Author's note: Long time no post on here thus ever since I had been feeling so busy with my very own life as there are so many things where they are truthfully getting in the way and honestly; I am not going to truthfully lie to everyone in general as wellas having to truthfully admit at the same time about what I had been up to lately in my very own life.
Firstly, I did managed to delete my X account after five years long of having to stayed at there however by the time when they had tried to 'restore' themselves to do better; unfortunately; I don't think they had actually became more worse to the point where I felt as if I truthfully had enough of their nonsense therefore I have decided to delete my X account for good and honestly; I do really have to truthfully admit plus I am not going to truthfully lie either; I do truthfully wished I would had delted it sooner than later however because so many of the accounts especially when we are truthfully talking about the countless sports account I usually followed them on there are still active on X and I am still feeling truthfully unhappy about that ever since I do truthfully wish they could have made a move to Bl**Sky where now I luckily did have an account at there to be honest; everyone.
Secondly; I'll definitely be doing a project called 'Christmas in July-Mel's version' ever since where I do usually came from does usually have both a tropical and sunny climate all year long therefore you may have to consider be patient with me ever since I might not always post it on here every single day to be honest thus sometimes life does truthfully have other plans just for me to be honest therefore you might be patient with me on this one.
Thirdly, I also wanted to send my indefinite 'thank you(s)' and 'mahalo nui loa' towards KnowingLewis via T*mblr as well for following me back on my back up T*mblr account where I did managed to reblog certain F1 fan fictions as usually I only kept that account as a back-up account on T*mblr however I'll also be keeping it as an active burner account too as well; everyone.
And finally; I do wanted to truthfully let you all know that I'll definitely posting most of my fan fictions on here as well however when it comes to my T*mblr blogs and account; I'll still truthfully keep iit up and running just so people can truthfully search for my T*mblr accounts just in case if they either wanted to read a Fan Fiction on the ones which I did actually wrote it myself or otherwise it might have been 'reblogged' at the same too as well in addition to some of the personal posts I did posted it over there and honestly; speaking of personal posts; I did wanted to share my own thoughts on here (Again, as usual; literally; sincerely and unconditionally altogether at the same time--no joke.) My personal blog here thus speaking of personal thoughts I am going to share it all below.
"Ugh, is it just me or did I felt as when this year's Christmas season might be miserable or perhaps it might be my menstrual period cramp that I am now truthfully experiencing." You moaned while Logan asked you "Are you okay? Why did you ask that question? Is everything is truthfully okay with you, wahine?"
"Yeah, but it is my menstrual period cramp is making it tough for me to get up." You moaned while you are lying in a fetal position on your very own bed while holding your Jinbesan Whale Shark Plush Cushion close to your chest as a prop just as when you truthfully imagined it as your very own imaginary hot water bottle you are holding it for warmth.
"Oh." Logan replied while he sits down at the edge of your bed as the both of you are now sitting in your bedroom at your permanently freehold apartment where you are the full-time owner of the apartment however you do welcome Logan into your apartment after all; he have stayed with his co-workers at their different surf houses or as what they usually call it the 'kane surf shacks' as they would usually stay at the house not only to surf at the beach which is just across their house but if they are living in an apartment at the makua side then this is where they did ended up waking up a bit earlier to get their morning surf sessions in order to have their ideal morning time just before they all can head off to both breakfast at a restaurant or perhaps at the comfort of their own apartment just before they can head off to their respective work and although he doesn't mind about couch surfing; you always felt worried about how Logan is going to truthfully survive by couch surfing and this is where you do let him know that he is going to stay at your apartment permanently; knowing that he does needed a permanently fixed home and thankfully; this is where you and Logan--the both of you have decided to stay together at the same apartment together and although it does feels strange to have a stranger living at your apartment however after a really long while; you felt at ease just as when you do have him around your apartment.
"I'm sorry, Logan; it's just my stupid period had been affecting me so badly."
"Oh no, it's okay: I am planning to go for a Christmas Tree shopping alone since I do have a really rare day off from work or should I say more like a week or so; however if you do wanted to tag along with me then this is where you know . . . you can feel free to . . . definitely came along with me for the ride; wahine." He replied to you while you continued to lie down; saying nothing towards him as you stared at your own reflection of your own wardrobe door; looking hurt from the period cramp where you instantly wished it disappeared thus already your period had given you the experience of how you had became truthfully drained from your period and already it had driven you crazy and also making you feeling more sleepy than how you usually are.
"I don't know, Logan . . . Maybe you might be on your own on this one; sorry, love." You replied to him quietly while you shift your body weight towards the other side of the bed while clutching your adorable whale shark cushion in your arms towards your chest.
"Oh, okay but it would be fun if you can go with me at this point but if you didn't want to then that's okay; maybe you can take a rest and I can give you a surprise on this one."
"No way, really?!"
"Yes way, Y/N. I don't know when I'll be returning but I'll let you know; okay: wahine?" He asked you before he gave you both a hug and an air kiss towards your forehead.
"Mmm; okay." You replied to him before you doze off instantly as your music CD player starts playing "Be alright" by Evan and Eris Ford as Logan had placed your favorite Christian R&B compilation music CD into the disc drive of your music player and now you fell asleep towards their voices of the first lines of the lyrics/ the first verse of the song in the background.
"Take care, Y/N." He whispered to you before he turned on the fan into a low speed and closed the bedroom door quietly with a soft click while continue to sleep on quietly.
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"Aloha, do you know which Christmas Tree to get?" Ask a customer while they are now examining a Christmas Tree made out of plastic fibers which they are to intimate the pine cone firs of the actual pine trees.
"I have no idea; do you want to go for the white tree?" Another customer ask; perhaps a family member: best friend or even a partner whom they are accompanying them on their shopping trip for a Christmas Tree and a Christmas Decoration set to go along with it.
"No, let's go for the typical green one. Too bad they didn't have a red one so that it matches the Ferrari aesthetic you do have it back at home, dude."
"You could say that again, there should be a navy one for the Red Bull team ever since it would be fun to definitely have a Lestappen Christmas that is if you ask me."
"You could say that again, or maybe a Chewis/ Chewie Christmas in my own opinion--dude." And then the both of them chuckled while Logan frowned in confusion; wondering if they are perhaps either Lestappen fans or perhaps Chewis fans that is.
"Mum, do you think do you like the red and green decorations or the gold and silver decorations?" A teenage daughter asked her mum whom she is now holding a box of red Christmas decorations in her left hand and a box of green decorations in her right hand.
"I don't know; sweetie; maybe if you are going gold and silver then this is where I would think that might have to either go for one of them as I'd think your grandmother would might think it might be a strange combination to put gold and silver together."
"Hmmm . . . okay; mum: maybe I would say a red and gold together? Or perhaps green and gold together? That'll be better than having to put gold and silver together."
"Okay, sounds like a really good combination; Rachel." The mum replied to her while Logan walked towards the nearest Christmas Tree where he touched the plastic material of the Christmas Tree.
"Aloha, are you searching for a Christmas Tree; sir?" A sale assistant whom he noticed when Logan is searching for a Christmas tree for the apartment where the both of you are now sharing with each other.
"Um . . . yes; sir: I am searching for a Christmas Tree for our apartment." He replied while the sale assistant listened to his words patiently.
"Awesome, you are in luck; sir. We do have the tree just for you, sir."
"You can truthfully call me 'Logan'; sir."
"Awesome, you can call me 'Kai' too as well." He replied to reflect on Logan's earlier introduction.
"Cool, so you got the tree for me: Kai?"
"Ah, yes sir; I mean . . . Logan; we got the tree for you and . . ."
"Whoa, is that the one and only Logan-Hunter- Sargeant?" One of Kai's co-worker had asked him while he struggles to shush his co-worker from having to let her know that Logan is in the island of Oahu, Hawaii.
"Um . . . yes, Ma'am; but now if you excuse me: he is only searching for a Christmas tree and . . ."
"Wait, is that Logan?" A keiki calls out both excitedly and loudly at the same time; considering it might be a little boy whom he got excited by a sighting of a former F1 race car driver whom he is in the island of Oahu, Hawaii while Logan sighs heavily and stared at the ceiling; feeling as when his own private time shopping for a Christmas has been invaded by a swarm of endless F1 fans where they got truthfully excited to see an actual former F1 driver in the islands of Hawaii which usually it is seldom as usually Hawaii had heavily rely upon on tourism at certain times to boost their level publicity and meanwhile; many of the F1 drivers preferred somewhere more private due to the concerns of tourisms as well as their privacy being invaded by the tourists and the fans whom unfortunately they could overstep their boundaries.
"Oh yeah, that is the one and only Logan Hunter Sargeant; man!" Called a teen boy whom he does recognized Logan thanks to the research on the internet based on who is Logan in addition to his highlights as well as the social media platforms to grow the hype on Logan Sargeant although he isn't an actual F1 driver anymore.
"Ugh, there goes my privacy; fans these days . . ." He thought unhappily while Kai moaned unhappily as more and more people are getting excited for Logan Hunter Sargeant just as when they have a thought of how he could have the same level of publicity and stardom just the same as Justin Bieber during his earlier days of being a musician with songs on 'One time'; 'One less lonely girl': 'Mistletoe' and the most famous song of all: 'Baby'.
"Listen sir, I am so sorry about these crazy fans and my co-worker plus her behavior based on how she did truthfully saw you all of the sudden and honestly; I can get the manager for you if you want and we can truthfully send you the Christmas Tree you had chosen it earlier during your Christmas Tree search and--" Then the conversation was interrupted by more squeals by the crazy F1 fans and the Logan fans alike; thinking he is a musician whom he had instantly becoming a pop star overnight.
"Ugh, if I get to experience those crazy fans one more time: I am not going to have a pleasant Christmas that is." He thought about the words you had said earlier and meanwhile; he even made a silent prayer to God where he did felt truthfully thankful that there weren't paparazzis to truthfully follow him and taking pictures of him choosing a Christmas Tree in addition to also how you decided to stay in the apartment more so than you head outside to choose a Christmas Tree with you as he knew you are a 'normal' wahine whom you do have a 'normal' life where you worked at the Halekulani Boutique Souvenir Store at the Halekulani Hotel as your full-time job and meanwhile; he worked both as a surf instructor and a waiter at the Rainbow Drive In Restaurant where people didn't recognize him thankfully as they give him the space and the bubble to truthfully let him have his own privacy however when he arrived at a grocery store to get a Christmas Tree; then this is where fans had recognized him and yet they had overstepped their boundaries between both Logan and the fans themselves.
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Meanwhile; you did slept asleep peacefully and by the time when you woke up; it has been raining outside as a soft drizzle and then you did noticed how Coco who is both your dog and Logan's dog had woken up towards your presence of how you had woken up and you move up slowly but surely from the fetal position where you had laid down in it earlier; Coco opens her mouth and bark once to say 'Hello' or 'Aloha' towards you just as when she did truthfully noticed how you had woken up early from this particular afternoon.
"Hi," You said as you moved sluggishly from your bed as your menstrual period had taken up all of your energy unexpectedly while the cramp had been painful but not overly painful to the point where you did felt as when it does feels hard to move your body from one point to another point; she started to pant happily while you move slowly to scoop up Coco into your pair of arms.
"Hi Coco, hi." You cooed at her in a high pitched voice while you again; slowly scooped her up and stroked her soft; silky fur where she instantly fell asleep in your arm just as when she is more of an actual Ragdoll Cat where it does became sleepy after it got scooped into the owner's arms and this is where Coco lets out another yawn; before she fell asleep: again; making her looking more like an actual Ragdoll Cat where it fell asleep in the owners arm and less of a rescued dog where she would be feeling energized from how you had woken up from your own nap; perhaps maybe it might be the gray and the gloomy weather outside might have something to do with the sleepy vibes between you and Coco.
As she fell asleep in your arms instantly; meanwhile you step towards the window where you watched the rain passed by the gorgeous view of the Honolulu area just below your apartment; you moaned happily as you do truthfully enjoyed the sight of Hawaii does have it's rain showers sometimes: however sometimes you got to keep a close eye on Coco ever since you knew that there are going the soft rumble of the thunder rumbling in the background just as when a day does have a thunderstorm then this is where you decided to keep a close eye on her while playing the music where it usually soothes the pets as you usually sometimes play it in the background of your iMac from your living room: meanwhile Logan would quietly soothe Coco by stroking on her back while observing the rain quietly as you continue to play the same music where you are doing your best to truthfully soothe her out from both the thunder rumble and also from the firework sounds where it does happens on certain events such as Christmas, New Years Eve and even on Independence Day.
As you started to yawn while placing Coco on the edge of your bed; meanwhile she yawns too as well while you enter the bathroom to wash your pair of hands after touching and holding Coco altogether.
"Don't tell me you are yawning too: Coco." You continued to coo at her and meanwhile she just instantly stare at the mirror of your vanity table where you had gotten it from a local thrift store a few months ago and surprisingly; you noticed how both vanity table and the mirror of the vanity table are both in good shape alike.
After you washed your hands; you decided to take a shower but before you can truthfully take a shower; your Nokia phone had rung the Chloe ringtone from the Bratz video game franchise where you had managed to get it for your Nokia phone since you did think that particular ring tone is so 'iconic' that you decided to truthfully get it for your Nokia phone and now, you can truthfully imagine that the 'iconic Chloe ringtone' from the Bratz video game is now your actual phone ringtone for your Nokia phone.
"Aloha." You picked up the call after the second ring and that's when Logan answered "Hey Y/N, I do have to truthfully admit; I am being attacked by a swarm of bees but no, it is a swarm of fans whom they are like an actual swarm of bees; Y/N: ugh." He moaned, sounding truthfully unhappily about how on earth you can hear the screaming noise in the background as you moaned an unhappy moan while rolling your pair of eyes; knowing that Logan didn't want to truthfully be in the spotlight ever since his unexpected exit from both the F1 scene and also from the Williams Racing Team where he had been replaced by Franco Colapinto for the remaining second half of the season.
"I'm sorry, Logan." You moaned while you stared at your own reflection; now thinking about what are you going to dress yourself up after taking a warm shower as you can hear an additional voice in the background where they had made an announcement to let all of the customers know to get back to what they are doing earlier before one of the co-worker had noticed that Logan is the same Logan whom he is an F1 driver with a short-lived F1 career and honestly; you and your friends didn't knew too much all about it until one day by the time when he did revealed it all to you as an honest confession, you did felt truthfully hurt; angered and betrayed by him altogether as you thought he was just a guy whom he is going on a brand new life chapter in his very own life and then meanwhile; when he had confess to you all of the sudden of becoming an F1 driver in the past; you became so angered that you wanted him to truthfully leave Hawaii for good however instead; you felt it was way too tough for you to move on from Logan: after all; he had been such a 'gentleman' just for you during the whole time when the both of you are dating each other then all of the sudden; he suddenly confess to you as he is an actual F1 driver at first; you did wanted him to leave you alone however all of the sudden; by the time when you had found out he is going to leave Hawaii for his home state of Florida; you couldn't bear the thought of how he might have to head back home towards a state where he'll face even more criticism not only having a short-lived F1 season but also at the same time; for throwing away the alleged potential to truthfully become the very first F1 American F1 driver where he can truthfully prove himself that he is more than just the first American F1 driver to ever represent the USA in both today's generation and also the F1 sport as well.
Plus you also had noticed fallen hard for him too as well when he had decided to leave both you and Hawaii altogether; you decided to compose a sincerely heart-felt email and hand-written letter where you had managed to confess towards him all about your own 'true' feelings towards him as well as how you did wanted to let him know that you are also feeling truthfully okay with the idea of becoming friends with him if a romantic relationship between the both of you didn't worked between each other.
Nevertheless; the both of you had managed to truthfully managed to confess towards each other about how the both of you are truthfully feeling towards each other and by the time when the both of you had confessed to each other; the both of you had to also see a professional therapist to work on each other both individually and also as a couple therefore the both of you can actually have a genuinely stable; steady and a healthy relationship between each other.
Plus despite all of the hardships between the both of you, you both had managed to stayed together and be together not only as a couple but also as a pairing too as well.
"Um . . . hello?" Logan asked you while snapping out of your own train of thoughts you have on your mind.
"Oh, sorry: Logan: my bad-- are you okay? Maybe you might want to get both the tree and the decoration though although I might go outside to go to the Waikiki Christmas Store to get the Christmas decoration for the Christmas Tree and also our dinner after . . . I took a shower: Lo." You replied while he replied: "Well, I got the Christmas Tree but I don't think I can enter into the store to get the Christmas decoration without even getting chased by a swarm of fans and honestly; they are truthfully driving me crazy otherwise."
"Oh yeah, wait til you hear the 'All I want for Christmas is you' by Mariah Carey where I want to simply glue my pair of the wired DJ noise cancellation headphones while listening to all of my favorite music from my own iPod; Logan."
"Ha ha, very funny; Y/N." He replied to you while you nodded to him just as when he replied to you 'Very funny: Y/N'.
"Oh yeah, definitely--I'm sorry: I mean no offense to everyone in general but still . . . Mariah Carey's 'All I want for Christmas is you' is becoming generically . . . redundant if you did truthfully ask me; Logan."
"Oh really, Y/N?"
"Yes, absolutely; I mean . . . no 'true' offense to Mariah Carey and all of her fans alike but still . . ."
"I know, you felt as if it is getting too redundant for you
"You could say that again, Y/N: thus honestly: I am starting to truthfully think of how repetitive/ duplicative the song is; Y/N."
"What do you mean by that; Logan?"
"You know the 'All I want for Christmas is you' song by the famous Mariah Carey you had mentioned earlier about how repetitive it is every Christmas: wahine? I felt the same way too as well; Y/N."
"You sure about that: Logan?"
"Absolutely; Y/N. Thus honestly; if I ever hear that song one more time on the radio or even over the speakers then I am going to truthfully go crazy to be honest; Y/N."
"No way, really: Logan?!"
"Yes way, I mean you didn't truthfully realized how the song is so ironically iconic and also don't forget; Y/N: the lyrics are ironically repetitive on the 'All I want for Christmas . . .' and honestly; it is driving me and everyone truthfully crazy to be honest and honestly; no offense to both Mariah Carey and her 'die hard stan' fans and casual fans alike thus honestly; the song does drove me crazy: Y/N."
"Oh no, Logan; I am so sorry about that: Lo."
"It's okay, Y/N--I am so sorry to truthfully say this but I did felt as the song does truthfully felt repetitive to truthfully even listen to it now especially with Christmas coming around the corner."
"Oh okay, thus I truthfully don't blame you at all thus honestly; the 'All I want for Christmas' song does became very repetitive in my own opinion that is; Y/N."
"You said it Logan, didn't you found a Christmas Tree yet: Logan?"
"No, it is mostly because of how does the people are mobbing me like crazy and honestly; it does truthfully drove me crazy as well apart from the 'All I want for Christmas' song that is; Y/N."
"Oh no! I am so sorry about that: Logan--did you truthfully want me to pick you up and get the Christmas tree for the apartment?"
"No, I already got the Christmas Tree and it's okay; I already got out of there; Y/N."
"Yeah; but how?"
"Well, there is a salesperson whom they would truthfully help me to leave the store without getting mobbed by the fans . . ."
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By the time when he had returned back to the apartment where the both of you are now staying together; you did taken your shower and changed into a very different attire from the earlier outfit where you had worn it earlier and also at the same time; you had also washed your dreadlocks as well as your face as carefully as possible while you are taking a warm shower earlier.
Now, you are sitting down at the living room while reading one of your favorite books where you are now currently reading.
"Hey Logan, did you truthfully get a Christmas tree?" You asked him while he heads out of the apartment to get the Christmas Tree where had gotten it earlier from the same store where he had gotten both the Christmas Tree and also how he also had gotten mobbed by the people whom he didn't realized that they were his 'fans' earlier today.