Unable to post the last couple of days all due to how emotional I am but I may think about how Logan would truly have told me imaginatively; clearly, kindly and in a deeply; equally and a genuinely compassionate plus a supportive way on those words as well as how god would have told me those words in a deeply comforting, compassionately and an understanding way of a whisper (Logan's voice might be in a mix of a comforting; soothing, understanding; compassionately and a supportive plus a discussing voice mix with a loud whisper as well just so we (Logan and I) can only hear each other's voice only in the conversation between me and him just as no one else can hear the conversation between us (Me and Logan we are talking here obviously in particular blog post though): "Sometimes it is better to be late because you may never know when you do need to step away for a while" And true to his words: I guess that does truly happens for real for sure. (No joke for sure 'cause you know I am always late at certain times but sometimes being late is better than nothing at all unless if you do truly needed a break and step away from anything you used to enjoy an activity but you are truly feeling afraid of the comparison plus perhaps may be you are truly experience signs of both internal and external insecurities of perhaps either you did liked it or not on something you are working on plus I have been here done that before countless times in my very own life just like everyone else in their very own life to be honest; everyone. Even the greatest people had also experienced this type of experience of the comparison; feeling the fear of not being good enough and trying their best and yet having to please other people instead of taking really good care of themselves too thus I have been here; there and everywhere in general on those concerns and I have to truly admit; it wasn't very fun for me to truthfully experience those type of insecurities both in real life and online individually to be honest both as a person with a different persona online and a human being in real life to be honest.)
Anyway: on another note: whenever I see any pictures, GIFs of Logan himself or even a video with Logan in it or otherwise perhaps a video of Logan himself or even a video where Logan is definitely in there to be honest; I would always love to say "Aloha Logan" or "Hi Logan" whenever I see anything with Logan in there. (Plus I also missed the time when Logan would always wave to the camera with a genuinely warm and welcoming smile which does reminds me of how the people of Hawaii on how they would definitely say "Aloha" to everybody in general apart from the "Hellos" and the "Hi(s)" greetings in general. Also I would do an alternative universe of the writing project on how would the F1 would be in my very own opinion just as when we are talking about an "Alternative universe" but who knows when will the writing project will happen though since I am way too busy in my very own real life to be honest though as nowadays I have very less time to loads of writing though but may be one day though to be honest though . . . but who knows. Maybe god will give me both the blessing and a miracle for me to genuinely do the writing project on here though; but again . . . I'm not too sure though as I still have countless doubts though; although I do pray it is going to truly happen one day though in my very own opinion.)
I don't know why but I'd think it is the way I always love to say "Aloha"; "Hello" or "Hi" to Logan very weirdly whenever I did seen any pictures (Both still pictures and GIFs of Logan himself) in addition to any videos where Logan might be in the video.
Weird, I know but it does feel comforting for me to say "Aloha" or a "hello" or a "Hi" to either a Logan picture; video or a GIF image to be general to be honest.
*On another note: did I mentioned that I did truly missed Ben Jacobs as his trainer for real? I mean . . . no 'true' offense to **Elias (**Who is current trainer that is) but I do preferred Ben 'Benny' Jacobs in my very own opinion but I did have to admit; the backflip when Elias did in a 'Team Torque" episode with Logan; Elias and a special guest: again, I do have to admit; it does feels truthfully amazing to see how he (Elias) does a wonderful back-flip in that lone episode of "Team Torque".
Speaking of "Team Torque" series: my least favorite had to be the one with L** B**** as a special guest as I don't really know why but she does makes me feeling very icky and yet I felt she perhaps gives me a flashback vibes of what had really happened at school on how I am forced to become friends with a bunch of mean girls and yet I am feeling truthfully voice at this point of my life back in those days.
But I am feeling thankful for god helping me throughout the toughest times of my life back when I am still at school. (And also everyday too for both the good and the not so good times of my life so thank you so much for everything and mahalo nui loa for giving me the strength in general unconditionally as well as showering me with blessings and miracles unconditionally as well giving me both the 'true' and 'unconditional'/ 'endless' love and support I have been given from you, god. Thank you for everything in my life in general; god.)
For a favorite episode of "Team Torque": I would say definitely the one with Logan as the host of an episode where he had both guests whom one of the two is his current trainer Elias whom he (Logan is currently working with now) and followed a special guest on Bradley Chubb who does play for the Miami Dolphins (Logan's favorite NFL Team) as a linebacker for the Miami Dolphins Team.
Plus this is also the episode where Elias does a back flip and in my very own opinion: I can hear Logan's talking voice much clearer out of all of the 'Team Torque' which is good to know because I would definitely think Logan's voice is definitely worthy of either an 'ASMR' video like of how he would narrate a video on the island of Oahu, Hawaii or perhaps maybe he would have an audiobook where he would work on the guys voice while Kate Rudd whom is one of the narrator I had heard it on many of the audiobooks before from an author of Brooke St. James who does both the 'Shower and Shelter' series and also "The Hunts family series" which I have heard both of them before in general.
Plus this is a very long post of thoughts I do have to properly say and speaking of thoughts; I did felt as if I did have a head canon on a high school alternative universe where Logan is a lone student whom he may have spend his time either with Oscar as his best friend but once he (Oscar) started hanging with Lando more and more, Logan decided to spend most of his time alone either in the library, an empty classroom or even an IT lab where he mainly focus on his studies otherwise he might be at the basketball court where he quietly shoots the basketball into the basket on either a two or a three pointer in addition to the swimming pool where he used to be on the swim team and the men's water polo team before he decided to leave both teams altogether in order to focus on his studies more but he still went there to swim recreationally most of the time plus during his time in high school; he also made friends with ***a group of girls (***Author's note: I would say the girls from the Dallas Wings Team as the inspiration for them on Allisha Gray, Bella Alarie: Satou Sabally and Veronica Burton whom dejectedly I had heard she got waived off and I feel very sad for Veronica herself because she does truly deserves better in my very own opinion just the same as Satou, Marina; Ty: Bella and Allisha and so on and so forth) Whom they did genuinely give him a warm welcome for him and his presence towards him as they also let him to hang with them as slowly but surely; little by little: he came out of his very own little sea shell he had been hiding in it for a very long time in his very own life.
Anyway; enough with the long trains of thoughts; rants and opinions plus views I got to truthfully say on this particular post here but enjoy this one because I am not sure this is either a sporty one or not but it does gives me a very sporty vibes on this one mostly of the pictures though.
On another note; more pictures to come in the way very soon on this personal blog here ever since I decided to be more active here at this point but not every day; may be more so whenever I decided to post something on here though.
Plus see you all soon on this blog.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the images/ pictures/ photos/ photographs and none of them are mine.
Credits to Logan Sargeant (Obviously); *Ben Jacobs and everyone else whom they worked their magic both behind the scenes in real life and online.
For past chapters:
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14- Grill the grid edition-Part 1
Part 2 of Chapter 14
Part 3 of Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17-Part 1
Chapter 17-Part 2
Chapter 17-Part 3
Chapter 17-Part 4
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
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