassador; Diamond Head Apartments: Coral Strand Apartment: 2987 Kalakaua Apartment; 3003 Kalakaua Apartment: 3019 Kalakaua Apartment; 3056 Kalakaua if this does take place at an inland/ makua apartment or otherwise it might be the Seabreeze Apartment or the Kainalu Apartment which is located at the end of the Oahu's Gold Coast area where it is located at the outskirts of Waikiki; just below the famous Diamond Head Crater and Hiking Trail where everyone would always go there whenever they are going to the islands of Hawaii especially at the island of Oahu, Hawaii.

Also, apologies for the wrong spelling on the name of Valtteri Bottas and yes; his official wag along with Lando's official wag; Yuki's wag; Nyck's wag plus Isack's wag as well as Nico H.'s; K-Mag's; Gabriel B.'s WAG plus Jack D.'s Wag and Alonso's WAG as well plus surprise; surprise: Logan's wag Riley Whittall are all officially part of the official wag group thus I know it may sound triggering and offending to so many of the the readers especially if you are an actual F1 fan yet perhaps you did read my fan fictions on both here and my main T*mblr then you know what exactly I am speaking about here to be honest; then I am sincerely sorry about this particular mention towards everyone in general ever since you do truthfully know that the reader who is Logan's 'alleged' GF in many of my Logan Sargeant x female reader fan fiction is a 'normal; typical and an ordinary yet a "Non-famous" wahine' along with her friends whom both Kiara and Allie are inspired by both Deja Kelly and Alyssa Ustby whom they too are the 'Non-famous; normal; typical and ordinary wahines' whom they all work at typical mundane jobs in the island of Oahu, Hawaii plus they all have been close since their days at the Hawaii Pacific University.

Plus yes, they are excluded from the official F1 wag group due to a number of reasons plus speaking of wags; the only drivers whom I truthfully don't think they do have a wag in my own version of many of my writing projects [Both fan fictions and my original projects alike.] Are Zhou Guanyu however for the case of Sir Lewis Hamilton in my own version of my very own writing projects; I would say he does kept their relationship between each other are mostly private ever since many of the fans in many of my own versions of my own writing projects; I would consider that his relationship with his own partner might be the one that has been kept out of the spotlight for a really long time and again, in my own imaginary version of many of my writing projects I would do it if I did have the energy to do it so; then this is where both of the legal and the management teams would take stern actions immediately if anyone or anybody would definitely cross the line on creating a false narration between both Sir Lewis and his partner in my own version of my very own writing projects that is.

Surprisingly; I did secretly think of Rose as his partner in my own version of my very own version of the Fan Fiction just as when I mentioned it in the paragraph I had written it and mentioned it above earlier.

Anyway, those are my own thoughts and honestly; this sounds like a lot for me to definitely share this out online however speaking of letting out my own thoughts: I do wanted to truthfully share my own thoughts on who are the girls whom they give me the 'Mean girls' vibes and who are the girls whom they give me the 'nice girls' vibe based on my thoughts alone lus please don't take this seriously to heart if it does truthfully upsets you or deeply offend you to be honest: (Thus this is all based on my own thoughts on my own blog alone therefore if you are feeling sincerely offended then either skip this particular part of 'Mean girls' and 'Nice girls' part of the author's note or otherwise don't read it at all or don't interact with my personal blog if you think I am nothing but a 'Mean girl who is biologically in her early 30s but still acts like a 16 year old girl online' that is while thinking she does nothing but living in her basement bedroom and being chronically online that is.)

Mean girls vibes

-Lucy Olsen

-Cameron Brink

-Hailey Van Lith

-Janelle Salaun

-Carla Leite

-Aja Wilson (Sorry, everyone)

-Naz Hillmon

-Lexi Hull

-Caitlin Clark 

-Paige Bueckers

-Azzi Fudd

-Maddy Siegrist (Ugh.)

Nice girls

-Deja Kelly

-Alyssa Ustby

-Liatu king (obviously)

-Sonia Citron

-Kiki Irafen (For me, this is a really tough choice for me to choose but I would say she did fell into the 'nice girl' category since she is way too nice in own opinion that is.)

-Madison Scott

-Dara Mabrey (All of the Mabrey sisters are but Michaela and Marina are under the 'neutral' category' that is.)

-Allisha gray (*Author's note: Pronounced as 'Uh-lee-shah Gray')

-Bella Alarie

-Serena Sundell

-Aaliyah Nye

-Sarah Ashlee Barker

-Veronica Burton (Congrats on being the most improved player too as well; VB!!!!!)

-Olivia 'Livy' Miles (Yes, i do still support her therefore please don't sincerely ask mr any questions about why I would want to either take her side or to even support her that is.)

Anyway, those are my own thoughts and sorry if this isn't an angst everyone would expect especially if this is a 'Logan Sargeant' fan fiction on an angst fan fiction but with loads of sadness; pain; anger and jealousy however because my current relationship between me and my birth father is now becoming more and more estranged to the current point where it suddenly had became fragmented out of nowhere therefore I'm afraid this is the only one Logan Sargeant fan fiction I might have come up for this particular month and I know so many people are truthfully praying that there should be elements of comfort but sadly; I truthfully don't think it is going to truthfully happen in this particular fan fiction and I am so sorry if I did break your heart by having to write this individual fan fiction however when it comes to a fluffy fan fiction writing wise; unfortunately, I don't think it is easy especially when it comes to an estranged relationship between you and the other person that is which also includes your biological; birth and nuclear family members plus core own family members too as well in general that is in my own opinion.

Sorry, everyone.

Also, there are certain rap music I am doing 'fine' with it especially when we are talking about those like 'Sunshine' by Lil' Flip; 'The business' by Yung Berg; 'Deja vu' by Blue Flame Mega; ' Heal the pain' by Nite Owl and so on and so forth on a personal note however . . . let's just say as I got older now; I am more of a RNB, Pop and a dance music type of person however I am usually 'okay' with whatever I am currently listening to now however I am not usually someone who does truthfully listen to certain music these days especially when we are talking about today's music that is.

Plus Kiara is a Leo while her official face claim is Deja Kelly as she had became friends with both Allie and Kina (Or in this particular case; the reader which is you but I may have to consider do a re-write as this time I may have to convert it from 'female' reader to Kina since I am so focused on using Liatu King as the official face claim for many of my fan fictions therefore stay tuned for that although I couldn't guarantee any promise on the outcome of my personal blog here therefore please be patient with me that is.)

Also, prayers to all of Hawaii and USA ever since they are going through a really dark time--plus team blue if you did truthfully ask me about which team am I generally be rooting for as I am going to always be rooting for team blue that is if I legally can as a foreigner who is originally from South East Asia however she is living in Hawaii out of exile.

Update on 19th September 2025: Also, this is where we get the chance to get to know the reader's own Rachel as well as the rest of her own family plus her estranged aunt whom I am actually inspired by my very own estranged aunt in real life as yes, she is an actual Scorpio while she is a relative from my estranged mother's side however the only difference is that she had owned two beautiful daughters but they did followed the same actions as their mother as the daughters are actually inspired by both Janelle Salaun and Carla Leite whom in my own opinion: I have considered them to be both the villainous 'mean girls' type of vibes plus also giving me the K*ts*y* vibes while Rachel's official face claim is Veronica Burton as you know I do sincerely have the respect for her that is in my own opinion plus although there are many question on why she is an actual single mother to her 10 year old daughter but this would all be revealed in one day when I get the chance to do the writing project that is however you can imagine her (Rachel's voice) voice is very similar to Jennifer Freeman's voice that is.

Plus also because I am still feeling rusty yet experiencing an imposter syndrome whenever I am doing a writing project plus also experiencing a writers burnout too as well; unfortunately: I may have to put all of my writing projects on an indefinite hiatus since I did noticed how I am experiencing the lack of motivation and yet I have other obligations to worry about it in real life, sadly this particular writing project might be the one I would write it as finish off the year 2025 since I am not feeling too motivated to do any writing projects lately as I am experiencing (Again) heavy imposter syndrome online whenever I am doing an full-on actual writing project online as well as the experience of burnout as well the significant drainage of energy does truthfully drained so I am so sorry if I did gravely disappoint you that I couldn't do the type of writing project you all are expecting me to do it so but instead; please consider don't put any reservations and expectations on either me or my blogs ever since you have other things to truthfully worry about online therefore I am so sorry that I may have to put all of my writing projects on an indefinite hiatus.

In the meantime; I will still keep this personal blog of mine along with my personal T*mblr blogs altogether as well as Bl**sky and X (Crazy I know) up and running as my other active online platforms and I'll see you on the other side; may God bless you unconditionally every steps of the way and I do wish you both sincerely and unconditionally well at the same time in general from to everyone that is.

Plus, yes; there are mentions of Rh*d* Cosmetics as well as Riley Whittall whom she is going to be the 'Mistress from the sideline' where she is only going to be mentioned as part of the story but won't make any appearance in any of my fan fiction writing projects physically since I am very anti F1 wags in general plus if you are considering I am going to add them as the 'Good characters' on the F1 wags; but the 'clear' answer is "NO" because as what seems to be the first and last answer of either am I going to include the F1 wags or not; the answer is always going to be both a completely and a clear plus a first and last answer of a 'No, i am not going to either include them nor I am going to add them to become the main protagonist's friends' therefore please consider this particular answer to 'First and last/ final' answer on whether 'Am I going to include the F1 wags or not in any of my writing project'.

Also, I wish you all well in general as I am going to consider this to my last writing project in a long while since I do needed to take a step back in a very long while that is.

Disclaimers;  All events and settings in this particular fan fiction of mine and all of my fan fictions are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to take this seriously as if this happens in real life plus all thoughts mentioned in the author's note are entirely's based on the author's thoughts of her own that is therefore there is no need to take this really seriously as if it is does happens in real life.

Also, don't plagiarize; translate or re-upload plus repost any of my works to other platforms without my permission. 

Trigger warning: Mention of food; R*l*y Wh*tt*ll as the mention of the 'Mysterious mistress' from Logan's relationship: estranged family members; St*rb*cks: and Rh*d* Cosmetics plus the argument between Logan and reader; miscommunication and cheating as well. Plus heavy usage of Y/N too as well.

Not my best writing project but . . . whatever.

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