Monday, December 22, 2025

Christmas in July- Mel's version- Christmas Shopping at Ala Moana Shopping Center-A Sarzhou Fan fiction

 Author's note: Let's just say with Christmas is coming in just a couple of days then this is where another writing project coming in the way with Sarzhou; I am going to definitely add this one into the 'Christmas in July-Mel's version' writing project series and I am so sorry if the ending of the story does feels truthfully rushed out to be honest however let's just say: I do truthfully enjoyed this particular writing project with Sarzhou and honestly: I do have to truthfully admit; I am not going to truthfully lie--I do truthfully really miss Sarzhou and yes, I do truthfully love Sarzhou as both a rare and a platonic pairing between each other therefore enjoy this particular fan fiction from me to you all while I am still working on the 'Christmas Tree shopping and decorating' writing project with both Logan and fem reader that is.


Also, let's just say this is a 'self-indulgent' Fan Fiction I did actually wrote it for a very long time plus also . . . let's just say I do wanted to truthfully get the Fenty Beauty Gloss Bomb Stix- Unicorn Blizzard as a special gift to treat myself as yes, I did truthfully managed to survive the whole of 2025 on both a serious and a personal note; no joke.


Plus although Logan's GF isn't in this particular fan fiction however she is truthfully mentioned in the conversation between the both of them that is.


On a different note: I am very much of a pro Sarzhou and a pro Loscar at the same time as well a pro Lolex as well when we are truthfully talking about Logan's relationship with the drivers plus yes, I too am a pro Charles and Logan [I don't know what are their pairing name so I am so sorry about that; everyone.] As well as pro Chewis/ Chewie [Charles Leclerc and Sir Lewis Hamilton] and also pro Lestappen as well as pro Logan and George Russell in general however when it comes to both G*x and L*nd*sc*r: I'm sorry but I truthfully don't think they are truthfully my own cup of a regular hot mocha coffee as honestly; I do truthfully find G*x to be a toxic pairing in my own opinion while L*nd*scar; I tried to truthfully liked them but then again, they aren't my own truthful cup of a hot cup of mocha that is; no joke.


Plus those are my own thoughts about the whole F1 pairing of who do I truthfully preferred and those who I didn't truthfully liked them in my own opinion. (Sorry if you are a sincere fan of either G*x or L*nd*scar or both thus they aren't my cup of hot mocha that is; thus no offense to everyone who is reading this particular blog post on my personal blog that is; no joke.)


Anyway, here it is; plus please don't guarantee any actual promises on when is the next going to be up and published on here by the way and I'll see you all on the other side.


*Trigger warning: None--thus this is a very fluffy and a light-hearted Fan fiction that is. 


(*Author's notes: Unless if you do actually count the short-lived F1 career Logan does have mentioned in this particular fan fiction along with the mentions of Landoscar and the L*nd* N*rr*s mentions by the way so again, no 'true' offense to anyone or anybody who is both truthfully and generally a pro Landoscar thus I'm sorry, Landoscar aren't truthfully my glass of Blue Lagoon Mocktail that is in my own opinion not especially after how Oscar had been treated in this particular year of 2025 alone thus argh, apart from secretly praying for a Max world championship; I too am rooting for Oscar to win the championship too if it might not be Max then it might be Oscar but instead; it is . . . ugh; you guess it--L*nd* N*rr*s who won this year's F1 world championship from this particular season alone thus  . . . ugh: I'm sorry but . . . hearing L*nd* winning this year's WDC--I'm sorry but it just makes me want to truthfully . . . wanting to be both an instant Pro Oscar Piastri [Instantly, literally and truthfully as well as unconditionally as well] and also silently; a Pro Max Vestappen too as well. Plus also if you are an actual Pro L*nd* N*rr*s and a Pro L*nd*scar then I am sincerely sorry for having to truthfully let everyone know that I am an anti L*nd* N*rr*s plus an anti L*nd*scar too as well; I'm sorry. And also; no 'true' offense and disrespect towards the fans especially if they are a pro L*nd* N*rr*s and a pro L*nd*scar that is in general so I am so sorry about that.)


Hawaiian words mentioned in this particular writing project:

Ohana- [Pronounced as 'Oh-ha-na(h)']- Family in Hawaiian language


'Ohana means family; family means no one gets left behind or be forgotten.' -Stitch; Disney Lilo and Stitch


Also, speaking of 'Lilo and Stitch'; let's only talk about the animated version of both the movie and the TV series of the 'Lilo and Sitch' franchise thus honestly; forget the live-action version where Disney tried to made a 'Live action' version where although it does takes place in the island of Oahu; but it does feels more like a 'disappointing; watered down version of a live action remake of a Disney movie' regarding on the whole live action version of the 'Lilo and Stitch' movie thus I'm sorry but the animated version of both the movie and the original animated TV series in my own opinion are both the MVP version of the Lilo and Stitch franchise in the comparison with the 'Live action' remake of the 'Lilo and Stitch' movie; I'm sorry; if there are the better version of the live action versions of the Disney movies; I would say it is definitely both Cinderella which I do think it is released back in 2015 and also the 2023 version of 'The little mermaid' where oh boy, it is one of the better live action remakes apart from the 2015 Live action version of the Disney Cinderella movie that is; no joke.


Kane- [Pronounced as 'Ka(h)-nay]-  Man in Hawaiian language


'Aiea- [Pronounced as 'Ah-ay-ah'/ 'Ah-eh-ah']- An area located at the Western part of Oahu, Hawaii


Plus the usual disclaimers: I don't own any of the pictures; they aren't mine and credits goes to Zhou Guanyu, Logan Sargeant and Gulf Oil plus everyone else whom they had worked their magic behind the scene both in person and online that is.


Plus all events mentioned in this particular writing project of mine are entirely fictional therefore there is no need to truthfully take this seriously as when it does truthfully happens in real life realistically.


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Saturday, December 20, 2025

Life update and a work in process writing project- Christmas in July - Mel's version= Christmas Tree Shopping-19th December 2025

 Author's note: Long time no post on here thus ever since I had been feeling so busy with my very own life as there are so many things where they are truthfully getting in the way and honestly; I am not going to truthfully lie to everyone in general as wellas  having to truthfully admit at the same time about what I had been up to lately in my very own life.


Firstly, I did managed to delete my X account after five years long of having to stayed at there however by the time when they had tried to 'restore' themselves to do better; unfortunately; I don't think they had actually became more worse to the point where I felt as if I truthfully had enough of their nonsense therefore I have decided to delete my X account for good and honestly; I do really have to truthfully admit plus I am not going to truthfully lie either; I do truthfully wished I would had delted it sooner than later however because so many of the accounts especially when we are truthfully talking about the countless sports account I usually followed them on there are still active on X and I am still feeling truthfully unhappy about that ever since I do truthfully wish they could have made a move to Bl**Sky where now I luckily did have an account at there to be honest; everyone.


Secondly; I'll definitely be doing a project called 'Christmas in July-Mel's version' ever since where I do usually came from does usually have both a tropical and sunny climate all year long therefore you may have to consider be patient with me ever since I might not always post it on here every single day to be honest thus sometimes life does truthfully have other plans just for me to be honest therefore you might be patient with me on this one.


Thirdly, I also wanted to send my indefinite 'thank you(s)' and 'mahalo nui loa' towards KnowingLewis via T*mblr as well for following me back on my back up T*mblr account where I did managed to reblog certain F1 fan fictions as usually I only kept that account as a back-up account on T*mblr however I'll also be keeping it as an active burner account too as well; everyone.


And finally; I do wanted to truthfully let you all know that I'll definitely posting most of my fan fictions on here as well however when it comes to my T*mblr blogs and account; I'll still truthfully keep iit up and running just so people can truthfully search for my T*mblr accounts just in case if they either wanted to read a Fan Fiction on the ones which I did actually wrote it myself or otherwise it might have been 'reblogged' at the same too as well in addition to some of the personal posts I did posted it over there and honestly; speaking of personal posts; I did wanted to share my own thoughts on here (Again, as usual; literally; sincerely and unconditionally altogether at the same time--no joke.) My personal blog here thus speaking of personal thoughts I am going to share it all below.


 


A screenshot of Chloe who is on the left is hugging Sasha on the right from the second official season of 'Bratz' the TV Series episode of 'Miss Fortune and honestly: I do truthfully think i do liked Dorla Bell's voice acting of Sasha not only for the second season of the official "Bratz' TV Series but also in the 'Bratz Girls Really Rock' movie and video game as well as 'Bratz Desert Jewelz' and so on and so forth I'd think.

Plus speaking of; is it just me or does this does picture actually give me an *Alyssa Ustby and Liatu King vibes in my own opinion? I am not truthfully even joking that honestly; I do really wanted to see a reunion between the both of them if this wasn't the stupid CBA dispute and dramas that has been on going in the WNBA community lately to be honest; no joke.

(*Author's note: Plus yes, it also does actually give me an 'Alyssa Ustby and Liatu King coded type of vibes as well as Allie and Kina whom the both of them are my original characters that is in my own opinion that is.)

Also: I don't own the picture; it isn't mine and credits goes to Bratz via YT and YT for the actual picture of Chloe and Sasha hugging each other from the episode of 'Miss Fortune'.

Plus also yes, I did an actual writing project in months after what feels like ages ever since I did a fan fiction in a really long time ever since I had done a proper writing project in a really long while to be honest that is: I am not going to truthfully lie that is when it comes to my own writing project that is.

Anyway, on a really different note: I am still truthfully doing a writing project on Christmas Tree shopping where of course; both Logan and the main 'female' protagonist which is you as when you are now reading this particular fan fiction plus also please consider be patient with me thus honestly; it is truthfully unfinished ever since I am still writing this particular writing project so please consider be patient with me at this point; everyone. 

So hold onto your surfboards and continue to read on the writing project if you are feeling truthfully interested in the writing project.

Also, on a different and an irrelevant note but . . . I may potentially have the thought of how I no longer wanting to consider getting an iP*d though to be honest and I know it does feels as when I am truthfully speaking about the unspoken topic where it does felt as when it is an invisible elephant in the room of consumerism and technology as well as creating a dispute between you and everyone else; no offense to everyone in general that is based on whoever is reading this particular blog post of mine on my personal blog here that is-oops.

Plus yes; I did wrote this when I am on my menstrual period that is therefore you could possibly tell about the reason why I did wrote this in a very different way than how would everyone would had expected it to be honest and honestly; because this is a 'work in process' type of writing project so you may want to truthfully expect the mistakes I did made in this particular writing project there thus this is also the 'unedited' version of the writing project that is.

On a different note: I know I sounded as when I am truthfully ranting about the whole 'I'm not going to own another iP*d which does led to the 'elephant in the room' type of conversation where people are going to be feeling both truthfully triggered and enraged about the whole debate of this particular conversation between everyone in this particular conversation' then you may want to consider checking out this particular blog post on T*mblr based on what exactly I am talking about and also, full-on credits goes to bumblebeeappletree via T*mblr for the original post online: https://www.tumblr.com/bumblebeeappletree/784075352684249088/soooo-i-went-and-watched-some-video-compilations?source=share

Anyway, enjoyed this particular 'WIP writing project' from me to you all; everyone-- cheers and also; please take really great care of yourself during this particular holiday season no matter what type of celebration it is in a different season: thus you may never know how sometimes the holiday season does feels truthfully isolating and also it does feels lonely at the same time so make sure you can truthfully check up on the people at your social circle because you may never know; they may had experienced any 'alarming' signs where although it may be something where we can very often overlook at those actions and pretended it is just nothing and just carry on with our very own respective lives plus although the original post on T*mblr isn't 'reblog(able)' because of how the original author of the original post online was to definitely put a 'limit' on the 'trauma dumping' or rather; more accurately: to prevent people from sharing their personal experience with the more traumatic life events where they would truthfully share it (And 'air it') online thus honestly; if anyone does truthfully wanted to know what are the symptoms you do needed to watch out from either you or someone you had known from your social circle no matter who they truthfully are to you in your very own life therefore you might wanted to truthfully take notes of it by writing on paper and pen therefore you do have some of the information you can remember it by writing it into either a physical notebook; planner; journal or a diary where you can find out more about the symptoms where you do needed to watch out for in either you yourself or someone else whom you known them very well.

Plus also, don't be afraid to reach out to both an equally and a sincerely qualified and an experienced therapist whom they can truthfully give you an extra hand to truthfully help you and your life while giving you an actual sound board where you can truthfully confide in them without being judged by someone else (Especially those who does truthfully get triggered really easily to be honest no matter who are they towards you.) in your own circle by having a 'Non-judgmental and a private plus personal speaking space' between you and your therapist plus this also reminds me of a quote I had found it from 'Nowhere girl' by Carla Ciccone whom she spoke about having a 'Third person' in your very own social circle as yes, I did owned both a physical copy of the 'Nowhere girl' book and yes, I did actually read the physical book and here is the quote I had found it from there:

"There is a desperate need for kids in their teen years to have trusted adults in their lives to turn to when they can't talk to their parents. Michelle Martel, a clinical psychologist and professor at the University of Kentucky, recommends normalizing therapy for early teens so it can become a a safe for them to work their issues without the annoyance that often comes with parents trying to fix their kids lives. 'At that age they're not as receptive,' says Martel. 'It's helpful to have another person or a therapist who's looking out for mood issues or other kinds of issues, including drinking and sex/ s*x, because your teen might not be comfortable coming to you."

-Michelle Martel & Carla Ciccone-Nowhere Girl

*Author's note: Michelle Martel whom she is mentioned in the quote I had inserted it from the 'Nowhere girl' book is actually a clinical psychologist and a professor at the University of Kentucky whom she had allegedly worked with the author of the book during the working process of this book just before the actual book might had been fully published while Carla Ciccone is the actual author of this book whom she had worked with Michelle during their time when she (Carla) was doing the work of this particular book before it can truthfully be published that is.

Plus if you do wanted the T*mblr post version of the original post based on what exactly I am truthfully writing about here then the link would take you there plus full-on credits goes to writing-nothing-but-spilled-ink via T*mblr for the original version of the T*mblr post online: https://www.tumblr.com/writing-nothing-but-spilled-ink/797253192511586304/its-that-time-of-year-again?source=share

And also here is the international helplines where you can also contact them as well in order to reach out for help but don't forget; make sure you can definitely also check into a hospital with both an equally and a sincerely qualified and an experienced therapist whom they can also give you an extra helping hand on one hand while on the other hand; they also definitely be the type of people whom you can truthfully confide in them as well as having a 'confidential and a non-judgmental yet a safe space' for you to definitely confide in them as well as having a person whom you can truthfully speak to them without becoming truthfully judged by others as well as being dismissed by the people (Again, I may be repeating my words on here where it can truthfully become repetitive sometimes to be honest thus I am not going to truthfully lie that is based on who exactly are we talking about here no matter who they truthfully are towards you and everyone else whom they can either be your own family members; relatives, friends: co-workers and so on and so forth that is.) Whom they have been part of your social circle for a while no matter how long they had been with you in your social circle as well as having to truthfully face both the pressure and the expectations as well as the dismissive comments where they'll tried to dismiss it altogether on one hand while on the other hand they would tried to let you know that you needed to do all of this and that and so on and so forth plus let's not forget; sometimes when you do truthfully have someone whom they can truthfully look out for you in an equally; sincerely plus an unconditionally supportive and a non judgmental type of way where you can truthfully confide in them without being judged by them as well as having a 'confidential; non-judgmental and a safe space' where you can truthfully confide in them and vice versa while also having someone whom they too can do the same as well as providing an equally; sincerely and literally/ obviously all of the unconditional love and support where you can truthfully felt unconditionally safe and supported while also having the endless amount of room where you can truthfully be your own 'true' self without getting truthfully judged either by them or other people no matter whom we are exactly talking (And writing) all about them to be honest that is.

Also, for the usual disclaimers on the picture: the picture inserted below isn't mine as usual: I don't own it and credits goes to the original people whom they did truthfully worked their magic both in person and online and anyway, I'll see you on the other side plus good luck with whatever endeavors you are truthfully pursuing in your very own life; everyone(!).

 

Anyway, I'll see you on the other side and good luck on any of the life endeavors you are now pursuing at in your very own life and again, I'll see you on the other side. (Also, don't guarantee any promises that I'll be posting on here very frequently as you do truthfully realize I am an actual human being whom she does her very own life in real life as sometimes; she does truthfully get very busy in her very own life offline.)

Plus on a different note: I do truthfully miss spring season and also the sunlight as I am not going to truthfully lie on a personal yet a really different note as well that is--everyone.

Okay, I'll see you on the other side; everyone. Plus wishing everyone a safe; happy, healthy and an endlessly supportive yet a non-judgmental mele kalikimaka to you all and all of those who celebrate! If not then happy holidays to you then in general and please make sure you stay safe; be safe; stay healthy, stay hydrated and also have an unconditionally yet a sincerely safe, supportive and a non-judgmental holiday season(!). <3

Trigger warning for the writing project: Unedited version; mistakes to be watched out for in the writing project; mentions of menstrual period cramp as well as sleepiness and also mobbing people whom they would definitely wanted to met Logan in his very own 'normal day-to-day daily life'. (No joke that is based on what I am talking about here; please give celebrities their own privacy as well as their own personal space and time that is on a really serious note.)

Hawaiian words mentioned in the actual writing project and this particular blog post on my personal blog here:

Kane- [Pronounced as 'Ka(h)-nay']-Man in Hawaiian Language

Wahine- [Pronounced as 'Wah-hee-nay']- Woman in Hawaiian language

Makua- [Pronounced as 'Ma-koo-ah' or 'Mao-kah']- Inland in Hawaiian Language

Aloha- [Prounounced as 'Ah-lo(w)-ha']- A 'common' greeting and word in Hawaiian language as in 'Hello', "Welcome': "Hi', 'Goodbye' and 'I love you'.

Mele Kalikimaka- [Pronounced as 'Meh-lay Ka(h)-lee-kee-mao-kah']- 'Merry Christmas' in Hawaiian language

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Monday, November 3, 2025

A compilation of my art

Disclaimers: All of the artwork I had uploaded it on here are mine and please don't truthfully copy any of my art; trace or re-trace any of my art and do not repost it to other platforms especially to P*nt*r*st.

Plus all of the art I did are only made by my own hard work and my own effort and NOT by AI technology in general.

Also f*** AI in general that is.

Plus you can say what you want to truthfully say but honestly; they are in black and white mostly because I don't have a set of Ohuhu Markers yet which I really wanted for the longest time ever since when I first heard all about it and sure; people can pretty much say that it also looks good in black and white as well yet saying I should had installed one of the art apps where I am NOT doing it so since the universe had sealed it's fate on how I am not going to truthfully do digital art at anytime soon; everyone; sorry.

Also, I did mentioned some of the pictures aren't mine and I don't truthfully own them plus credits to the original pictures towards the original owners whom they had worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online but don't repost them towards P*nt*r*st and that includes my own art as well as all of the artwork I had uploaded them on here are mine.

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Friday, October 24, 2025

Life update and Mel's thoughts- Old version of YT, Toronto Tempo player selection and more-Part 2

 Author's note: This is part 2 of the same life update where I did posted it yesterday thus if you hadn't read part one then feel free to consider doing it so that is:

Part 1 of the life update post on my personal blog on here

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Trigger warning; Mentions of ** technology (**- AI Technology--UGH; seriously. It is just truthfully ridiculous in my very own case and opinion that is.)

Thursday, October 23, 2025

Life update-- where I have been; changes to YT and other updates- 23rd October 2025-Part 1

 Aloha and hello; hello; and welcome back to my personal blog.

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*Author's note: Allisha Gray- Pronounced universally as 'Uh-lee-sha(h) Grey'

Disclaimers: The Allisha Gray pictures isn't mine, I don't own it and credits goes to Kristina Williams whom she did originally uploaded the picture online on *Allisha Gray plus everyone else whom they did worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online as well.

But for the screenshots of Y**T*b* on both the iP*d and also on the Macbook Pro; they are my own screenshots.

And video evidence on Y**T*b* is also mine too as well as I did filmed it on my own video on my abandoned YT channel.

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Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Picture post- personal art references- Phone edition- Chapter 1-Part 2

 Author's note: This is the second part of the first picture post of the art references which is the phone edition.

Disclaimers: Pictures aren't mine in general; I don't own any of them and all of them plus credits goes to the people whom they had worked their magic behind the scenes both in person and online.

Plus don't re-upload any of the pictures to other platforms especially to P*nt*r*st.

For part 1: https://realpaulaleah4everwrites05.blogspot.com/2025/10/picture-post-art-refs-compilation-01.html

Picture post- Art refs compilation 01- Phone edition -Chapter 1

 Author's note: Decided to post this mostly because I did saved so many pictures however because I didn't want to make any plans on returning back to P*nt*r*st therefore I am going to upload those pictures as personal art references and also you can also consider this particular post as an OC post too as you can guess which one of my OCs would use which one of the phones I did truthfully found it online.

Plus here are some of my OCs as the main protagonists of the stories I would be writing about them in many of my writing projects where although I couldn't guarantee any promises on when is it going to happen however I am going to truthfully share it on here anyway plus I'll also be sharing their official face claims too as well(Some don't have surnames thus I didn't know what type of surnames do I want to truthfully choose):

Paula Leah Thompson- Allisha Gray (Pronounced as 'Uh-lee-shah Grey')

Eliza Jackson- Bella Alarie

Vera *Ramidez- Veronica Burton (*A/N: I apologize for the mis-spelling of the surname since I am not very good at choosing the surnames for many of my OCs.)

Jessica "Jessie" - Sarah Ashlee Barker

Kina Walker- Liatu King

Alison 'Allie' Jones- Alyssa Ustby

Kiara Montz(**?)- Deja Kelly (**A/N: Alleged surname of my OC)

Mano Kailani Thompson- Kanoa Goo 

Rory- Madison Scott

Brooklyn 'Brooke' (Jessie's friend)- Anneli Maley

Mara Johnson- Sonia Citron

Tiffany Cole- Kiki Irafen (With long black hair)

Kayley- Georgia Amoore

Disclaimers: I don't own all of the pictures or any of the pictures; they aren't mine and credits goes to everyone who did their magic both in person and online by searching for the pictures and those people whom they too originally uploaded all of the pictures on this particular post on my personal blog here.

Also, please don't re-upload any of the pictures to any of the other platforms especially towards P*nt*r*st.