Author's note: This is part 4 of the "An unexpected movie night" ever since they are planning on a fun movie night except it does take an unexpected turn for the three friends.
Anyway, this is the forth (And final) part of the Fan Fiction.
Part 1: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2022/08/an-unexpected-movie-night-part-1.html
Part 2: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2022/08/an-unexpected-movie-night-part-2.html
Part 3: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2022/08/an-unexpected-movie-night-part-3.html
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"For not having to let you know earlier about the relationship that I have with Kaitlin much earlier to be honest."
"Oh."
"I am so sorry; Paula for not acknowledging you earlier about the relationships that I have with the other girls much more earlier before I had met you for the very first time when you are in San Diego; having to look for the opportunity to start a brand new chapter of your life to be honest."
"It's okay, Chaz."
"What do you mean?"
"You had finally told me the truth about having to see the other girls and having to get to know them better just before we can get to know each other better back when we first met each other in San Diego."
"Oh okay, I am just afraid that you might be feeling truthfully upset with me about having to date another girl to be honest just as when I have to flirt with her; having to see her; go on dates with her and so on and so forth: Paula."
"Oh,"
"And this is why I had to tell you the truth: Paula--the truth may hurt Paula except I'd think a lie hurts more than the truth to be honest in general."
"Oh; Chaz." I sigh while I open my left arm to let him enter the hug where we (Eliza and I) now are having.
Just as when he is hugging me and her: us; all of the sudden he suddenly felt the urge of having to burst into tears as he said those words towards me:
"I'm so sorry, Paula."
"It's okay, Chaz. The truth may hurt but a lie hurts even more, Chaz."
"Exactly, a lie hurts even more in life." Adds Eliza as she starts crying with us too as well.
"I know, let's all have a good cry: you; guys." I piped up while we all hugged each other so tightly that I didn't want any of us to let of each other from the mental hurricane that we are now facing in our very own lives.
After that; we all have a good cry as we cried altogether as when we are watching a Disney movie that makes all of us truthfully cried to be honest.
After hours of crying, Chaz ask us "What now?" ever since we realize we are supposed to have a movie night where we can have a good time altogether except unfortunately it does take a very dark turn where we didn't expect it to go to be honest.
"I don't know, Chaz." I replied; suddenly feeling truthfully worried about what are we going to now ever since all three of us stayed up late for a movie night with nothing but unexpected events does get in the way of how we are supposed to have a movie night where we get to experience a roller coaster ride of emotions we have to go through however with Eliza's words on how life didn't always go in the way we always wanted it to be however sometimes life does have a very different yet an unexpected direction for us based on where it did point to a direction where we didn't expected to head to a path where normally very few people would be brave enough to take the dare on having to go to a different direction where life does points us to a path where we wouldn't venture there except sometimes life does have a different directions and paths based on where we are going to be honest.
"I don't know either too, Paula." He replied to me; feeling as identically confused as how we are now going through ever since none of us have planned the next step.
"I don't either; guys. I just wish . . . there is . . . I don't know . . ." Moans Eliza with a sad moan that she felt as if she went to Target Department Store at the Ala Moana Store (I truthfully heard that there are going to be news of how they are going open a new outlet at the International Market Place to replace the Saks Fifth Avenue.) to buy something important that she very much needed except it ended up running out of stock ever since the item might be high on demand with so many customers as they are also looking for the same supplies that Eliza wanted to get for a project that she is doing to be honest.
"Oh Eliza, I am so sorry to hear that from you and I am so sorry for not listening to you earlier on having to let Chaz finish his sentence before." I replied while having to wipe my tears as the tears started to spill from my pair of eyes.
"Oh Paula, it's okay: I understand; I just want to let you know that I wanted to let you know that we all at times did want to speak up about something except . . . sometimes we need to start listening to the other person first just before we can say on just about anything."
"Oh."
"Do you remember what I said earlier about having to acknowledge about how life doesn't go in the way we always wanted it to be to be honest?"
"I wish I can . . . except . . ."
"You didn't remember."
"No, I didn't: Liza."
"I'm sorry, Paula."
"It's okay, Eliza."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I am sure; let me finish: Liza."
"Oh."
"Let her talk, Eliza. She hadn't gotten started yet and you just started speaking when she hadn't started talking yet." He protest sternly towards my best friend as a graduate bestie who is a transfer from UC Riverside while he passes me a clean sheet of a tissue paper he decided to get while I am crying with her.
Eliza to Chaz: "Sorry, my bad; Chaz.
To me; she said: "Go ahead, Paula. I'd think I might apologize to you for having to simply ignore your request to start speaking."
"It's okay, Liza. I'd understand." And when I started speaking about the words that Eliza had spoken to me earlier and yet she told me about how life does have a very different and an unexpected plans plus directions as well as the different paths we haven't even gone yet for the very first time additionally sometimes life doesn't always go in the way we always wanted it to be in life additionally sometimes we need to know that we are only human beings who does made mistakes at times yet at times we also have to face failures and rejections in life as well therefore we need to let ourselves know truthfully we are only human and when we are only human; we do made mistakes, we do face failures and rejections and when we face those type of obstacles; we can only have one choice--either to walk away and pretend the obstacles doesn't exist at all or to face the up and coming obstacles ahead of us and keep going by trying our best to do whatever it takes to definitely conquer the obstacles and having to keep the pace going of having to live in our life--the choice is yours.
After I finish explaining it to her; she suddenly starts crying and we both decided to give her a hug: and when she finishes crying, she said : "Thank you so much, Paula. I knew you did listened to me but I don't know how you remember it to be honest except . . ."
I shush her and said "That's okay, Eliza: we all made mistakes, Eliza--remember we are only human beings and we have a brain; a heart and a soul as one thus you told me life does have a very different plan to what we actually thought in our life to be honest."
She replied to me while I pass her a box of tissue paper where Chaz had decided to get it from the living room while we both are hugging each other and crying at the same time.
"Really? I felt as if I did said something that you may not understand about it at first and then after that you did understand what I have said to you."
"It's okay, Eliza; it take me a while to understand although it may be in English language however it is important to repeat those words especially if you don't truthfully understand what did they said or what he, she or we said or even what I said to you; Eliza."
"Oh wow, thank you."
"You're welcome." And then we ended up hugging each other.
"I really love you as my bestie: Paula."
"Me too, Eliza: me too."
After hugging each other; I turn to Chaz who is now heading into our bedroom as he is now pulling out his overnight bag from our cupboard; I stand at the door; asking him "Chaz, do you want to stay with us?"
"What do you mean, Paula?" He ask me while he goes to his side of the cupboard to get his clothes.
"Chaz, you know you did ask me to do you want to stay here or you want to leave for a while."
"I don't know, Paula: I felt I have decided to leave for a while ever since I have blamed myself for what I have done towards you, Paula."
"What do you mean?"
"You know how I mentioned earlier how am I dating another girl, Kaitlin--the girl who did send me several different messages tonight via my phone?" He ask me, looking scared and guilty about what he did mentioned earlier about how he is dating another girl that he had known her from high school just before his graduation from high school and having to met me for the very first time.
"Oh yeah, I remember that; Chaz. I guess we need to let each other know about the truth towards each other, Chaz."
"Mm-hm; do you want to stay or are you planning to leave?"
Chaz's P.O.V
When she ask me the question on do I want to stay with the girls especially after I had told her earlier about the truth on how I used to see other girls and date other girls just before we get to met each other and then when we have a relationship break between each other; we both have made a promise to remain friends however life does have a very different plans once we got back together as a couple but at the same time when we both are having plans on having to remain friends; I felt as life does have very different plans just for us--when we are a couple when we first date; it was great but unfortunately the sparks between us suddenly fizzles out; leading us to a verge of break up.
Nevertheless by the time when we reunited with each other; we thought we only rekindle our friendship however our lives does have a very different plan just for us and now the relationship between the both of us have become so different between the both of us and already it brought us closer than ever.
However when I had found out one of my ex-girlfriend whom I used to known her from my days at high school: I felt very guilty about how she found out about our relationship between the both of us and nowadays I felt as if I am feeling cornered.
As I tried to keep the secret from Paula; unfortunately: it ended up backfiring on me ever since I kept taking pictures of me and her together by the time when I got my new and very first smart phone for the very first time.
(*Author's note: Chaz's phone is an iPhone while mine/hers is a Galaxy S3 from Samsung in most of the Fan Fictions that I am now writing despite how she kept her Sony Ericsson T707 in a metallic electric blue.)
"I don't know, Paula." I said with a genuine sad look on my face ever since I knew she hadn't answer my question earlier that I had ask her ever since I knew she might be feeling truthfully upset with me about how am I dating another girl whom I have known her from my high school days and yet I didn't realize that I am hiding way too many secrets of my of my own from her.
"Oh."
"Paula, I really think we need to go in our separate ways to be honest and I know this is very hard for the both of us and already I am still feeling hurt about how I really didn't mean to hurt you in the first place to be honest; Paula."
"Oh, Chaz; I am so sorry to hear that from you: Chaz."
"It's okay, I want to let you know . . . that we may be separated for a while however that doesn't mean we can't love each other nor we can't be in a relationship between each other; Paula."
"I am so sorry, Chaz sweetie."
"I'm sorry, Paula: I know this is not the type of choice I want to made however I just didn't want to hurt you any more thus . . . I'd think it might be best for us to be separated for a while.
"I know I didn't want to be separated from you, Paula: but I just . . .I just felt as if I am hurting you way too much Paula and it really hurts me too much and I didn't want us to simply go through a type of relationship that everybody is going through. I acknowledge everybody is a human being and nobody is truthfully perfect however I just . . . felt afraid that if I didn't tell you the truth then I might be afraid that you might not like the real; raw and authentic me that you are seeing here, right here; right now: Paula Leah Thompson."
"Oh,"
"Yes, that is what I am telling you: Paula. I'm sorry."
As she starts crying, I pulled her into a long; tight and a sad hug that she didn't want to ever truthfully forget to be honest ever since we know that we both did truthfully love each other however sometimes one of the things we didn't know is that when we are falling for each other; we have so many secrets that we are hiding from each other to be honest.
While I started crying shortly after she cried; I told her: "I am so sorry for having to cheat on you with someone else especially when she is someone I have known from my high school days and already i really don't want to hurt you but ever since you already found out the truth from what you have taken quick glimpse on my phone: I guess . . . all I can say is . . . that . . . we let the secret out . . . to . . ."
Then I started sobbing uncontrollably to the point where I felt as if I lost control of how am I crying: she rubs my back and she cried with me too as well to be honest.
After we both cried yet having to hug each other; she ask me: "Are you going to leave for a while? Because you did mentioned it to me it best to be separated for a while to be honest."
"Yes, I am going to leave you for a while except . . . it doesn't mean I cannot be with you nor I can have a relationship with you, Paula. I mean we can have a relationship with each other except when I told you the truth about how I have met someone else in my life as she is someone I had known her for my life from high school: I felt truthfully guilty for hurting you to be honest and I thought it is best we go in our separate ways; Paula."
"I'm so sorry, Chaz."
"It's okay, Paula: no need to blame yourself--you are not the one to be blamed for in this relationship: I'd think we might have secrets of our own we wanted to let each other know except . . ."
"We are too scared to express our feelings towards each other."
"Exactly, Paula. I felt as if we are keeping too many secrets from each other and I want to let you know; we may be separated from each other that doesn't mean we can't be with each other."
"Nor we can't have a relationship with each other, Chaz; I'd think we can but we need to work on ourselves first; Chaz."
I nodded and replied while giving her a hug "I love you so much; Paula Leah Thompson."
Paula's P.O.V
When I heard those words on "I love you so much; Paula Leah Thompson." from Chaz while he is hugging me out: I replied to him "I love you so much too; Chaz Galloway. I'd think we need to work on ourselves first, Chaz.
"I'll see you in a couple of days."
"Me too, Paula: me too."
After I help him packing up his overnight bags; he confirmed to me he is going back to the students dorm to stay there for a while to focus more on his studies and his volleyball career while I on the other hand, decided to have the sleepover with Eliza ever since she wanted to stay with me: we decided to give each other one last hug and kiss before while we exchange our goodbyes towards each other.
"Goodbye Chaz, I'll see you soon. I love you; Chaz."
"I love you too, Paula. I'll miss you and I'll see you soon: Paula." He replied to me sadly while he heading out to the front door.
And when he looks back at me; he had a sad smile on his face as he said his final words: "Goodbye Paula, and I'll miss you so much."
After that; he left. He left the apartment and I felt truthfully heartbroken about how Chaz is going to leave me . . . for good.
